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Thick Hunk of Beef, Yum, Bloody
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Herbal Lemon Tea, Yum

Talked to my dad about Ellen and tweens.  8|

Problem

Hey **** that person.

My dad made it sound like he said "no more weekends."  I wanted to do something v******.  He did some other things, too.  I had my earplugs on.  He was making weird things.  I have to do something and let it out, I just know.  I tried to settle down and remembered this threat.  He's just a nigger.  :|  Ellen DeGeneres is so annoying and stupid.  She is hurting me for no reason.  ANSWER ME THAT YOU STUPID NIGGER.

Help!

I keep getting mad.  Ellen might have to send me to prison for using curse words but not really threatening her nor anyone seriously, just can't do anything.  That's so pointless.  I mean, what's wrong?  No one is helping me, here in Orlando.

New Twitters

http://www.twitter.com/CAB1986OrlFL5
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Really

Come on I'm really mad..  }:|  I just wanna, let's **** Ellen.   She's trying to make me not feel as good..

So

So, what do you think about the dorky Generation Z tweens in O'lando?  }:]

Facebook Post

Hey, Ginny, I'm gonna talk to you after class. You seem to have a problem with homework. I don't go to school to get a 100%. I go to learn. I go to arts classes to socialize.. http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/02/20130218-1.html I'm talking to other people and thought about it if you're interested.

Hey, Ginny, I'm gonna talk to you after class. You seem to have a problem with homework. I don't go to school to get a 100%. I go to learn. I go to arts classes to socialize.. http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/02/20130218-1.html ,}:| I was gonna go to gymnastics today, and someone stole some of my stuff and my dad paid a bunch of money for something.. My hair's been ruined, and you thought it was funny and I won't accept it. I will tell someone about it.

Twitter

Upset

My shampoo, conditioner, and shower gel is missing, as well as my hair straightener that works on wet hair..  My parents are running out of money for me.  Also, at the mall, you can see someone straightened 1 side of my hair.  Did you know people think it's a joke?  If they were here I'd just w*** them in the h***, so better lay off..

hw

So, I'm taking a break and wondering what to do. I'm doing open gym at a gymnastics place, tonight for an hour, for adults, 9:30 P.M. I can recite my stuff but have a hard tine going straight through it, whoops, have another 1 for tomorrow. Just need to stay positive, plan to pick it up, soon.

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Just follow the black people

Every weak thing do the European thing.

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Nose Change

The opposite with the rest of the Chi nese.

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Get Comf

I'd stay here for the shit or for Ginny's acclaim. If you're stuck cheer (here,) find out who you want to get close to or why you don't move to Southeastern Florida for the beach or matbe somewhere else for the casinos. I would want to stay here for Ginny for me. I do want to travel, like LV. :)

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Ginny

Ginny has lose, warbly fat .. Doesn't eat "shew gar" (sugar.). Its consistency is thin, but the layer is very thick, like a whale. Is she actually involved in the Disney parade returning

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Why I'm Cute

I look cute because of that cute boy but still am the same person.

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Nail Polish

I have on bright orange red nail polish, ike a milky red, to go with the PotC outfit, have on my Chinese zodiac.

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Class

So, I have to work on memorizing my stuff. I guess in my spare time, after I pack. I mean, I might.. wait can't load a video. :/ Why do I feel put in a singing major class?

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On the Van

Had my breakfast. Vitamins finally. Feel good.

Almost wasn't gonna do the ballet group or class bc I thought I'd do it like a few hours each morning, maybe just at 5 AM, so you could shower? If not, 5:42 A.M. I didn't want it to all be combos and things at the bar, want to do athleticism.

So, are Late Boom mature because I got informed because of my race that I was being forward in my attempts. They think we have to be like "our parent generation.". That's Early Boom. The only thing is women might marry 10 years older. I found nice boys in England.

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How I Feel

I don't really want to go to bed, want to finish cleaning, but guess I have to.  Why does something always happen, though?  My life turned into an experiment.  Finally, I got rid of more stuff, though, and have more organizational logic, like getting a plastic set of drawers and know about clearing my room, I guess.  I'm in the garage, though.  Why do I feel regular old tired?

