My 1st video|s of me ... wait ... maybe I forgot to record some videos on the small trampoline.. Oh, well?
Monday, March 4, 2013
Oh, the weather outside is frightful.
It's still so cold here. I needed my thick jacket, I think. Tonight wasn't so bad after the workout. }:)
Being Young, Forever?
So, Ginny, do you care about younger people?
I have a problem, people, I don't wanna just be considered the peak feeling of Generation X, when I'm set up for Generation Y.
I forgot what I was thinking so might have to admit shit. I am upset that I don't know many people.. I'm in a situation I guess, socially.. Anyway, I did notice that I'm ½ the age of people the age of parents like my mom's age would be, you know like almost 30 when I was born? I was born in the 1980s. The problem is that everyone planned I would not grow up until way after high school, but now Ginny feels uncomfortable around me, whether she tells you this or not. I noticed, all of a sudden, that people who are only like maybe 15 years older all of a sudden don't see me as that much younger, some of them.
I'm also concerned about meeting people who are older and older who think they can like sorta ruin my life. I don't understand why so many kids born in like 1989 or 1990 or earlier 1991 I guess would just be like attached to the peak generation of men born like around 1950 as old and suck up to them. I don't know any men born in the 1940s. I guess it's a thing about younger kids to older parents. I know, though, that kids born in 1998 do enjoy adults born around 1960. Maybe, they saved themselves solely for them, in life. What am I supposed to do? My life is changing. People are getting like mimicy to me for saying I want people to act nice, like it's a robotic wish. It's true, though, it seems that kids born in 1990 didn't really have it good and that 1s born in 1991 are considered like too active and then the 1s born the year after pretty much enjoyed life the way my generation was supposed to be successfully, you know? like thinking things are cute and not worrying so much about being in some certain mold and stress, in life.
So, I guess I'll just say it here on my like private forum, I mean, I want to live life like a kid, still have that interest, to post online. As a person, I still like to be like a kid, I guess, dress like a kid.. I feel like a kid.. I look like a kid.. I was upset that boy from The Santa Claus is seen as being too young, and he's a boy but born a day before me. Maybe, look at the star of Sydney White and Hairspray and the Olsen twins and Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff to think about me. Charlotte Church, too. Amanda Seyfried. Brittany Snow from Hairspray. So, it's true, if you're younger than me, I guess you'll grow up in a few years.
The problem was I still am a kid and if I'm over ½ the age of someone older than me from Late Boom, they might just not treat me like a kid. I already have lots of problems fitting in as a generation. The bottom line was to look like a kid born in 1997 and that 1998 was just too much, kinda prejudiced, shouldn't even exist. The bottom line is I still am a kid, I just never really looked like a modern teenager. I am not treated like a 1920 woman. I will not be treated like I am too old by someone just because I am over ½ their age. I counted from when I existed. Hm... That means this whole time I forgot I was passing up my mom in when she 1st existed. Now, what? At least, I planned, but it's just that I have a good relationship. I pretty much have wanted to be like her. I kinda wanna fastforward and solve my problems for like the next 3 years. My relationship with her is good, though. Maybe, she just sees me as her egg. :( Well, I look like my mom. I just hope I am still a kid to her because if it doesn't work out I think I will need to be restrained. I got a feeling as a Middle Easterner I was no longer young. I'm not really Middle Eastern. I guess I will just accept I have my mom's blessing and that the fact is what the fact is. I still am a kid, though. Not really, but it's like I don't feel mothered. I'm just worried what my mom will think. I might have to wait and see. I don't want to be treated like I'm someone older. I just don't feel life is all about looking like you're born in 1998.. maybe 1992? but not Miley Cyrus. More like that girl Hayley on the Pirates board on MS. So, help me with my mom, I really want to be a young kid to her. She definitely doesn't see me as her age, have been trying to be like her age but feel the motherly relationship..not sure why things went wrong, really. :|
I have a problem, people, I don't wanna just be considered the peak feeling of Generation X, when I'm set up for Generation Y.
I forgot what I was thinking so might have to admit shit. I am upset that I don't know many people.. I'm in a situation I guess, socially.. Anyway, I did notice that I'm ½ the age of people the age of parents like my mom's age would be, you know like almost 30 when I was born? I was born in the 1980s. The problem is that everyone planned I would not grow up until way after high school, but now Ginny feels uncomfortable around me, whether she tells you this or not. I noticed, all of a sudden, that people who are only like maybe 15 years older all of a sudden don't see me as that much younger, some of them.
