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Thursday, March 7, 2013
I realzied why I was mad
She is being rebellious about social networking online. Also, she is doing it just to me. That is suggestive considering what I'm supposed to feel, if you know what I'm talking about.. It's just 1 more piece of bullcrap for me to have to think about. I kinda don't want to ask her to add me on a new Facebook.. hey I did get a new Facebook. She said she would. She was supposed to say why she wouldn't. She seems gay like Órla Karron Fallon. I just get a definiitive, stuck up message from her. Everyone else can tell she's crass. I am so sick of this bullshit of people telling me I'm gay to want organized attention, that's why, but I'm also mad at the fact all these people in the community turn on me. My old choir director and organ teacher has nothing to live for. She's a * * *. She teaches gay kids.
I just had a revelation. 8|
Some people will never let you network among attractive people.
I don't know anyone who just doesn't answer - take my old choir director and my old theater teacher disappearing from Facebook ... my old friends.. I realize that I mean she lives here, but still..
I don't know anyone who just doesn't answer - take my old choir director and my old theater teacher disappearing from Facebook ... my old friends.. I realize that I mean she lives here, but still..
Inappropriate
I mean I don't have family from the New Orleans area, and I am from Florida. I don't want to listen to her crass bullshit that I didn't respond right away. You know, I had this friend who seemed to theme that me wanting to talk to people was looking for ***. See, she is just being flirtatious. I see she likes me, but maybe she just isn't very active online. I won't take her crass bullshit that she won't respond the way Tim Burton holds out. I think it's because of him. She might not be normal, but she seemed like a good person. What happened to my fuckin choir director and organ teacher? She doesn't respond much. Haha, I know what you're thinking, too. There was this other teacher I was supposed to talk to, but she left Facebook.
Rude
I am rather upset. I feel Ginny is being rude. She didn't answer me. She didn't readd me on another Facebook. She's just being another popular Pennsylvanian or Californian who will not directly speak to me, is probably fucked up and looking for ***. What am I supposed to do? I mean, she said to e-mail her. What do you think that flippin' means?
Salad..
I should have had a salad. I feel heavy like an eraser. So, at school, I got this huge salad with extra oil and these little sprouts.
How I Feel
I feel full and weighted down. :{ I hope I get over it. I'm tired, too. I need sleeping pills, but my mom said it's dangerous.
Dream
I had this good feeling walking around. So, I was at this lot, like on a floor of a lot by an airport, like at a theater class, like Ellen DeGeneres was the teacher. I was thinking about my mom's age. I kept feeling good the whole time, like based with all over. I don't distinctly remember the instructor. I filed in early and found people in the class, 1 was like tall with light medium brown hair, bnags, glasses, straight smooth hair, another maybe black and kinda like the girl I'm working with a little plump a good height, another girl the same stature but white maybe like reddish darker hair, the other maybe some similar blend, maybe a little taller and slimmer. I kept walking around, but I kept feeling good. I think the instructor was like looking over shouting. She was like concerned and caring but supposedly strict academically. It's an interesting way to be, maybe was also looking for Ginny but not actually in this dream but probablya distant thought.
Winded
Good. Eating. Making another Buffalo chicken sub with blue cheese. Having Chef Boyardee canned macaroni and cheese leftovers at the mo, maybe some .. what's it? liverwurst.
8 Years
Ginny is fat, and most fat people are agreeable yet uninteresting. I'm not sure if I ever had a successful relationship with any unhealthy person. I don't just want a skinny, dorky friend. She also thinks she has a more attractive background and that that's dirt. Maybe, she's just a sorry case. Her mom made her attractive so she would be hygienic. I don't take for granted what my mom did for me. You can't just assume it's the bastard cause that morale ain't so. It was only about crazy, drunk fathers. My dad is tacky because he ain't skinny, and he don't work out, no more. Also, kids have to have traits from each parent. I needed to work out, but it seemed like I'd done too much gymnastics, not much good in way of dance, I guess. I mean, there's not necessarily like a certain option. I was struggling between ballet and jazz/lyrical. Now, it seems to not help, nothing I do. I sit around at home, people just keep thinking my dad is gonna hurt them, send them a hurtful message. Just think about how Tim Burton and Johnny Depp changed the world. I remember it was the people, but Tim Burton is crass. He was kind unrelenting to people who wanted to be actors rather than not be actors. I wouldn't accept it. Why should he have a daughter, at all? No one gives a fuck, fuck fuck fuck like a duck. You, like Ginny, is just waiting for the perfect person to come around and keep barking at me for seeming too atypical for having a mixed European father with typical family names and a Chinese mom who is typically attractive from her younger age.. That proves Tim Burton lied that he's not really holding out for a good reason but for selfish reasons. I guess that's why I chose Johnny Depp and then found he depended on Tim Burton but that Tim Burton pretty much didn't feel good about his not being able to act. I mean, my mom and I could get him in shape, but he's with "stupe-id" He~le~na Bonham Carter. I was getting better. He just needs people to talk to. Sit at a computer and find someone to talk to on a message forum. Start walking and jogging, do the core workouts and weights for the health of yur blessed arms. It's your fault for not being a total person. Lazy people from California. Go suck a fish corpse. Talk to people, or you'll get fat and die, like the old days. Stop getting high on artificial attention. I never get any attention. It's all hidden traps. You're just gonna say, hug your dad. What about my mom? I didn't say I wanted to hug Tim Burton. I just kinda deal with it but can hug other people. I mean, what would happen? I would just sorta lose my tease, like I did with my dad. I just wanted a nice relationship. I guess it was special to him. I'm not really gonna hug Ginny. I just want to set her straight, to understand she's crap, she acts like she has some like nonexistent program in Orlando because it's Disney. You have to go completely into something, you can't get too much good attention like of fate thinking coincidences are miracles. You know, she doesn't use Facebook much. I don't know how most people know her. They might look up things in Orlando. You know, people in Theater in places like New Orleans. People wouldn't post to her much. It's funny, I spent a lot of time bettering myself and kinda have a lot to spray. I guess I'm not in a certain mood. I mean, it just seems like things used to be different, like no matter what I did. If there's something wrong, it's Orlando's fault, crappy Orlando. It's not like, I'm just there and no one can do anything with me. What the hell is that? Am I losing memory? Why aren't things getting better? I'm still in the program. If you're not good enough, then leave me alone. People who are good are never supposed to turn anyone down and not hear what they have to say, like Gahndi. You know, I don't care what you think about me having a dad from Pennsylvania. I know you just care about the Pennsylvania Dutch. Why not knock out other states while you're at it, like Delaware? I mean, I had a fun friend family from there. You know, Ginny, I don't give a shit what these so-called "Floridians" think. Florida is a beach state. It is not the only place you can be modern. Say what you will, that's what they think. Why do you even feed the birds? Don't you like me? I just want to find out what happened, why you are just being mean because of Tim Burton and why people are ignoring me online but later on people won't. That's the only way to communicate, people live online. Why not accept that I mean no ill will to anyone. I just want to do my homework and have a good time. Having a good time is not illegal. Why is everyone like gawking over Ginny and feeling sorry for her teaching the children who believe in shit? I mean, I am not that kind of person. That's all you've thought of while I've been submitting myself to this. I just want a good time. I want to see people! Is that so hard to ask? I don't even know if I want to be famous. I want to meet famous people, though. I'm lonely, no one wants to approach me nor admit I seem, like, popular. You all are denying me that for 8 years!
What I Did
I recorded 3 acting things. I'm posting it on YouTube. I did my workouts after the laundry, still have to iron. Washing the towels.. The acting was interesting, maybe valuable enough. I should do it more recording my face because it engaged me more. When I have it memorized, maybe I can do it standing, again. It's just that it was hard to remember. I guess I have to sit there and think of it remembering, maybe can try it without recording my face. It seems like not as fun that way, though..
