Showing posts with label Bathroom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bathroom. Show all posts

Thursday, March 7, 2013

No Chance

I don't know why people have been so mean to me lately.  I mean, I know I was staying up late and depended on being kicked out but forgot I was, what's the word, disturbed that I was kicked out of Music Education and Singing as a class.

I heard a click in my bathroom.  It seems that I have to wait for something to stop bothering me.  I don't want to put up with this bull, at all.  I mean, I'm not in the mood.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Breakfast

Liverwurst
Leftover Pizza from a Frozen Pack of 4, Pepperoni, want the healthy kind, have to ask my dad, again, for the kind in the orange box

Gotta go to the bathroom and what change my clothes?  My brother isn't here.  Wonder if I'll clean tonight.

Friday, March 1, 2013

Poofed Out

I'm poofed out?..

I just cleaned the bathroom for my brother.  Put in new toilet drops, haven't had them in awhile.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Dreams Dreams Dreams

Take Me Back | My Next Beer

So, I don't understand, but I had to dream that supposedly someone, using I guess since I only see Ginny Kopf, was grappling my crotch for a long time and when she touched me it stimulated my entire body and she gained a focus of my eyes and used cartoon images but in a friendly way that only feels good and summut contained.  This was pretty long, and I wasn't foresaken upon awakening.  I was in a big bedroom that looked like a dorm, darker.  Forget next dream, was good.  I forget some of the next, but I thought my dad really was there and put his hands on my shoulders and then my aunt.  I don't remember so much here.  I think I was being carried or something, not sure why, maybe because.  I like to think about people touching me.  :|  So, anyway, then, I was like at a thing with girls, reminds me of something before in my dream, like tennis and models.  I had already jogged a lap.  Then, we had to jog around a bathroom stall which circled I think 100 times, I'm like here?  The girls were tall with round heads, kinda like sticks, shiny slick hair, watching me getting close to the coach, just automatically hopping up to him in the middle of class standing on a bench in the stall area outside the bathroom.  Then, (heya car just passed,) I remember a very good feeling don't remember too much, guess I was meeting someone, probably reeking from the reminder of when I had this really big voice lab teacher, 1st was pretty fat, then seemed pretty strong and quite tall.  Anyway, so, I was thinking of Ginny, even had to think it was her so I wouldn't think I could like make up real people.  Oh, and I woke up really feeling like you know a hand print on my crotch several times, maybe because I felt like *********ing, you know?  Anyway, so this was interesting, now I forget, think I was being carried, but I was thinking of coming up to this "teacher," like in that darker room.  I found this person like I guess like put her arm around me, then both her arms right away and like my legs were up kinda to the side wrapped around said person.. but it was interesting because I wasn't supposed to move and she was just supposed to like carry me out to the parking lot because I was like her ba by.  So, something for you to think about.  Anyway, I woke up, and I guess I was a bit mad, as you can see, I mean I liked it, but I didn't feel like anyone thought the beer part was okay.  Oh, yes, and I woke up thinking there was this dangerous, low vibrating, I think in the 1st dream, yes, and I woke up and for some reason it was gone, didn't move, hardly breathed I bet.  It was pulsing, seemed loud enough at the source.  The exercise classes must have helped because they feel kinda quelled, like on a island of water, the sea with clouds floating around.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Dream

It's hard to remember.  I was in this place.  I went on a ride, like in a big mall.  1st, we were eating something like slush, then something else, and maybe cotton candy.  We went to sit on the knee of a more gaunt but a bit blubbery yet more sharp lady, the little kids stayed, you know sorta stronger kids around age 4 maybe, but I told my brother to save me a space because I had to go to the bathroom.  I ran to this store and asked but didn't see it.  I ran and asked a handsome, quirky policeman, you know, like a guy from Atlanta.. and he told me to go to a certain corner, looked like a hotel with people coming from up north, but I didn't see it.  I ran back.

Then, I was about to audition and was thinking of CĂ©line Dion, 2 pictures when she was little, and it made me think she was more like compiledly built then that she was hollow.  It made me get a sorta tingly shaped stimulated feeling and I couldn't get it back.  I don't know why.  I kept trying to think of it.  Then, I imagined it was my aunt whose lap I was on for a long time.  Her daughter was there.  I thought this was real becuase I wanted to m*********.  She just swept me over to another room and left me there, I guess so I could m*********.  I had a hard time.  I guess I woke up soon and realized it wasn't real.  I was hoping I was alone in this big hotel room with like a big, feathery goose bed.  It had different compartments jutting out and a big master bedroom.