NyQuil

The cookie made my throat scratch whilst lying on my side.

"I have pink grapefruit body scrub."

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Ugh

I don't care about these prisses in Orlando I'm better but they think they're just better because they're so attuned to react, but I can enjoy myself I'm 26.  This is so gay.  This is like the gayest thing you could ever imagine in like dimensions beyond dimensions.

Problem

SHUT UP YOU NIGGER I just heard my dad cough about race that dirty nigger just *beep* him to *beep* he doesn't care what he farts outta his MOUTH-  ,:0  Put that lizard in prision

Problem

I don't give a *beep* not gonna wait for you to live my life.

Problem

So, Tim Burton was mean to me since I called his daughter a nigger...  It can't be because of my dad.  I did say he was scared of him, too.  I'm not my dad, though..  Anyway, I was just playing around and thought I was supposed to and I think I was because like it would spread and she's part Jew and other people would think of that word, and I didn't want to you know..  No one understands.  So, I mean, you're all just upset at all the attention I get and don't really care about my sorrows in wanting a successful life, ruined because I thought my life became an experiment.

The People from up North at the Hotel

I bet Ellen DeGeneres, sad as she may be, thought she had to make me feel bad about having Pennsylvanian blood and heritage because of my dad taking over my mom..  I was at the hotel, and the connection was very dead.  It seemed like it was in part from going to Valencia.  Ugh, I have to get up and go to the bathroom again but don't feel like it, feel some tight spots, but that's not why.  So..  I just feel sorta exposed like my dad, like there was some sorta worry that I was like him, like how he's not a party animal but he's not a nerd, I mean, come on, maybe a bit worn, but that doesn't have to affect me you niggers.  ,}:[  Go to hell and *** and wallow in torture.

Problem

I don't give a bullshit about my dad venting off his brutality and stupid nature with my mom.  He flips around ideas like he's really something.  My mom I think because of Ellen DeGeneres decided to say I didn't deserve to revel in the flowers, just to play because of my imperfections, like in how hard it is to be perfect, not my intentions..too bad no one is like finesse enough to go into that..  The problem is it's because my dad hurts me so he may as well **** himself.

I Am Stronger

than E l len

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Old Disney Dancer

Pennsylvanian in Hollywood. 33. Speaker. 8/

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Northeasterners

Does Ginny accept them? Her mom is Cali.

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At the Restaurant

Ordered burger and fries and water. :/

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Auditions

I was partly asleep for maybe 20 minutes on the carpety, puffy chairs. Then, I slept on the floor. The weight training I class made me tired, made me realize I am so vulnerable. I left and got a rice crispy Mickey with frosting. Before, I had a like $5 cookie. Then, I found the open candy shop and got a fudgy brownie. $4.75. In my audition, I had to shakily clutch the book. I sang "Pie Jesu," until I was stopped. I did the white bread ... 1st chicken crossing lights, quarters in jail, as stand-up, w/o rehearsing. For dance, I spun and put my leg out. My singing was the best, loved, like perfected pleasance and most reportedly least tacky.

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Messing With Past Fetishes

That's for you to get over with.

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Studied

Got my audition down, well, my neck stretched, a fairy poem I Shakespearea's "A Midsummer Night's Dream." I read my Acting I homework the night I got it on the "disability" van, slept today sorta.. With my flashlight from my aunt, for Christmas, and I made notes, rehearsed, studied the 2 big paragraphs, as well as the shorter lines, 3 pages altogether with the other part, working with 2 girls, me do once. So, I got it dahoon, studied for like maybe 45 minutes cheer. I'm ar oh oond the poo'.

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"Didn't Accomplish Anything"

We didn't accomplish anything in Ginny's class. Why aren't anyone else cheer rushing to her class? I found her at an acting school.. She's online-

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Breakfast xppp

What do they have in places like Europe?

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$20

I will probably get lunch at like 12-1. They have ice cream-

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I told

My dad I told the teacher to hug me.

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Hi

Found a pool with mist rising up up up.

So, I am considered acutely gifted and accomplished by everyone. I noticed in the class Ginny is having funny reactions and has funny friends.

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Dolphin Hotel - Freezing

Feels like a downtown, like Tulane thoughts. Going in.

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Help!

How will I get sleep? I will probably blog when I get home. Hopefully, then, I will sleep.

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Y

Why do you keep saying I did something?

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Planned Causes

Did you ever think your shitty reactions are planned sins, as causes?

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Rat

I don't need shit in Florida ratting out my acclaim in the New Orleans area.

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Bath + Body Works

Now, your tweens are chipped.

They don't sell the fancy body scrub.

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How I'm Doing

I was out in my living room getting veggies. I was reacting to my mom hurting me 2 days before. I wasn't happy, but I came back out this morning, and I got all these annoying signs. My dad is a flippant retard, schizophrenic. So, I was in my kitchen and realized I was being told insults but not bad stuff because I had a stress reaction to the reputation of the mom of Ellen DeGeneres, was violently thinking about niggerish reactions of my parents, also thought how it wasn' t really worth it. Just don't want to really think about shit. I don't really think that but don't really like thinking about her mom unless it's for me.

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"You will learn.."

Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm moral because I'm Slidellian and New Orleanian.  I think people from California are moral but close-minded more than people from certain other places, maybe.  I'm not sure if it's like maybe places like NY state, Ohio, just not like Boston, NJ, probably Kentucky.

"Married.." ♫

So, just "marry" some issue.

Relationships can hurt?

I always feel threatened by people about being born in Fort Lauderdale.

Funny Feeling

I am glad I am knocked out, but like I feel a sorta pushing down, must be a good thing.  I feel kinda like salty, saucy, from being around without sleeping and without a clean room-  8|

Sccared

I think Ginny is like waiting to teach people who are like 15.  So, what, that's her 1st semester next year?  These kids that come in will be just goody 2-shoes, should fly in people from outta-town, seriously..how will we do that?  Will I still see her, might not need to.  Hehe.  Will find something else for me to do that doesn't involve suffering..

Not a Question

So, why does Ginny think everything has to be neat and manufactured and not magical??

I mean, I started out being very neat and "manufactured.." even unalive.  So, everything I say comes from that strata pool.  :|

Try to Get Some Sleep

I feel like I'm going to school.  Gotta pack my script to practice .. for Thursday, bring the book, couldn't find info. on auditions, guess I'll just sorta go.  :|  Ugh, gotta get ready at 3 A.M.  Dig through stuff, make sure I have my keys, etc.  Probably won't do my hair.  :|  I need to pack my wallet, .. cell phone.  Cam'er'a and a stand.

Also, why does Ginny want to like make people pretend they hate me?  Maybe, things we do are hard and not that great, and we can't enjoy "what we have."  I mean, would it be any worse were there like Disney Worlds like say in areas like .. "Pennsylvania?"  }:}

Magical French

Why does Ginny give and take unrelated things?  I always explain them.

Also, why are people like honing in on me and telling me I'm crap but not going out and admitting that it's the age of my dad and that I'm not accomplished but talented?  Do you know any attractive, strong men?  I know my dad isn't sexy.

Fakir

When did that word come about in language????  Why is Ginny a faker?

My Idea

Ginny made some wrong decisions, and she's changing them.  However, she's scared of my dad, who is scared of the world, so it's like fucked up.  I mean, why would she say that I'm like worse than someone from Fort Lauderdale?