Disney World
Why is Ginny so sarcastic like Órla Karron Fallon and Ellen DeGeneres? She acted like the kids here who are from Orlando since maybe around age 13 set themselves up to hypnotize themselves to submission that they had a fair shot at life compared to most people and that they did the right thing but that they were some *** object to Ginny just because she is like famous for doing the talking at Disney or something since the 80s. The fact is it's just because she's attractive, too, and not like someone too skinny born like around the time of Céline Dion - and why do you find it tacky I mentioned her because it's not. I haven't really heard anyone talk about it so don't know. I want to talk about it, just mention it ... gotta problem, just trying to impress someone, trying to achieve some contrapted ideal? I have a feeling it won't work ~ Just admit that she's ***y and has good ideals but gawp at the fact she's born in 1958 and has a mom from California, maybe appreciate her dad being from Pittsburgh- I met up with people from another area, and their kids's mistake is that they are stuck up about working, like no one should help them in thinking about working, selling souveniers at Wicked, which is about the Wizard of Oz.. Bottom line don't sit there and shit with me about my parents's heritage, I'm not supposed to have to suffer because of it. So, I mean, these kids are pressuring me not to succeed. I want to find a place I can go, but I want to stay here so I can live easily. They think you have to sit there and think you're nothing to encourage others to think they're nothing, have no goal they are striving for, think it's desirable, yet tacky, won't admit they have to go pleasure themselves themselves. I know I used to be like that but not in that way. I mean, I looked presentable, I didn't like role my eyes and buzz my lips at the teacher and show off my, like, nigger skin cells. I didn't approve of thinking things were shit just to put off what I was supposed to do. I wanted to be like you were supposed to, didn't think I was supposed to be like a beggar on the street, not sure how to elaborate on that nor shout it out. Why is Ginny so inhibited. Everyone I know who's moved here is outspoken. Ginny just thinks I'm an adult, shoudln't know my age. She doesn't respond appropriately, just doesn't really seem that accomplished. It's bugging me, I don't want to have to respect like some thing she's saying I'm not good enough for when everyone before Tim Burton came around would like approach me, and no one will accept the new me. No one even accepts I'm a kid to my mom, anymore. My dad was already off. He will cycle into the thought that he's not. The kids here are totally the opposite and I can't get the pressure off to stop thinking about the pressure they have on me, that I need their attention or needed it, in some way. They just won't get off. I guess it's keeping me from thinking. I want to feel attractive, not like Floridian scum. I mean, Florida was supposed to be a good place, has a nice sea breeze and Disney World.
No Chance
I don't know why people have been so mean to me lately. I mean, I know I was staying up late and depended on being kicked out but forgot I was, what's the word, disturbed that I was kicked out of Music Education and Singing as a class.
I heard a click in my bathroom. It seems that I have to wait for something to stop bothering me. I don't want to put up with this bull, at all. I mean, I'm not in the mood.
I heard a click in my bathroom. It seems that I have to wait for something to stop bothering me. I don't want to put up with this bull, at all. I mean, I'm not in the mood.
So
Does Ginny think I am gay? Who's gonna talk to me? I don't demand it, but I mean I just wanna talk about it. I mean, there are only so many of certain figures in Orlando, I assume. I am not sure where to go, but I did want to live at home for now. I mean, if there was a non-gay reason or something.
So
You think that people who moved to Florida later than me are more from Florida? Who are you comparing me to? Ellen DeGeneres leaving New Orleans? Tim Burton directing for the world?
Ex er cise
Time to do some workouts ... mmm ... core and chest?
I'm loading like 9 videos of me playing piano and singing some of them. I need more songs I used to have and some more musical theater books.. which doesn't amount to much, I guess..
I'm loading like 9 videos of me playing piano and singing some of them. I need more songs I used to have and some more musical theater books.. which doesn't amount to much, I guess..
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
I noticed something.
This should be a good topic. People don't let me solve problems because they are racist.
What I Have to Do
I want to practice, finish my homework.. make my little shopping list. I guess I will go to bed, soon, am eating. Still feel kinda loaded from gymnastics on top of weight training.
I Wanna Live Forever
So, are Generation Z kids of Late Boom supposed to live forever? No hope for some of the rest of us?
I 8D thought of something funny.
So, what it is if someone's ancestor is a problem that's when they're the problem, in the U.S.A. People want to help them just to be nice. Just to be nice. :|
Why? What? Wait?
Did you know it's like blasphemous to suggest to someone who wants to look white to submit to a black person, moreover if in the fact they aren't white?
Interesting Thought
Why was erased the idea that someone who achieved being attractive just "doesn't deserve any encouragement" but that younger poeple do..?
Edit
The time was off on the e-mail, sent like 5 seconds earlier or something, supposed to be sent at :43.
This is Christna Barrett from Voice for the Actor + Acting I...
Hi Ginny,
I made a group for your students.. you might look it up and be surprised to find what you find.. I didn't say anything bad about you, and I didn't suggest anything bad about you..
I was more concerned about being the best person I can, noticed you must have specialized in either talking or, like, talking therapy, like teaching, as a teen or even preteen.. I was curious why you wouldn't do singing because that would be a bridge from acting, I guess. I just noticed that maybe you didn't play piano? I mean, you could play piano and not practice at all. You could not specialize in the piano, as your major instrument.. You know, I've seen singers commit suicide and, like, major in religion.. and more, apparently.. So, I sent you this e-mail because I was watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," as I try to, each day, have to figure out how to record it in my room. I turned it off and somehow was sucked to my computer and learned German for Die Forelle.. The Trout quintet? It's actually very long but has inserted in it 1 singer, usually a fat lady, at best. I really thought I picked up on how to speak it right away. I just forgot. I forgot the Italian, too, but it stuck with me.. I don't remember what else I was gonna say. I think I have a keen interest in talking, like you, kinda totaled it as an interest in the pure American English voice, as in plain, and the European ways of talking, the more white languages, like English, German, and collectively the Norse countries and France. I started out in college as a Music Education major but was actually kicked out, like for being an enigma. I was actually serious in the major, whereas others never are. }:D That's what you were supposed to do, like if you were an attractive person. So, I was at 16 into synesthesia and now kinesthesia. It was, like, my thing, but I guess it seemed too clinical. I picked up on all sorts of little things in music theory, more than others since I was in piano and like choir maybe. I did Talented Music and music school in New Orleans for a year in the summer and on the weekend, but it wasn't too hard that I remember, more technical and easy, though in that kids are not all that attentive. I feel I learned from Tim Burton about tricks in the mind in performance, in things like this. So, I look forward to your classes, next year, as well, trying to get in a trapeze camp over the summer. I made it to open gymnastics.. They have a school in Miami, just no room and board, and the bulk of the rest of the schools are up to teenage years.
So, here's what I did in teaching diction on YouTube in a special song in music everyone knows.. http://youtu.be/TiNlipytZkM
I invited all the members of your class to socialize with me through this e-mail address (have a premium account and can get more e-mail addresses here.. +I ), IM, and the group. So, maybe, I'll talk to you about it sometime at class or call you. I guess you don't have any IM? ... I feel I'm taking money from you to talk to you about this, but I'll let you know I think I inserted some influence of like Swedish. I thought maybe you could tell I was good at diction? And expression in talking? I know about the "pure" "Floridian" accent fantasy, and everyone says that's me, it seems. You're Californian, so. I had a friend from where you're from, San Fransisco or maybe the area, and there was a girl from L.A. in a class in Florida. Maybe, since you have friends, you'd be interested to know I watched the diction YouTubes and found it a point to work on that they express feelings in Europe that we don't have in America, like a whole plethora of like nursery rhyme fantasy ideas behind a single idea that is not shared here. Because my experience in a supposedly great institute for music I felt ignored that my diction was like endlessly perfect and intelligent at the university.. then was mysteriously kicked out after 1 year from the music program. It was a big thing. I had lots of big things going, but mainly it was my talent in music and the way I seemed to be able to sing like anyone and anything, except for those newage singers. Also, at the time, singers were doing singing in conservatories and colleges|univeristies of music.. as the option against acting and Hollywood.. some, like this girl from somewhere in California, whose parents came, looked artistic, and I was surprised to hear she did art in high school. Well, she had the prize vocal teacher, but mine was old and lived in Northwestern Florida. I don't remember an experience where there was a teacher who taught something I was intersted in so much and didn't take it. I really just wanted a teacher I liked and happened to look into the acting schools.
Anyway... ?:
So, with my voice, you probably already know, and I could post it on my blog, I like my nasal voice, the way it sounds honky, but it was very addictive, like a guy with an Adams apple or whatever it's called. I like the way it gets tacky and loses you and like sorta transes you out into like thinking of something political. However, I know that people involved in like music and maybe things like directing? dunno, anyway had this composition teacher for theory and her voice just like seemed to sorta spark a flame, resonate, a bit raspy, very thick, very nervouse, very alive, kinda like you, was into this retreat I think in Canada where you .. "just compose" for months I think.. She was probably 10-15 years older than me, born around 1970-1973. Anyway, I think my voice may be like those celestial beings who sing newage songs of classical art songs, don't know if I have any good 1s. Charlotte Church is pretty attractive and spot-on, as well. My voice gives the message that I can sorta make myself a person but that still the world is yours, that's sorta my message in life, but people still won't leave me be to explore, like they're involved in some thing for no reason at all in Hell, really. It's funny when you see how someone looks, like sorta neutral hair and maybe pronounced sorta boney expressive features.. sorta sucks in and has a mold of precision and decision.. I saw a picture of 2 rather younger artists, the little girl just looked very alive and very plain, you know? It's hard for people to say, yes I chose not to do art for a long time and still I haven't come to appreciate it in a classical way.
