What I Have to Do

I want to practice, finish my homework.. make my little shopping list.  I guess I will go to bed, soon, am eating.  Still feel kinda loaded from gymnastics on top of weight training.

Pain

I'm in a lot of pain.  I need to figure out how to record TV in my room on my sofa where I lie down facing the TV.  I feel so immobile.  3I  I will practice acting, too.  The week has gone by so fast, and I'm doing gymnastics again on Saturday.

Problem

My 1st video|s of me ... wait ... maybe I forgot to record some videos on the small trampoline.. Oh, well?

Oh, the weather outside is frightful.

It's still so cold here.  I needed my thick jacket, I think.  Tonight wasn't so bad after the workout.  }:)

Dream

It was so funny and real.  My gym teacher said we had to flip after swinging under a bar onto a long strip.  It was so wide, and 1 girl went all the way across to the side.  The teacher we could see how she looked before with dark hair and darker skin, dyed her hair, was "Puerto Rican."  Tall, skim.

Problem

I had to find it and the times changed from 9:30-11:30 and before was 9.

Involved

It looks like I can't find the Open Gym for adults.  Wow, go s**** yourself.

Orlando is gay and perverted and mimicy and racist - NIGGERS.  Fine, just sit there and talk back, you ugly, good-for-nothing, interested people.

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2 New Dresses

I found 2 children's dresses I want plus 1 kind of pink blazer to go with them.  I also found children's shoes, a pack of knee high socks, some leggings, and some cheap costume gloves.

Pink Child's Party Dress 1
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0

Pink Child's Party Dress 2
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0

Pink Tween's Blazers
Buy 2 of these - Size L - $6.99
http://www.sears.com/shc/s/p_10153_12605_002VA50670501P?sid=IDx01192011x000001&kispla=002VA50670501P&srccode=cii_17588969&cpncode=31-86850801-2

White Children's Thigh Socks
Size 9-11 - $7.50
http://www.sears.com/joe-boxer-girl-39-s-7-11-3-pair-white/p-029F2493000P

White Women's Tights
Buy 2 of these - Size XL - $10
http://www.jcpenney.com/dotcom/socks-hosiery/knit-leggings/prod.jump?ppId=pp5002301332&N=1405&searchTerm=leggings&topDim=Color&topDimvalue=whites&dimCombo=Color|&dimComboVal=whites|&currentDim=Color&currentDimVal=whites&catId=SearchResults

White Party Costume Gloves
Buy 2 of these - 1 size fits all - $5.99
http://www.partycity.com/product/white+gloves+teen.do

Children's Shoes
Size 5 - $16.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=RAM01236

Total
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$170.43

So, I hope you can get me the 2 dresses, + the rest to go with them.  I mean, if you can't get it all, I'd say not to get 1 of the blazers, but they are only $6.99, so, I mean, it's all very cheap.  The shoes are only $16.99.  The tights from JCPenney are $10 so must be good.  The gloves are $5.99 per pair.  The total being $170.43 guess the tax will make my monthly shopping for extra things or a nice set of clothes $200.  Otherwise, I have clothes, but I wanted to dress up more, like a girl, I guess.  :|  I hope you can buy this.  You can ask Mom to help or to borrow some of my monthly money she kept.  I hope you can get it, though, because I mean the dresses, I only am getting 2 things and each is only $50 for a fancy party dress, pretty good.  The rest is all very cheap: cheap blazers for $6.99, socks, tights, party costume gloves, and children's shoes.  So, without tax, the total for the 2 outfits for school at least this month is only roughly $170..  I don't plan to take gymnastics classes but may go to open gym, at least maybe tomorrow night when there's no school.  As for other shopping, I just may need more blonde shampoo, not sure how I will do my hair.  So nothing else big, as far as I know, until I need a fan.  So, see, the dresses are each only $50.  I probably will not go looking for any more school outfits.  I saw some things I kinda liked but not that much really.  I mean, maybe next month I'll find something but dunno.  Okay, I hope we can get it.  Thanks.

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Christina Barrett Hi, I know the Becks, see the little 1.. never met them but seem to know them better than the others. 3) So, I look like the girls on the end because of my size and stature.. but in my pictures I don't always look like that when I'm not in school. ;? So.. I guess in personality I'm like the girl on the left.. I would be too embarrassed to be a cheerleader, maybe want to do ballet but don't want to. I mean I would, but I don't. So, I can connect with people from anywhere, I mean. South Carolina, Oklahoma.., Idaho?, ... If I lived somewhere else other than the state I'm in :| maybe would be like South Carolina.. except lots of people move there. http://youtu.be/PpYCzZ___Bk I already know that I want to be what I want to be, and it's complicated, but I still like to have fun. So, nice picture, want to keep up more. :? Hey, watcha think of Jackie Evancho? I'm involved in lots of famous vocalists from different places like the French in Ireland.

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:| photo from relative of cheerleaders @ school.. !

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Why do I look like the small 1?  Er, big head, sorta condensed body, nice.  B)  Probably something in it when you kill me.

