I was like a victim trrembling @ class, like the fool I make of myself, the way I can't take it and the way no one in the world can care....
See, I kept stabbing my notebook when I was annoyed.. I did leave the room and stomp my feet and then come back in soon. I came in and said are you gonna annoy me, like last class, and asked if someone said they were gonna kill me.. The teacher said no they didn't. :| I told my mom, too, but she didn't seem to care too much.. :S I sorta felt washed ashore in death. Like, I was murdered but left at peace.. :| People are always at me and will never be direct with me because they think it's possible I actually want too much attention being mixed race. I actually am feeling kinda subdued. Maybe, it's from all the good things I did, and then I don't know why I was attacked but I'm so mad. It seems people are really mad at me for any attention I get from Ginny, and I want to ****** them.. I just heard something.. Please, leave me alone, you dweebs.. :| Also, I can tell in attitude my aunt is posing as a virtual ring leader rassling me for everything just because my life isn't perfect, like my dad does, and I want to * her. ,:| Everyone is threatening people they know not to hurt me. ;| Er. Why can't peopel just be normal? Hey, listen to me, stop with the bullcrap "online." I'm the civilized 1. It's okay if I live my life the way I do, I was treated unfairly, why must I base my life on comparing with how much I sacrificed of my, er, ... I dunno academic future?
See, I kept stabbing my notebook when I was annoyed.. I did leave the room and stomp my feet and then come back in soon. I came in and said are you gonna annoy me, like last class, and asked if someone said they were gonna kill me.. The teacher said no they didn't. :| I told my mom, too, but she didn't seem to care too much.. :S I sorta felt washed ashore in death. Like, I was murdered but left at peace.. :| People are always at me and will never be direct with me because they think it's possible I actually want too much attention being mixed race. I actually am feeling kinda subdued. Maybe, it's from all the good things I did, and then I don't know why I was attacked but I'm so mad. It seems people are really mad at me for any attention I get from Ginny, and I want to ****** them.. I just heard something.. Please, leave me alone, you dweebs.. :| Also, I can tell in attitude my aunt is posing as a virtual ring leader rassling me for everything just because my life isn't perfect, like my dad does, and I want to * her. ,:| Everyone is threatening people they know not to hurt me. ;| Er. Why can't peopel just be normal? Hey, listen to me, stop with the bullcrap "online." I'm the civilized 1. It's okay if I live my life the way I do, I was treated unfairly, why must I base my life on comparing with how much I sacrificed of my, er, ... I dunno academic future?
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