About wanting to take some sort of training from you, I have to get the info. of the guy to contact again, lost it, I guess on Monday, and will contact you sometime, I guess. I dunno, I might wait and take lessons later from you. My goal is to do as much as I can on my own, 1st, really.. I wasn't sure if I was gonna be an artist, wanted to make it in Hollywood, old dreams, but probably am too overweight. I really don't want to be too skinny, but I would like to have elasticity.
I'm not really sure what you're looking for, I mean I just don't feel I have to wait for destiny, but maybe you're that kind of person, waiting for something..
I'm sorry your groups aren't working out. I mean, you can post on the message board, but I mean you probably wouldn't vote in the poll. You can look and think about it, but I am sorry you also probably feel outfront want to just say your classes feel worthless. Maybe, you should invite more gifted young adults who usually populate the musicals into your classes at Valencia, teach more of those "Topics.." classes. I never really thought about those 2 ideas put together.. That way you'll get what's out there, people born I guess in like 1993, 1989. I guess the people in their 1st year of high school have to make their way along in the community, eventually. Maybe, they will come to your classes in the fall. Too bad they don't have like a Mickey Mouse Club you can go to. I don't know anyone at all it seems via the internet. I wonder if you'll ever move to L.A. and be with all the famous people, too, but there's no Disney and no Florida there. I think all the cool people live all over, like in Oregon, Kansas. They come in all shapes and sizes.. If you are interested in Orlando, however, you might want to talk to people here, as well. I've lived in the South my whole life but never in 1 city for longer than, like, 6 to a rounded out overall experience of over 8 years. Then, I lived here, for an expanse of 7-8 years? mostly living it online. So, I know moving is hard, but I honestly cannot imagine living in the same place for my whole life nor for like 30 years. I pretty much forgot about the more rustic memories. I felt them.
So, yea, I hope you get the point of my e-mail, that like I hope you like my YouTube of me teaching. =} Just like you! ;} I hope people online will find me.... I want to be famous for it! *D;
Okay, so, e-mail me back and tell me what you think of my diction or what kinds of classes you can teach me and how much I have to pay you. I guess you are busy now and might not get to me. I might ask you about it in class because I mean I don't expect you to e-mail me privately. You said you would counsel me. I mean, I have a therapist, but I don't have any teacher-mentors, at present, but I have before.. I sought it out. I was interested in certain things, not there to complain about the rules, at all!!! I am sorta an alter-ego, but I'm not even who I seem, which maybe got me by sorta undercover with nothing to be embarrassed about. I mean, you should always counsel those you instruct. I mean, I've had experiences in community, a lot, as well, and met people who were willing to be more, like affectionate. I always am flattered to meet someone from California. I had a best friend from San Fransisco, but she was very open and not hard to be friendly with, at all, as long as you really did the right thing. She didn't like suggest anything. No one let her with me, neither. She always turned around and accepted me. She's worked at Disney, even seems as though she'd met you. If you need help with like being from Pennsylvania, that is okay, too, since I've been up there and talked most closely I guess with a plethora of morality from that locale. I, honestly, was not from Pennsylvania, though. My mom is not from there, and I grew up thinking it's the mom that raises you, and like the prestige of your state, which can't disclude you from like humanity and life, is what your genetics from you dad are. My problem was probably just that my dad wasn't as healthy and attractive as my mom and that maybe his being quiet would mean he's gay, but that's not supposed to mean I follow him like he's an elephant's tail. His sisters and the girls in his family are all the opposite but very deep. I dunno, maybe you can like counsel me about that! That seems to be what drives me insane. I know Helena Bonham Carter poses as though she's from California. I mean, I grew up in the world. My mom taught me about America. You know, she'd always say, don't mimic me, her "ac-cent." I knew she had an accent and I never spoke with 1.. intersting, huh? She's about your age, had me on a rapport, must have expected a younger mom.. Funny, I'm still a kid at this age, though, hope I will grow up and not be, like, exterminated.
So, I hope my long e-mail didn't scare you as a Floridian and like citizen of the sorta flippant, unrelenting Orlando. :p Thank you for being such a wonderful teacher! We should hug you every time we see you since we never do "anything" in Orlando! ;D
~ L0VVY ~
X+!N@ @ J..NN.
P.S. At least, I sent you an e-mail that was good, and you are hoping for a good e-mail from different people, so it's not like why didn't you like talk to me through e-mail before! ;D
I made a group for your students.. you might look it up and be surprised to find what you find.. I didn't say anything bad about you, and I didn't suggest anything bad about you..
I was more concerned about being the best person I can, noticed you must have specialized in either talking or, like, talking therapy, like teaching, as a teen or even preteen.. I was curious why you wouldn't do singing because that would be a bridge from acting, I guess. I just noticed that maybe you didn't play piano? I mean, you could play piano and not practice at all. You could not specialize in the piano, as your major instrument.. You know, I've seen singers commit suicide and, like, major in religion.. and more, apparently.. So, I sent you this e-mail because I was watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," as I try to, each day, have to figure out how to record it in my room. I turned it off and somehow was sucked to my computer and learned German for Die Forelle.. The Trout quintet? It's actually very long but has inserted in it 1 singer, usually a fat lady, at best. I really thought I picked up on how to speak it right away. I just forgot. I forgot the Italian, too, but it stuck with me.. I don't remember what else I was gonna say. I think I have a keen interest in talking, like you, kinda totaled it as an interest in the pure American English voice, as in plain, and the European ways of talking, the more white languages, like English, German, and collectively the Norse countries and France. I started out in college as a Music Education major but was actually kicked out, like for being an enigma. I was actually serious in the major, whereas others never are. }:D That's what you were supposed to do, like if you were an attractive person. So, I was at 16 into synesthesia and now kinesthesia. It was, like, my thing, but I guess it seemed too clinical. I picked up on all sorts of little things in music theory, more than others since I was in piano and like choir maybe. I did Talented Music and music school in New Orleans for a year in the summer and on the weekend, but it wasn't too hard that I remember, more technical and easy, though in that kids are not all that attentive. I feel I learned from Tim Burton about tricks in the mind in performance, in things like this. So, I look forward to your classes, next year, as well, trying to get in a trapeze camp over the summer. I made it to open gymnastics.. They have a school in Miami, just no room and board, and the bulk of the rest of the schools are up to teenage years.
So, here's what I did in teaching diction on YouTube in a special song in music everyone knows.. http://youtu.be/TiNlipytZkM
I invited all the members of your class to socialize with me through this e-mail address (have a premium account and can get more e-mail addresses here.. +I ), IM, and the group. So, maybe, I'll talk to you about it sometime at class or call you. I guess you don't have any IM? ... I feel I'm taking money from you to talk to you about this, but I'll let you know I think I inserted some influence of like Swedish. I thought maybe you could tell I was good at diction? And expression in talking? I know about the "pure" "Floridian" accent fantasy, and everyone says that's me, it seems. You're Californian, so. I had a friend from where you're from, San Fransisco or maybe the area, and there was a girl from L.A. in a class in Florida. Maybe, since you have friends, you'd be interested to know I watched the diction YouTubes and found it a point to work on that they express feelings in Europe that we don't have in America, like a whole plethora of like nursery rhyme fantasy ideas behind a single idea that is not shared here. Because my experience in a supposedly great institute for music I felt ignored that my diction was like endlessly perfect and intelligent at the university.. then was mysteriously kicked out after 1 year from the music program. It was a big thing. I had lots of big things going, but mainly it was my talent in music and the way I seemed to be able to sing like anyone and anything, except for those newage singers. Also, at the time, singers were doing singing in conservatories and colleges|univeristies of music.. as the option against acting and Hollywood.. some, like this girl from somewhere in California, whose parents came, looked artistic, and I was surprised to hear she did art in high school. Well, she had the prize vocal teacher, but mine was old and lived in Northwestern Florida. I don't remember an experience where there was a teacher who taught something I was intersted in so much and didn't take it. I really just wanted a teacher I liked and happened to look into the acting schools.
