Dream

I had this good feeling walking around.  So, I was at this lot, like on a floor of a lot by an airport, like at a theater class, like Ellen DeGeneres was the teacher.  I was thinking about my mom's age.  I kept feeling good the whole time, like based with all over.  I don't distinctly remember the instructor.  I filed in early and found people in the class, 1 was like tall with light medium brown hair, bnags, glasses, straight smooth hair, another maybe black and kinda like the girl I'm working with a little plump a good height, another girl the same stature but white maybe like reddish darker hair, the other maybe some similar blend, maybe a little taller and slimmer.  I kept walking around, but I kept feeling good.  I think the instructor was like looking over shouting.  She was like concerned and caring but supposedly strict academically.  It's an interesting way to be, maybe was also looking for Ginny but not actually in this dream but probablya distant thought.

Dream

It was so funny and real.  My gym teacher said we had to flip after swinging under a bar onto a long strip.  It was so wide, and 1 girl went all the way across to the side.  The teacher we could see how she looked before with dark hair and darker skin, dyed her hair, was "Puerto Rican."  Tall, skim.

:| photo from relative of cheerleaders @ school.. !

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Why do I look like the small 1?  Er, big head, sorta condensed body, nice.  B)  Probably something in it when you kill me.

Nice People With Dark Features

Ever see someone with lighter hair claim they see into life more than someone being really nice at the time with dark hair?

Attractive

If you want me to change, why not in a good way, like Late Boom or Generation Z?

Um

Why should I care what you think when others aren't there for me?  I didn't do anything wrong.  Why are you picking at misfortunes in my past, like I "didn't have to do something?"  At least, I am more attractive.

Y

Why do bad people make a fuss when they see another attractive person?  I mean, before my brother was born, though, I remember my head was shaped a bit funnily but better than his.  Why would I be my brother?  I mean, why isn't anyone else jealous?

Baby at the Mall

It looked really melted with dark skin.  Why don't people like care about their babies being white.  The mom was attractive, obese, tall, small head.  The baby looked Spanish.. a boy.  There was nothing really to worry about because the worry was that the baby thought the mom's attractive availability was for some odd reason some puzzle it was working on, and that puzzle didn't involve my likings.  So, an older person would beat you down that there's some problem, and the problem is the fact there is a problem, they don't need to stretch you as responsible for a fact that the fact is what the fact is, does not "mean" anything.  Get it?  It just is struggling, it's not some thing you did!  :0

Got Mad

I realized people didn't get mad at white people enjoying things and feeling the benefits of being European but then find they aren't really that good.  You know, figure it out before you spray it..  I saw more girls with white hair at the mall..  }:]

Oops! I forgot I was racist.

What do you think of Ellen being afraid to be attractive, like doing something attractive, like letting people she clings to be attractive?  Get it on Ellen, oops I forgot I was racist.

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So, you see kids in the 1980s were treated like shit, you see the little kids with the button noses in Ginny's picture.  Light hair.  They look like stupid dolls.  Kids today are too much in fast forward, based on knocking out the future of kids before.

Picture

Ginny is the skinny brunette on the left.  Hmph, her hair is gold brown..  I need to start using Radiant Red, again??  Her hair seems lighter, now..  No, wait, I'm using the Sheer Blonde for dyed blondes and there's red in the bottle, so..  Er..  Now, what?  I'm using Frizz Ease.  :|

Something Funny @

Charlotte Church may have like dark eyebrows but is not really serious like someone born in the 1950s and early 1960s.  Etc.

Did I tell you?

I got Frizz Ease products.  :|

Y

Why are ALL the attractive adults off limits?  Idon't want to talk to anyone.

I don't care.

I don't care if you want someone with light blonde hair.

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Jews

They are not really hairy.

These Dreams

Did you ever suspect that someone was reverie-ing in some weird thoughts about you, like your clothes are too nice?  But not really old-fashioned..

How I'm Feeling

I look a lot leaner, not as much too me, but I seem to have some elasticity to me in the form of muscular strength in my belly.

Didn't Listen

My idea for my brother has always been for him to have like honey hair that poofs up and glistens a little and it was light brown but not honey.  It was so limp.  My mom didn't have him do sports as early as me, and it messed him up.  Plus, he just did tennis ... and then my mom didn't have him practice.  I mean, I wouldn't have to practice with him.  He can go practice alone while I do homework.  My mom didn't let me do something else, and I also liked tennis.  He should have done other things, too.

Checks and Balances

Why do I have a plastered look like my brother?  I know I wanted the sculpted face.