Tai Chi

"The mist rises."


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"Cir cle the moon, with trreee rings.  1 ....

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Dreams

I had a dream I killed Ginny Kopf.  In the end, I heard a few low drums of no consequence really, just th..anyway and then she exploded into lots of little glittery dust, as though she committed suicide.  '=s  The funny thing is I don't remember what I was doing 1st, but I know I was flying around a big place with lots of sorta plant-like buildings, kinda bleak.  I felt there was some big spirit flying me around, though, so I guess I was not the 1 flying?  I liked feeling that I was being held on my crotch, but I got some ideas I tried to process.  I realized that you can find anyone online at school in their city.  I decided, though, that I wanted to do something about safety but always realize that death is just around the corner.  Other interesting things, I felt like my feet were like pushing pedals like of that famous organ song.  I also felt my body nearer to the end before that as the result of being like a jelly worm, you know gel..  Those gummies.  ;D  From doing ballet, like it wasn't a good idea but hwen you do it it is.  I wish I remembered my other dreams, but I was more conscious with this 1, like before.  I think when I fell asleep this time, I felt dead from something, like the medicine as the end.  It's like because I wasn't famous with a lot of money from wishing to be an actor while I was on MySpace.  So, anyway, I was flying around a long time, felt touched, felt strong, the stronger overall feeling or whatever was the situation.  Oh well, wish I could remember more.  It was sorrowful and somber.  It was like it was a scary, black, from the past like my past life or dead, like a Ghost of Christmas, sorta going with me on a journey I was taking or happened to take because of her.  I still feel a big force around my crotch, and it feels like huge, puffy, not too old arms.  I woke up, and my blessed fingers were like big puffs.  I guess I did it to myself, as usual.  It's always interesting, but it won't last.  I used to feel I wish it would last.  :|

So, if you want to know what I did in bed, I could feel in Cleveland, my blankets feeling celestial like they put kinda a lot of sorta involuntary|voluntary, you know random.., pressure on me, like a spirit, that it was a person.  My bed also pulsed in a very surreal way.  I used to imagine the life in my eyes suddenly like crossing mainly.. and myself fucking the tubes!  D;  I tried it as much I could, like I would not stot, like I had to do it, like there was no point in thinking of other things in bed, myself.  I can't seem to do that, now, here.  I just was distracted, in the end..  I used to go around to RDV and sit around, a magical place, while my mom was busy.  I'd watch the people and feel I was in a magical world, really, but for some reason it had to dye away.

Ever imagine...

Ever think you're that black-eyed cross-eyed 1 high in the, er, celestrial stadiums just watching the sports game?

So

I don't wish to teach ballet @ 5 AM, so you can take a shower @ 6, maybe dry your hair and apply makeup by 7?  Maybe not, I like 2 hours, though..not sure why, but it's in the afternoon..  :|  Because people sleep 10-6 ideally.  Just pick business.  Construction sometimes?  Dunno.  That's 8 hours in the bed, maybe a quiet evening with a jog or stuff alternating, the gym, a swim.  So, I wish to teach Rainbow kids on Fridays, was thinking 4 PM because dunno something happens later.. ah yes the mall and the movies, even.  I mean, I guess it could be at 7-8, but the mall here closes at 9.  I mean, you can walk outside.  I'd been going to the mall on the weekends.  Aw, I guess I have nothing to teach.  What will I do next semester for exercise?  I like coming at 5 A.M., the transportation is better, have to wake up at 4 if I'm just going to exercise..

So

Do you m*********?  I used to not, but I think from taking too much gymnastics I did.  I guess I didn't have any fun, and I was a good gymnast..  3I

only time will tell ♬ only time

I added times to a tennis YouTube.  3|

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Dear Students of Valencia CC,

I invite you to play tennis with me this Tuesday and Thursday from 11AM-12PM at Valencia CC.  Bring your own racket, and I will bring the balls.

Christina Ann B.

Tennis Date

Gotta figure this out..guess I'll do it Tuesday, see who comes.  I'll plan a later meet, maybe not Thursday but dunno mean I might practice alone.  We don't know.  I'll be available this week, I guess, guess I'll plan for 11-12, gotta have a big breakfast, though.

Why

Why pick on me for my past, like always like 24/7 around me when you want to like get through with me just bat on me that I should have taken jazz dance?  You think that would have made me happier.  I wasn't even supposed to be on dance team, it seems, in some important ways, but it's not ballet, theater ... art ...

Plus, I even don't feel like wasting my time in shitty ballet classes.

Didn't Listen

My idea for my brother has always been for him to have like honey hair that poofs up and glistens a little and it was light brown but not honey.  It was so limp.  My mom didn't have him do sports as early as me, and it messed him up.  Plus, he just did tennis ... and then my mom didn't have him practice.  I mean, I wouldn't have to practice with him.  He can go practice alone while I do homework.  My mom didn't let me do something else, and I also liked tennis.  He should have done other things, too.