Anyway... ?:
So, with my voice, you probably already know, and I could post it on my blog, I like my nasal voice, the way it sounds honky, but it was very addictive, like a guy with an Adams apple or whatever it's called. I like the way it gets tacky and loses you and like sorta transes you out into like thinking of something political. However, I know that people involved in like music and maybe things like directing? dunno, anyway had this composition teacher for theory and her voice just like seemed to sorta spark a flame, resonate, a bit raspy, very thick, very nervouse, very alive, kinda like you, was into this retreat I think in Canada where you .. "just compose" for months I think.. She was probably 10-15 years older than me, born around 1970-1973. Anyway, I think my voice may be like those celestial beings who sing newage songs of classical art songs, don't know if I have any good 1s. Charlotte Church is pretty attractive and spot-on, as well. My voice gives the message that I can sorta make myself a person but that still the world is yours, that's sorta my message in life, but people still won't leave me be to explore, like they're involved in some thing for no reason at all in Hell, really. It's funny when you see how someone looks, like sorta neutral hair and maybe pronounced sorta boney expressive features.. sorta sucks in and has a mold of precision and decision.. I saw a picture of 2 rather younger artists, the little girl just looked very alive and very plain, you know? It's hard for people to say, yes I chose not to do art for a long time and still I haven't come to appreciate it in a classical way.
About wanting to take some sort of training from you, I have to get the info. of the guy to contact again, lost it, I guess on Monday, and will contact you sometime, I guess. I dunno, I might wait and take lessons later from you. My goal is to do as much as I can on my own, 1st, really.. I wasn't sure if I was gonna be an artist, wanted to make it in Hollywood, old dreams, but probably am too overweight. I really don't want to be too skinny, but I would like to have elasticity.
I'm not really sure what you're looking for, I mean I just don't feel I have to wait for destiny, but maybe you're that kind of person, waiting for something..
I'm sorry your groups aren't working out. I mean, you can post on the message board, but I mean you probably wouldn't vote in the poll. You can look and think about it, but I am sorry you also probably feel outfront want to just say your classes feel worthless. Maybe, you should invite more gifted young adults who usually populate the musicals into your classes at Valencia, teach more of those "Topics.." classes. I never really thought about those 2 ideas put together.. That way you'll get what's out there, people born I guess in like 1993, 1989. I guess the people in their 1st year of high school have to make their way along in the community, eventually. Maybe, they will come to your classes in the fall. Too bad they don't have like a Mickey Mouse Club you can go to. I don't know anyone at all it seems via the internet. I wonder if you'll ever move to L.A. and be with all the famous people, too, but there's no Disney and no Florida there. I think all the cool people live all over, like in Oregon, Kansas. They come in all shapes and sizes.. If you are interested in Orlando, however, you might want to talk to people here, as well. I've lived in the South my whole life but never in 1 city for longer than, like, 6 to a rounded out overall experience of over 8 years. Then, I lived here, for an expanse of 7-8 years? mostly living it online. So, I know moving is hard, but I honestly cannot imagine living in the same place for my whole life nor for like 30 years. I pretty much forgot about the more rustic memories. I felt them.
So, yea, I hope you get the point of my e-mail, that like I hope you like my YouTube of me teaching. =} Just like you! ;} I hope people online will find me.... I want to be famous for it! *D;
Okay, so, e-mail me back and tell me what you think of my diction or what kinds of classes you can teach me and how much I have to pay you. I guess you are busy now and might not get to me. I might ask you about it in class because I mean I don't expect you to e-mail me privately. You said you would counsel me. I mean, I have a therapist, but I don't have any teacher-mentors, at present, but I have before.. I sought it out. I was interested in certain things, not there to complain about the rules, at all!!! I am sorta an alter-ego, but I'm not even who I seem, which maybe got me by sorta undercover with nothing to be embarrassed about. I mean, you should always counsel those you instruct. I mean, I've had experiences in community, a lot, as well, and met people who were willing to be more, like affectionate. I always am flattered to meet someone from California. I had a best friend from San Fransisco, but she was very open and not hard to be friendly with, at all, as long as you really did the right thing. She didn't like suggest anything. No one let her with me, neither. She always turned around and accepted me. She's worked at Disney, even seems as though she'd met you. If you need help with like being from Pennsylvania, that is okay, too, since I've been up there and talked most closely I guess with a plethora of morality from that locale. I, honestly, was not from Pennsylvania, though. My mom is not from there, and I grew up thinking it's the mom that raises you, and like the prestige of your state, which can't disclude you from like humanity and life, is what your genetics from you dad are. My problem was probably just that my dad wasn't as healthy and attractive as my mom and that maybe his being quiet would mean he's gay, but that's not supposed to mean I follow him like he's an elephant's tail. His sisters and the girls in his family are all the opposite but very deep. I dunno, maybe you can like counsel me about that! That seems to be what drives me insane. I know Helena Bonham Carter poses as though she's from California. I mean, I grew up in the world. My mom taught me about America. You know, she'd always say, don't mimic me, her "ac-cent." I knew she had an accent and I never spoke with 1.. intersting, huh? She's about your age, had me on a rapport, must have expected a younger mom.. Funny, I'm still a kid at this age, though, hope I will grow up and not be, like, exterminated.
So, I hope my long e-mail didn't scare you as a Floridian and like citizen of the sorta flippant, unrelenting Orlando. :p Thank you for being such a wonderful teacher! We should hug you every time we see you since we never do "anything" in Orlando! ;D
~ L0VVY ~
X+!N@ @ J..NN.
P.S. At least, I sent you an e-mail that was good, and you are hoping for a good e-mail from different people, so it's not like why didn't you like talk to me through e-mail before! ;D
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
About the Class
So, people are really mean to the young lady from Russia. I know she is not German, but I mean Russia is a secondary major country. I can understand they be mean to me being from America, but I mean it's like they're just attacking right and left anyone with anything to offer..
Trapeze Camp
I found 1 in Miami, but I don't know how I will pay to live there. Dad and people keep saying to get a little apartment.. like the government might aid. Can you find out, like if I can get a loan? Or if there is a trapeze camp that pays for board for adults? Here is the only school I found so far, am still kinda tired, most schools are for kids and teens..
Pain
I'm in a lot of pain. I need to figure out how to record TV in my room on my sofa where I lie down facing the TV. I feel so immobile. 3I I will practice acting, too. The week has gone by so fast, and I'm doing gymnastics again on Saturday.
Why
won't you get me the dresses for $50? That's not very expensive for a
dress. I'm using the money I get from SSI for food, and I only get $180
per month. How am I supposed to get clothes if you never get me
anything? What, you just don't want to get me pink boots? I already
told you I need you to save to get me these things. I already told you a
long time ago. I would have maybe changed how I used my money, if
possible, or you should have already known I'd spend maybe
$100 on clothes in 1 month..getting stuff online instead of a shirt at
the store since I want dresses. Why does Mom take my SSI money? I only
get $180.. if I spend it, then I won't have any at the end of the
month. I'm using it to make sure I have money for the food, and you can
use your money for the clothes. What, so then just get some of the
stuff I asked for. Get 1 dress at a time.
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv<yp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Size M|L - $12
http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
Pink Gloves
$2.95
http://www.bonanza.com/offers/10161255/my_cart
Pink Boots
Size 12 - $57
http://www.cosplaysupplies.com/store.php?p=DAME05/BP/PU&size=9&gclid=CPDNjK255bUCFQo3nAodyAgApw
Total
_______
$138.81
Without the boots, it's $81.81.
If you want, you can get cheaper boots:
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv<yp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Size M|L - $12
http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
Pink Gloves
$2.95
http://www.bonanza.com/offers/10161255/my_cart
Pink Boots
Size 12 - $57
http://www.cosplaysupplies.com/store.php?p=DAME05/BP/PU&size=9&gclid=CPDNjK255bUCFQo3nAodyAgApw
Total
_______
$138.81
Without the boots, it's $81.81.
If you want, you can get cheaper boots:
Pink Boots
Size 9 - $16.99
http://www.discountwomensdressshoes.com/servlet/the-46998/Hot-dsh-Pink-dsh-Suede-Comfortable-Winter-Womens/Detail?gclid=CJvc5MHa5rUCFQeznQodCXQAbw
Total
_____
$98.80
So, maybe, I can use some of my money, but Mom probably won't want to help. See what you can do, maybe buy the dress and accessories and I can get the boots or something, or I can get the dress and you can get everything else. Just pick how much you are willing to spend and I can buy the rest. Thanks.
Size 9 - $16.99
http://www.discountwomensdressshoes.com/servlet/the-46998/Hot-dsh-Pink-dsh-Suede-Comfortable-Winter-Womens/Detail?gclid=CJvc5MHa5rUCFQeznQodCXQAbw
Total
_____
$98.80
So, maybe, I can use some of my money, but Mom probably won't want to help. See what you can do, maybe buy the dress and accessories and I can get the boots or something, or I can get the dress and you can get everything else. Just pick how much you are willing to spend and I can buy the rest. Thanks.
Dream
I think I was sitting in Ginny's big lap. I forget the nostalgia, the "violence" or danger.