I'm also concerned about meeting people who are older and older who think they can like sorta ruin my life. I don't understand why so many kids born in like 1989 or 1990 or earlier 1991 I guess would just be like attached to the peak generation of men born like around 1950 as old and suck up to them. I don't know any men born in the 1940s. I guess it's a thing about younger kids to older parents. I know, though, that kids born in 1998 do enjoy adults born around 1960. Maybe, they saved themselves solely for them, in life. What am I supposed to do? My life is changing. People are getting like mimicy to me for saying I want people to act nice, like it's a robotic wish. It's true, though, it seems that kids born in 1990 didn't really have it good and that 1s born in 1991 are considered like too active and then the 1s born the year after pretty much enjoyed life the way my generation was supposed to be successfully, you know? like thinking things are cute and not worrying so much about being in some certain mold and stress, in life.
So, I guess I'll just say it here on my like private forum, I mean, I want to live life like a kid, still have that interest, to post online. As a person, I still like to be like a kid, I guess, dress like a kid.. I feel like a kid.. I look like a kid.. I was upset that boy from The Santa Claus is seen as being too young, and he's a boy but born a day before me. Maybe, look at the star of Sydney White and Hairspray and the Olsen twins and Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff to think about me. Charlotte Church, too. Amanda Seyfried. Brittany Snow from Hairspray. So, it's true, if you're younger than me, I guess you'll grow up in a few years.
The problem was I still am a kid and if I'm over ½ the age of someone older than me from Late Boom, they might just not treat me like a kid. I already have lots of problems fitting in as a generation. The bottom line was to look like a kid born in 1997 and that 1998 was just too much, kinda prejudiced, shouldn't even exist. The bottom line is I still am a kid, I just never really looked like a modern teenager. I am not treated like a 1920 woman. I will not be treated like I am too old by someone just because I am over ½ their age. I counted from when I existed. Hm... That means this whole time I forgot I was passing up my mom in when she 1st existed. Now, what? At least, I planned, but it's just that I have a good relationship. I pretty much have wanted to be like her. I kinda wanna fastforward and solve my problems for like the next 3 years. My relationship with her is good, though. Maybe, she just sees me as her egg. :( Well, I look like my mom. I just hope I am still a kid to her because if it doesn't work out I think I will need to be restrained. I got a feeling as a Middle Easterner I was no longer young. I'm not really Middle Eastern. I guess I will just accept I have my mom's blessing and that the fact is what the fact is. I still am a kid, though. Not really, but it's like I don't feel mothered. I'm just worried what my mom will think. I might have to wait and see. I don't want to be treated like I'm someone older. I just don't feel life is all about looking like you're born in 1998.. maybe 1992? but not Miley Cyrus. More like that girl Hayley on the Pirates board on MS. So, help me with my mom, I really want to be a young kid to her. She definitely doesn't see me as her age, have been trying to be like her age but feel the motherly relationship..not sure why things went wrong, really. :|
So
It's just that I get mad when someone does something to me for some little mistake when I'm overly perfect, in fact, and dying!
I got the sn's of so many kids from each class, filled an entire page of the Valencia notebook I got from some booth..
Like Beth
from Little Women..
I feel tired, have things I want to do, want to lie down. Had maybe liverwurst, frozen pizza, and a chocolate chip cookie-
I feel tired, have things I want to do, want to lie down. Had maybe liverwurst, frozen pizza, and a chocolate chip cookie-
Decisions Decisions
So, my parents are leaving tomorrow @ 4 to visit my grandma at my aunt's on the way to Gainesville until Wednesday. I just am too tired to even visit.. I do want to see a movie I missed, maybe will see it in 2 weeks or pile up?
My brother is going to where he's going to college until Friday, I think..
My brother is going to where he's going to college until Friday, I think..
Dream
It was so funny and real. My gym teacher said we had to flip after swinging under a bar onto a long strip. It was so wide, and 1 girl went all the way across to the side. The teacher we could see how she looked before with dark hair and darker skin, dyed her hair, was "Puerto Rican." Tall, skim.
Problem
I will **** you - STOP looking at me with your sly, racist smile, like you're even on top of shit, you worthless, motherfucking, bastard niggers.
Involved
It looks like I can't find the Open Gym for adults. Wow, go s**** yourself.
Orlando is gay and perverted and mimicy and racist - NIGGERS. Fine, just sit there and talk back, you ugly, good-for-nothing, interested people.
Orlando is gay and perverted and mimicy and racist - NIGGERS. Fine, just sit there and talk back, you ugly, good-for-nothing, interested people.
What a Mistake. 3I
Ginny and people think I don't deserve much because I'm not shy nor molded, what a mistake, what a mistake. 3I
Differentiation
People think Ellen is from the right generation, we care about a weird thing like the difference between men and women of the same generation because - IT - IS - NOT - - 1950..
Mystery
So, Ginny was interested in me online because I was less than ½ her age.
Also, it's like no one was ever going to accept me parentally. Why would you be "on," now? I mean, why wouldn't you 3I
Also, it's like no one was ever going to accept me parentally. Why would you be "on," now? I mean, why wouldn't you 3I
Older People in PA
What do you think of how older people in PA don't do it? They aren't normal people. They are preserving the sorta ancient culture of their peoples, based in sorta shit of being farmers..
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