Pretty Clean

Most of my room is pretty clean, guess I will have a fetish and finish tomorrow, maybe, getting home around maybe 5 or 6 P.M.  Have quite a bit to memorize.  Have to see if I have other homework and have journal..  The cleaning isn't too bad but something I'd like to do in my spare time.  Not sure what I will do with my parents home, just make do, I think, put things in things.  Take them out.  So, I'll get a bit of sleep.  I just had to rush and like put things like old tickets on boxes and such.  It seems everything will easily go somewhere..  So, I'm working on this script, won't have it polished, to perform Thursday, rehearse today and tomorrow, though.  Don't have the blocking down.  It's just that it's like Acting I so like a trial experience.  Guess it was good working with people, worth it, after all.  It just made it so it wasn't all 1 big monologue, made sense to work with them, I guess..  That just sorta gave me commoradity in memorizing.  See, I read it on the way home the 1st day, had some issues, and now I'm like working on it more but have it pretty comfortable.  My messy room just bothered me, maybe had to get up and do something.  I might feel fidgety cleaning the rest of my room, more specific things rather than just diving into plastic bags.  Still, I mean, it's not more than what I've done.  I won't be happy til it's done, have my bathroom next, maybe for Wednesday, unless I'm stuck reading my script, maybe even won't clean tomorrow.  Feels like I'll have something Friday.  Just will clean for exercise, to make me feel like I'm working..  So, then, I'll clean this weekend..  Don't have anything else big now.  Either tomorrow and then my bathroom, nothing on Wednesday, or this weekend.  Ugh, have to pack for tomorrow, too.. might not feel like it since my room isn't clean, though it isn't too too hard, just forgot ot place my chapstick, new chapstick, don't see it now.  I found it.  I left the room.  I feel weary, ready to sleep.  So, I'll wake up at 9:20 A.M.?  That's 5 hours.  I'll go watch the girl, go practice, go home, clean, work on the script for Thursday, go to bed and get ready and go to school!  Didn't realize didn't have to memorize for tomorrow though would be nice.  Shouldn't have had a rough start, but it wasn't my fault, though, so dunno.  No one should be thinking about that bit.  I mean, we didn't do much with some things we did earlier, I know.  Good thing, I guess.  It seems all we're doing is memorizing..  She's a good teacher.

Cleaning My Room

Working on the table, looks good, cleared the bags from the floor and other things there.  It seems I just need to stack some things, hope to do it tonight.  :|  Will be nicer to study, air purifier would be nice.  Used to have some fair incense.  Laundry.  3)

What's going on?

Why do people say I'm tacky to enjoy myself?  What's going on?

Problem

So, I wonder why people are nice to me?

Anyway, if it was important like that Ellen DeGeneres not be tacky, I mean wouldn't it be important, not to do it to punish someone, that's the issue she stopped at.  ,:|

Now, what?

More studying????

Er, I need|want|desire to clean my room..also I guess that I should eat a salad.  I wonder what else I should eat.  My dad|mom could bring me Panera Bread, tomorrow..why am I so fat?  I just had a sammich at the gas station.  It was such a cold, crisp night.  I wanted to come in and work out some more to drain my stomach..  8p  My m*********** is feeling kinda warm and moist, like ointment, kinda at a chill factor, like not substantial, like sorta balls of fat, I guess.  I always have a problem with urinating, like the feeling comes and people look at me now.  Eating more prevents it, though.  :|  Why do I need like a lot of salad?  I just started weight training, just doing it 1 semester..  I don't feel like eating out so much so soon, though, just need something on campus..

Feeling as Good as Any 1 Person

The thing is you have to make people feel as good as a child celeb..

Alert! Alert!

I've uncovered Ginny..  Thinking @ Tim Burton's morals of living a life that's challenging, good, with the aesthetic opportunity..

She thinks it's okay to be disrespectful..

hw

I memorized 10 sentences in a total of like 10 + 2 minutes today, plus went through it before..  Memorizing is a fun game.. guess it's a skillbuilder thingy.

Problem

So, I was in the car with my mom, and she got me mad.  I don't know why.  It doesn't matter because people are always acting like I have to do weird things to get attention.  Now, I can't even think about it.  You know, that makes me mad.  I just wanted to say you all have shit kids.

Thought of Something

I was distracted doing my monologue because I got a sore throat??

Anyway..

I was wondering.. Ginny's mom is from California, so.. and her Pennsylvanian generation stems back in the 50s and no further beyond.  Why should I think she has an inkling of anything in the morals of a place that supposedly isn't the bottom tier ranked in education .. wait, Ginny is in the bottom tier ranked state for education.  I mean, I'm qualified to have the fun I have.  I find her to be like other romantics in Orlando, just telling you they're treating you the way you've treated someone 1 time, for fun..like there is no way that could ever happen.. :[  I'm sorry, but that really is the thing.  Everyone has always looked up to me.  You can't suddenly say I look up to you.  You can't just say it, for good.  I've changed, but I've not changed as who I am, kinda kept myself from weird people who don't want to think weird things.  It seems like I wouldn't fit in anywhere.  I've always been "the brains."  It just seems it's become an issue, like oh well my dad isn't sexy or my mom isn't white.  My mom is like a Hispanic or French Canadian.  :|

Worried

I guess I should do that voice assignment.  I totally forgot about it.  I have a group project to hopefully have memorized today.  I guess I should try at least some of the voice assignment.  I need to check over what's for homework, too.  Also, I need to know the page numbers for the voice packet!.  :|  The teacher leaves right after..

xp

I so need to clean my room, don't feel like sleeping, gotta wake up at 9:30 A.M.  My bathroom, my laundry.  Guess I will start clearing and organizing my room, not too hard..?

I almost cut my bangs but combed it all back. . . .  It just looks bad when greasy, I mean..

I have another question, why are people, like young people, from Pennsylvania and Wisconsin so gay, like they're witches but not like cutting?  I had to work hard to become cutting.  Who cares about the "crap from New Jersey and Boston?"  New Orleans is not cutting..they make points but not like the end result.  They really do side with people from certain areas and pretend it's about race..in a way it's not.  :|  HA!

While I'm just kinda here maybe .. something .. I'd been wondering, you know, like why say I sound corny when I'm not, like if I posted HA! at a certain time?