Later on, I was in this huge class, had been trying to sign up for ballet for a few times around. So, I was in this huge computer like sorta hall-feeling room, getting my stuff, passed this naughty girl who was rather stocky, fuzzy mousy light blonde hair. So, some reason, I was in a bus with Ellen DeGeneres, and I was supposed to film myself as though I had a headband on. I told her to do it, and she was stuck on the idea that I was supposed to do it kinda but I was so quick to flip the lid that that wasn't an issue that existed. It felt like I was really there. So, then, the popular girl in front was like acting like a lot of kids do and said can I sit on your lap or something ... don't remember what happened, but she was acting funny. I think like it was about people from California. So, then, like people were jumping off or stuff. I think when I did something she jumped off. I think I fell off, and someone would get me, but they knocked the old tall lady out and then it was like she liked me. Then, I was thinking about how Ellen DeGeneres said like she wasn't that big at, like, 11, and I sorta cowered up and said I was as big as I ever was just fatter now.. So, I was thinking about how she was so tall but why she filled out. I guess I had a little happy, thinking I was dead and walking over to her and she was supposed to pick me up because I was so much younger than her and a kid and like she was an age of my mom.. I woke up..
I also had a dream of Alice in Wonderland, that she wasn't short, in a big image. Ah, yes, and the mother was in the car and I had another situation before where they approved me.
Later on, I was in this huge class, had been trying to sign up for ballet for a few times around. So, I was in this huge computer like sorta hall-feeling room, getting my stuff, passed this naughty girl who was rather stocky, fuzzy mousy light blonde hair. So, some reason, I was in a bus with Ellen DeGeneres, and I was supposed to film myself as though I had a headband on. I told her to do it, and she was stuck on the idea that I was supposed to do it kinda but I was so quick to flip the lid that that wasn't an issue that existed. It felt like I was really there. So, then, the popular girl in front was like acting like a lot of kids do and said can I sit on your lap or something ... don't remember what happened, but she was acting funny. I think like it was about people from California. So, then, like people were jumping off or stuff. I think when I did something she jumped off. I think I fell off, and someone would get me, but they knocked the old tall lady out and then it was like she liked me. Then, I was thinking about how Ellen DeGeneres said like she wasn't that big at, like, 11, and I sorta cowered up and said I was as big as I ever was just fatter now.. So, I was thinking about how she was so tall but why she filled out. I guess I had a little happy, thinking I was dead and walking over to her and she was supposed to pick me up because I was so much younger than her and a kid and like she was an age of my mom.. I woke up..
I also had a dream of Alice in Wonderland, that she wasn't short, in a big image. Ah, yes, and the mother was in the car and I had another situation before where they approved me.
READ THIS SHOPPING LIST FOR STUFF ONLINE INSTEAD
I guess it wouldn't let me make all the underlined parts red because it detected my message as spam or suspicious activity.
Disregard the past e-mail on the list of clothes and also don't get the Saint Patrick's Day stuff because I already got it. Please, I hope you can get this, instead.
I found 2 children's dresses I want plus the sidegarments to go with them.
I think this is all the clothes I want for the month, unless you want to also get me colored pants to go with my old new shirts. Like I said in a past e-mail, I really hope you can get this now. It's only 2 dresses for $50 each for this month + the sidegarments. I guess the shoes are a bit expensive, but they are nice boots. They don't sell that many pink boots.
Here it is, thanks:
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress 1
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress 2
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Buy 2 of these - Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
Buy 2 of these - 1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv&ltyp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Buy 2 of these - Size M|L - $12
http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
Pink Gloves
Buy 2 of these - $2.95
http://www.bonanza.com/offers/10161255/my_cart
Pink Boots
Size 12 - $57
http://www.cosplaysupplies.com/store.php?p=DAME05/BP/PU&size=9&gclid=CPDNjK255bUCFQo3nAodyAgApw
I found 2 children's dresses I want plus the sidegarments to go with them.
I think this is all the clothes I want for the month, unless you want to also get me colored pants to go with my old new shirts. Like I said in a past e-mail, I really hope you can get this now. It's only 2 dresses for $50 each for this month + the sidegarments. I guess the shoes are a bit expensive, but they are nice boots. They don't sell that many pink boots.
Here it is, thanks:
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress 1
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress 2
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Buy 2 of these - Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
Buy 2 of these - 1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv&ltyp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Buy 2 of these - Size M|L - $12
http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
Pink Gloves
Buy 2 of these - $2.95
http://www.bonanza.com/offers/10161255/my_cart
Pink Boots
Size 12 - $57
http://www.cosplaysupplies.com/store.php?p=DAME05/BP/PU&size=9&gclid=CPDNjK255bUCFQo3nAodyAgApw
Total
_______
$220.62I guess it wouldn't let me make all the underlined parts red because it detected my message as spam or suspicious activity.
Hello, people of Ginny's 3 classes at Valencia, each...
Hello, people of Ginny's 3 classes at Valencia, each a nice class, wish you guys would consider being in all of them, don't think anyone else is, but there is 1 girl who has taken classes from her for 3 semesters, in a row..
So, I made a group for us and created a poll and there will be a message up. Here is the poll: http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/vccginny/surveys?id=2771310. Here is the message, for now, will be on the forum, later: http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/03/y-group-post.html Yes, I am indeed interested in my best interests, and there is nothing wrong with that.
I have 2 of you on AIM, and I invited you on G! Talk and some of you are on Y!.. I made the group under Chat. Too bad we can't all get on a Chat group. You have to plan when you meet, and you're not always on..
So, I hope that we can communicate through e-mail. You are welcome to post on my blog, comment, or to post under my forum now.. :|
So, I'd prefer to talk on Y! Groups, but I guess for now I'll ask what you think of Ginny. I guess I should ask why you like her and if you chose the class because of her or if you took the class because of her. I took the class because of her but also probably am into performing more than you guys, but my life is real like any other person's, maybe not in a racially sensitive way... That shouldn't offend you, I don't mean I'm better than each of you individually.. I think we need to get in on the common interest of the mystery of Orlando and what Ginny knows. I've seen kids around, and a lot of them are nonchalant and don't deserve to ****. Ginny cares about them, but she also cares about me, as most people do, at least before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out, seriously. It's like, if you weren't perfect, there was a problem. I was kicked outta college. When I came here, what I worked on was that as an Orlando citizen it was all about people born here, later on about families with residence here longer ago I guess, and now it's about how people like Ginny, any successful person in the area basically..? in a way, would be considered off-limits to people here, too..though in other places it seems different. We have the internet, and we don't even know any reason why we exist, and we are here unraveling strange mysteries.. All I can say is I've moved a lot with a dad in business, and I'm from Florida, as any responsible, unsinful citizen. I don't mean other people are not worth it to me. I would have found out about Ginny. I'm not sure, though. Ginny is that kind of person. The only thing is, year, I'd be interested in others, but I mean, yea, Disney happens to be interesting.. The only other thing would be if I lived in L.A., I think, though, or about if there are cool teachers like her in NYC, which, they might be more urban and make me not feel in the moment..
That aside, rr..
1) What do you think of Ginny?..
2) Do you feel she really made Orlando seem acceptibly a mystery, like why are we here, the way we normally feel around people other than her? Who created said mysteries? I know I came here more into things like fitness, health but careful about my eating.. I was already someone into the locale of where I'm at. That was mainly what I did, that and go online. So, what do you think of how she is like thinking that life is all happy and Orlando is not a mystery, our misery? I mean, it's like we leave her class and we feel we're in an urban situation. We're not! I mean, I guess her class just isn't that, and that tells us no class "is.." I mean, what, go to another class?
- I just got upset about something, cooking hot dogs. See if I can think of anything else for Ginny.. She doesn't seem to think "anything" of me as far as working goes.. -
3) What do you think about her hopes for the future? She keeps claiming she cares about our generations, but in the end feels that she babies the comforts of those beings born later, and everyone just kills any hope in us because they are taking from the times, now, in retroguard to age of the father.. probably holding off a prejudice for those with mothers of Late Boom.. You have to work with what exists, I guess. I guess I would be happy to know I'd always be a baby to her, but life is indeed short and no one seems to care about preserving their youth enough. She still is that lady from the Baby Boom. I have no problems about my age because I like being younger than who I'm younger than.. Like being older than people, as well..
- I'm feeling psychiatrically disturbed by my dad thinking I did things wrong and not feeling it in him to fix my life nor have a healthy conversation with me, digging in too deep, not thinking about the world. -
- There are lots of questions, but I can't list them all.. will probably post more about her, later, if anyone talks to me|joins the group, hopefully..
4) Do you think Ginny should be involved in greater things and network more to other areas, invite people she knows to partake in what others in other areas partake? Why does she waste time on people in Orlando? Why not send out invites to meet her if she thinks she's so special, but she's not, in a sense.. Fact is, we don't even know why we exist, but we all strive to meet the goals of the hippie generation and "flower 'children.'" :| I do think we need to think about Orlando because we are here and because we do have a bond and some of us may share interests.. It is the 2nd most major place in Florida, condensed.. :| L.A. is the greatest. Florida might be next..
5) Have any issues to talk about with not being white or being Latin American, probably mixed with indian heritage? Don't you wish we got a cute Asian girl in our class or maybe a Eurasian girl from Europe? A lot of them look Asian, but I look least Asian. It's just I might have Native American, but I may never know unless we test my blood.. We never talked about race, and I'm 26. It's all about mixed people born in the 1980s. It seems the whole class is about being Spanish.. :/ Well, some of us are Native American..and not Spanish. :| ... I mean, I thought I understood the other races. I don't look like the stereotype of any given race.. :/ I am more interesting than Connie Francies and Céline Dion ... and Justin Bieber. :/ ...
6) There aren't many black people ... wait, there are black girls in the classes.. very defiant, really.. You will find, though, that you are black. You are black because you are not European and because you didn't chose to submit to the white race like white people do.. You are like everyone else, not special because you're black. The truth is racist people have that molded, shallow look, that's who they did it young, and they weren't supposed to, really.
7) There aren't many nice people, they're all kinda dirty and like not that attractive, not really there to say anything but like be defiant, not a good thing, common to Orlando, presenting an image, not realizing people are special. Orlando has no culture and borrows from Florida. Also, did you see the sarcasm about not filming Pirates in Orlando? They filmed Sydney white at Rollins and another school, UCF I think..
- I have lots to talk about. Maybe that did it?? 8p -
So, please join the group. The messages showed up.
- <3 -
Christina![*:)] on the phone](http://mail.yimg.com/ok/u/assets/img/emoticons/emo43.gif)
Hello, people of Ginny's 3 classes at Valencia, each a nice class, wish you guys would consider being in all of them, don't think anyone else is, but there is 1 girl who has taken classes from her for 3 semesters, in a row..
So, I made a group for us and created a poll and there will be a message up. Here is the poll: http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/vccginny/surveys?id=2771310. Here is the message, for now, will be on the forum, later: http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/03/y-group-post.html Yes, I am indeed interested in my best interests, and there is nothing wrong with that.
I have 2 of you on AIM, and I invited you on G! Talk and some of you are on Y!.. I made the group under Chat. Too bad we can't all get on a Chat group. You have to plan when you meet, and you're not always on..
So, I hope that we can communicate through e-mail. You are welcome to post on my blog, comment, or to post under my forum now.. :|
So, I'd prefer to talk on Y! Groups, but I guess for now I'll ask what you think of Ginny. I guess I should ask why you like her and if you chose the class because of her or if you took the class because of her. I took the class because of her but also probably am into performing more than you guys, but my life is real like any other person's, maybe not in a racially sensitive way... That shouldn't offend you, I don't mean I'm better than each of you individually.. I think we need to get in on the common interest of the mystery of Orlando and what Ginny knows. I've seen kids around, and a lot of them are nonchalant and don't deserve to ****. Ginny cares about them, but she also cares about me, as most people do, at least before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out, seriously. It's like, if you weren't perfect, there was a problem. I was kicked outta college. When I came here, what I worked on was that as an Orlando citizen it was all about people born here, later on about families with residence here longer ago I guess, and now it's about how people like Ginny, any successful person in the area basically..? in a way, would be considered off-limits to people here, too..though in other places it seems different. We have the internet, and we don't even know any reason why we exist, and we are here unraveling strange mysteries.. All I can say is I've moved a lot with a dad in business, and I'm from Florida, as any responsible, unsinful citizen. I don't mean other people are not worth it to me. I would have found out about Ginny. I'm not sure, though. Ginny is that kind of person. The only thing is, year, I'd be interested in others, but I mean, yea, Disney happens to be interesting.. The only other thing would be if I lived in L.A., I think, though, or about if there are cool teachers like her in NYC, which, they might be more urban and make me not feel in the moment..
That aside, rr..
1) What do you think of Ginny?..
2) Do you feel she really made Orlando seem acceptibly a mystery, like why are we here, the way we normally feel around people other than her? Who created said mysteries? I know I came here more into things like fitness, health but careful about my eating.. I was already someone into the locale of where I'm at. That was mainly what I did, that and go online. So, what do you think of how she is like thinking that life is all happy and Orlando is not a mystery, our misery? I mean, it's like we leave her class and we feel we're in an urban situation. We're not! I mean, I guess her class just isn't that, and that tells us no class "is.." I mean, what, go to another class?
- I just got upset about something, cooking hot dogs. See if I can think of anything else for Ginny.. She doesn't seem to think "anything" of me as far as working goes.. -
3) What do you think about her hopes for the future? She keeps claiming she cares about our generations, but in the end feels that she babies the comforts of those beings born later, and everyone just kills any hope in us because they are taking from the times, now, in retroguard to age of the father.. probably holding off a prejudice for those with mothers of Late Boom.. You have to work with what exists, I guess. I guess I would be happy to know I'd always be a baby to her, but life is indeed short and no one seems to care about preserving their youth enough. She still is that lady from the Baby Boom. I have no problems about my age because I like being younger than who I'm younger than.. Like being older than people, as well..
- I'm feeling psychiatrically disturbed by my dad thinking I did things wrong and not feeling it in him to fix my life nor have a healthy conversation with me, digging in too deep, not thinking about the world. -
- There are lots of questions, but I can't list them all.. will probably post more about her, later, if anyone talks to me|joins the group, hopefully..
4) Do you think Ginny should be involved in greater things and network more to other areas, invite people she knows to partake in what others in other areas partake? Why does she waste time on people in Orlando? Why not send out invites to meet her if she thinks she's so special, but she's not, in a sense.. Fact is, we don't even know why we exist, but we all strive to meet the goals of the hippie generation and "flower 'children.'" :| I do think we need to think about Orlando because we are here and because we do have a bond and some of us may share interests.. It is the 2nd most major place in Florida, condensed.. :| L.A. is the greatest. Florida might be next..
5) Have any issues to talk about with not being white or being Latin American, probably mixed with indian heritage? Don't you wish we got a cute Asian girl in our class or maybe a Eurasian girl from Europe? A lot of them look Asian, but I look least Asian. It's just I might have Native American, but I may never know unless we test my blood.. We never talked about race, and I'm 26. It's all about mixed people born in the 1980s. It seems the whole class is about being Spanish.. :/ Well, some of us are Native American..and not Spanish. :| ... I mean, I thought I understood the other races. I don't look like the stereotype of any given race.. :/ I am more interesting than Connie Francies and Céline Dion ... and Justin Bieber. :/ ...
6) There aren't many black people ... wait, there are black girls in the classes.. very defiant, really.. You will find, though, that you are black. You are black because you are not European and because you didn't chose to submit to the white race like white people do.. You are like everyone else, not special because you're black. The truth is racist people have that molded, shallow look, that's who they did it young, and they weren't supposed to, really.
7) There aren't many nice people, they're all kinda dirty and like not that attractive, not really there to say anything but like be defiant, not a good thing, common to Orlando, presenting an image, not realizing people are special. Orlando has no culture and borrows from Florida. Also, did you see the sarcasm about not filming Pirates in Orlando? They filmed Sydney white at Rollins and another school, UCF I think..
- I have lots to talk about. Maybe that did it?? 8p -
So, please join the group. The messages showed up.
- <3 -
Christina
Y! Group Post
I guess it's broken for a few hours. The poll works.
Already, I know she "flips her ideas in French.." Like, she'll say, oh, yea, that's for a younger generation, though I'm older than you and taking that in..
She is so sweet and nice, but for some reason she can't click with me. I am not really complaining that she should. I am just saying how it is. I just keep being bombarded with the idea I don't deserve her. The fact is I feel I've networked enough to encounter any living being wholeheartedly..
I just really believe she would hold out for nicer people but feel guilty like about say hurting me. I just don't care, they should be online.
As for like Orlando, in general, I don't know many people who have been here for most of their life. There are a lot of mysteries here, but I don't know about them. I think this is the topic we are on.
Maybe, we should map out how she will make me mad. If I don't do homework, it's because I forgot something, like I skimmed over my notes. If I don't spend much time on it, it's because I didn't know. Why can't she get that? Is that something I have to learn? I mean, I'm not gonna waste my time on something, like reading a play in 1 day. I mean, a few sentences would do for a simple question. An essay is an essay. An essay is made of 5 paragraphs. These sentences don't really ask about anything to do with the performance.. See, acting is about performing and like sorta the juice in life you suck out. A test is a test, too, and it's something you read in class, as a class.. The semester is short. Storybooks really don't have that many important parts. I said before theater was hard in reading, just didn't understand it. We read as a class. The plays she gave us were kinda crappy. I didn't want to ruin myself, and I didn't want to use my time on it, already said I don't care if I don't get a B. It's just a bunch of crap, really. I never read new dramas like this. I haven't read many new books that weren't inciteful. I just haven't..flipped through some romances. They seem more like late 1990s. I don't watch TV and don't understand most movies. I watched them twice a week for a year, recently, at the movies. I wanted to watch them more, before, but the day dramas are gone since the mid-2000s.. I guess she can't teach us to read more facts that we remember, like you don't remember what I just said. What I said was something you live for, except I guess the class is like made to surround you for studying, too. You could make a conservatory where it's more about the art. :|
Already, I know she "flips her ideas in French.." Like, she'll say, oh, yea, that's for a younger generation, though I'm older than you and taking that in..
She is so sweet and nice, but for some reason she can't click with me. I am not really complaining that she should. I am just saying how it is. I just keep being bombarded with the idea I don't deserve her. The fact is I feel I've networked enough to encounter any living being wholeheartedly..
I just really believe she would hold out for nicer people but feel guilty like about say hurting me. I just don't care, they should be online.
As for like Orlando, in general, I don't know many people who have been here for most of their life. There are a lot of mysteries here, but I don't know about them. I think this is the topic we are on.
Maybe, we should map out how she will make me mad. If I don't do homework, it's because I forgot something, like I skimmed over my notes. If I don't spend much time on it, it's because I didn't know. Why can't she get that? Is that something I have to learn? I mean, I'm not gonna waste my time on something, like reading a play in 1 day. I mean, a few sentences would do for a simple question. An essay is an essay. An essay is made of 5 paragraphs. These sentences don't really ask about anything to do with the performance.. See, acting is about performing and like sorta the juice in life you suck out. A test is a test, too, and it's something you read in class, as a class.. The semester is short. Storybooks really don't have that many important parts. I said before theater was hard in reading, just didn't understand it. We read as a class. The plays she gave us were kinda crappy. I didn't want to ruin myself, and I didn't want to use my time on it, already said I don't care if I don't get a B. It's just a bunch of crap, really. I never read new dramas like this. I haven't read many new books that weren't inciteful. I just haven't..flipped through some romances. They seem more like late 1990s. I don't watch TV and don't understand most movies. I watched them twice a week for a year, recently, at the movies. I wanted to watch them more, before, but the day dramas are gone since the mid-2000s.. I guess she can't teach us to read more facts that we remember, like you don't remember what I just said. What I said was something you live for, except I guess the class is like made to surround you for studying, too. You could make a conservatory where it's more about the art. :|
Monday, March 4, 2013
Problem
My 1st video|s of me ... wait ... maybe I forgot to record some videos on the small trampoline.. Oh, well?
Oh, the weather outside is frightful.
It's still so cold here. I needed my thick jacket, I think. Tonight wasn't so bad after the workout. }:)
Being Young, Forever?
So, Ginny, do you care about younger people?
I have a problem, people, I don't wanna just be considered the peak feeling of Generation X, when I'm set up for Generation Y.
I forgot what I was thinking so might have to admit shit. I am upset that I don't know many people.. I'm in a situation I guess, socially.. Anyway, I did notice that I'm ½ the age of people the age of parents like my mom's age would be, you know like almost 30 when I was born? I was born in the 1980s. The problem is that everyone planned I would not grow up until way after high school, but now Ginny feels uncomfortable around me, whether she tells you this or not. I noticed, all of a sudden, that people who are only like maybe 15 years older all of a sudden don't see me as that much younger, some of them.
I'm also concerned about meeting people who are older and older who think they can like sorta ruin my life. I don't understand why so many kids born in like 1989 or 1990 or earlier 1991 I guess would just be like attached to the peak generation of men born like around 1950 as old and suck up to them. I don't know any men born in the 1940s. I guess it's a thing about younger kids to older parents. I know, though, that kids born in 1998 do enjoy adults born around 1960. Maybe, they saved themselves solely for them, in life. What am I supposed to do? My life is changing. People are getting like mimicy to me for saying I want people to act nice, like it's a robotic wish. It's true, though, it seems that kids born in 1990 didn't really have it good and that 1s born in 1991 are considered like too active and then the 1s born the year after pretty much enjoyed life the way my generation was supposed to be successfully, you know? like thinking things are cute and not worrying so much about being in some certain mold and stress, in life.
So, I guess I'll just say it here on my like private forum, I mean, I want to live life like a kid, still have that interest, to post online. As a person, I still like to be like a kid, I guess, dress like a kid.. I feel like a kid.. I look like a kid.. I was upset that boy from The Santa Claus is seen as being too young, and he's a boy but born a day before me. Maybe, look at the star of Sydney White and Hairspray and the Olsen twins and Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff to think about me. Charlotte Church, too. Amanda Seyfried. Brittany Snow from Hairspray. So, it's true, if you're younger than me, I guess you'll grow up in a few years.
The problem was I still am a kid and if I'm over ½ the age of someone older than me from Late Boom, they might just not treat me like a kid. I already have lots of problems fitting in as a generation. The bottom line was to look like a kid born in 1997 and that 1998 was just too much, kinda prejudiced, shouldn't even exist. The bottom line is I still am a kid, I just never really looked like a modern teenager. I am not treated like a 1920 woman. I will not be treated like I am too old by someone just because I am over ½ their age. I counted from when I existed. Hm... That means this whole time I forgot I was passing up my mom in when she 1st existed. Now, what? At least, I planned, but it's just that I have a good relationship. I pretty much have wanted to be like her. I kinda wanna fastforward and solve my problems for like the next 3 years. My relationship with her is good, though. Maybe, she just sees me as her egg. :( Well, I look like my mom. I just hope I am still a kid to her because if it doesn't work out I think I will need to be restrained. I got a feeling as a Middle Easterner I was no longer young. I'm not really Middle Eastern. I guess I will just accept I have my mom's blessing and that the fact is what the fact is. I still am a kid, though. Not really, but it's like I don't feel mothered. I'm just worried what my mom will think. I might have to wait and see. I don't want to be treated like I'm someone older. I just don't feel life is all about looking like you're born in 1998.. maybe 1992? but not Miley Cyrus. More like that girl Hayley on the Pirates board on MS. So, help me with my mom, I really want to be a young kid to her. She definitely doesn't see me as her age, have been trying to be like her age but feel the motherly relationship..not sure why things went wrong, really. :|
I have a problem, people, I don't wanna just be considered the peak feeling of Generation X, when I'm set up for Generation Y.
I forgot what I was thinking so might have to admit shit. I am upset that I don't know many people.. I'm in a situation I guess, socially.. Anyway, I did notice that I'm ½ the age of people the age of parents like my mom's age would be, you know like almost 30 when I was born? I was born in the 1980s. The problem is that everyone planned I would not grow up until way after high school, but now Ginny feels uncomfortable around me, whether she tells you this or not. I noticed, all of a sudden, that people who are only like maybe 15 years older all of a sudden don't see me as that much younger, some of them.
I'm also concerned about meeting people who are older and older who think they can like sorta ruin my life. I don't understand why so many kids born in like 1989 or 1990 or earlier 1991 I guess would just be like attached to the peak generation of men born like around 1950 as old and suck up to them. I don't know any men born in the 1940s. I guess it's a thing about younger kids to older parents. I know, though, that kids born in 1998 do enjoy adults born around 1960. Maybe, they saved themselves solely for them, in life. What am I supposed to do? My life is changing. People are getting like mimicy to me for saying I want people to act nice, like it's a robotic wish. It's true, though, it seems that kids born in 1990 didn't really have it good and that 1s born in 1991 are considered like too active and then the 1s born the year after pretty much enjoyed life the way my generation was supposed to be successfully, you know? like thinking things are cute and not worrying so much about being in some certain mold and stress, in life.
So, I guess I'll just say it here on my like private forum, I mean, I want to live life like a kid, still have that interest, to post online. As a person, I still like to be like a kid, I guess, dress like a kid.. I feel like a kid.. I look like a kid.. I was upset that boy from The Santa Claus is seen as being too young, and he's a boy but born a day before me. Maybe, look at the star of Sydney White and Hairspray and the Olsen twins and Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff to think about me. Charlotte Church, too. Amanda Seyfried. Brittany Snow from Hairspray. So, it's true, if you're younger than me, I guess you'll grow up in a few years.
The problem was I still am a kid and if I'm over ½ the age of someone older than me from Late Boom, they might just not treat me like a kid. I already have lots of problems fitting in as a generation. The bottom line was to look like a kid born in 1997 and that 1998 was just too much, kinda prejudiced, shouldn't even exist. The bottom line is I still am a kid, I just never really looked like a modern teenager. I am not treated like a 1920 woman. I will not be treated like I am too old by someone just because I am over ½ their age. I counted from when I existed. Hm... That means this whole time I forgot I was passing up my mom in when she 1st existed. Now, what? At least, I planned, but it's just that I have a good relationship. I pretty much have wanted to be like her. I kinda wanna fastforward and solve my problems for like the next 3 years. My relationship with her is good, though. Maybe, she just sees me as her egg. :( Well, I look like my mom. I just hope I am still a kid to her because if it doesn't work out I think I will need to be restrained. I got a feeling as a Middle Easterner I was no longer young. I'm not really Middle Eastern. I guess I will just accept I have my mom's blessing and that the fact is what the fact is. I still am a kid, though. Not really, but it's like I don't feel mothered. I'm just worried what my mom will think. I might have to wait and see. I don't want to be treated like I'm someone older. I just don't feel life is all about looking like you're born in 1998.. maybe 1992? but not Miley Cyrus. More like that girl Hayley on the Pirates board on MS. So, help me with my mom, I really want to be a young kid to her. She definitely doesn't see me as her age, have been trying to be like her age but feel the motherly relationship..not sure why things went wrong, really. :|
So
It's just that I get mad when someone does something to me for some little mistake when I'm overly perfect, in fact, and dying!
I got the sn's of so many kids from each class, filled an entire page of the Valencia notebook I got from some booth..
Like Beth
from Little Women..
I feel tired, have things I want to do, want to lie down. Had maybe liverwurst, frozen pizza, and a chocolate chip cookie-
I feel tired, have things I want to do, want to lie down. Had maybe liverwurst, frozen pizza, and a chocolate chip cookie-
Decisions Decisions
So, my parents are leaving tomorrow @ 4 to visit my grandma at my aunt's on the way to Gainesville until Wednesday. I just am too tired to even visit.. I do want to see a movie I missed, maybe will see it in 2 weeks or pile up?
My brother is going to where he's going to college until Friday, I think..
My brother is going to where he's going to college until Friday, I think..
Dream
It was so funny and real. My gym teacher said we had to flip after swinging under a bar onto a long strip. It was so wide, and 1 girl went all the way across to the side. The teacher we could see how she looked before with dark hair and darker skin, dyed her hair, was "Puerto Rican." Tall, skim.
Problem
I will **** you - STOP looking at me with your sly, racist smile, like you're even on top of shit, you worthless, motherfucking, bastard niggers.
Involved
It looks like I can't find the Open Gym for adults. Wow, go s**** yourself.
Orlando is gay and perverted and mimicy and racist - NIGGERS. Fine, just sit there and talk back, you ugly, good-for-nothing, interested people.
Orlando is gay and perverted and mimicy and racist - NIGGERS. Fine, just sit there and talk back, you ugly, good-for-nothing, interested people.
What a Mistake. 3I
Ginny and people think I don't deserve much because I'm not shy nor molded, what a mistake, what a mistake. 3I
Differentiation
People think Ellen is from the right generation, we care about a weird thing like the difference between men and women of the same generation because - IT - IS - NOT - - 1950..
Mystery
So, Ginny was interested in me online because I was less than ½ her age.
Also, it's like no one was ever going to accept me parentally. Why would you be "on," now? I mean, why wouldn't you 3I
Also, it's like no one was ever going to accept me parentally. Why would you be "on," now? I mean, why wouldn't you 3I
Older People in PA
What do you think of how older people in PA don't do it? They aren't normal people. They are preserving the sorta ancient culture of their peoples, based in sorta shit of being farmers..
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Proble-em
Their ballet was tacky and obscene ***ually. They found an ending. I mean, they kept acting like I wasn't cool. Should have left, but the other school wasn't that good. They had nice office ladies, in attitude, later. I was too old and moved. I did well at camp but not that well, like they were jealous of my figure. They seemed to change. Food's here.
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Piano
There were these honey or middle blonde ballet girls who were overall homeschooled and did piano since maybe a young age but acted like talent didn't mean anything. I thought their mom was from there but heard otherwise. Then, they found they were untalented at the community theater. I mean, people who do other things have fun but really find they are wasting time. I mean, they thought they were nicer and could sing better than me.
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Ballet
I took ballet where I did for quality, and they claim 1 day is enough. I also did music and exercise. Now, people in Orlando go every day with amature teachers. I went 4 days here, 6 times a week before + 1 with partnering and a character class, but the good people left after the hurricane. Now, I am too busy and a bit disinterested in not being in the top school, which was like indecipherable in a way or rather hard to follow and cheap, like the teacher wasn't opening up.
So, Tim Burton doesn't care about people who got to do some ballet because of transportation. I mean, I had to find some activity.
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So, Tim Burton doesn't care about people who got to do some ballet because of transportation. I mean, I had to find some activity.
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Approach Me?
Why are you raising me surrounded by tiny things like balls or 3D circles of shit, like I just set or lay? Why are you just gonna make fun of me for that and use it as a tool for ignoring me and talking about me behind my back? Are you gonna try to approach me?
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Treaty
Why don't you treat me like a baby in Orlando, anymore? It's been awhile.
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2nd Choice
Rumpleteazer. I mean it would be fun, it's just that in the New Orleans area, I heavily breathed in Demeter with Bombaliurina.
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Cats
I want to be Bombalurina. That was my e-mail @ Yahoo!, at my aunt's. I watched it when it came out, and I kept looking up the sites online, saw the fanfic.. I decided I need to seek out some miracle way to strengthen the muscles in the middle of my legs. It was interesting to notice what I liked to do. It seems gymnasts are rhythmical dancers. Britney Spears happens to have done modern and baby jazz, like dance team. I believe all the dance programs have catered toward future dance instructors with more advanced modern, not advanced jazz, and, obviously, musical theater doesn't include so much of the dancing..
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Problem
You just know you're not that European but that your parents are, you want me to look bewildered or embarrassed.
OK
So, my conclusion of the conversation.. is that you are all niggers- zonk. I dunno, like you are so interested in Germans.
P.S. I just remembered 1 more thing, I want to get the kids in my class something for St. Patrick's Day, want to get a bag of little shamrocks or something, just something nice and simple, got nice chocolates last month for Valentine's at Albertson's or somewhere..
2 New Dresses
I found 2 children's dresses I want plus 1 kind of pink blazer to go with them. I also found children's shoes, a pack of knee high socks, some leggings, and some cheap costume gloves.
Pink Child's Party Dress 1
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Child's Party Dress 2
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Tween's Blazers
Buy 2 of these - Size L - $6.99
http://www.sears.com/shc/s/p_10153_12605_002VA50670501P?sid=IDx01192011x000001&kispla=002VA50670501P&srccode=cii_17588969&cpncode=31-86850801-2
White Children's Thigh Socks
Size 9-11 - $7.50
http://www.sears.com/joe-boxer-girl-39-s-7-11-3-pair-white/p-029F2493000P
White Women's Tights
Buy 2 of these - Size XL - $10
http://www.jcpenney.com/dotcom/socks-hosiery/knit-leggings/prod.jump?ppId=pp5002301332&N=1405&searchTerm=leggings&topDim=Color&topDimvalue=whites&dimCombo=Color|&dimComboVal=whites|¤tDim=Color¤tDimVal=whites&catId=SearchResults
White Party Costume Gloves
Buy 2 of these - 1 size fits all - $5.99
http://www.partycity.com/product/white+gloves+teen.do
Children's Shoes
Size 5 - $16.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=RAM01236
Total
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$170.43
So, I hope you can get me the 2 dresses, + the rest to go with them. I mean, if you can't get it all, I'd say not to get 1 of the blazers, but they are only $6.99, so, I mean, it's all very cheap. The shoes are only $16.99. The tights from JCPenney are $10 so must be good. The gloves are $5.99 per pair. The total being $170.43 guess the tax will make my monthly shopping for extra things or a nice set of clothes $200. Otherwise, I have clothes, but I wanted to dress up more, like a girl, I guess. :| I hope you can buy this. You can ask Mom to help or to borrow some of my monthly money she kept. I hope you can get it, though, because I mean the dresses, I only am getting 2 things and each is only $50 for a fancy party dress, pretty good. The rest is all very cheap: cheap blazers for $6.99, socks, tights, party costume gloves, and children's shoes. So, without tax, the total for the 2 outfits for school at least this month is only roughly $170.. I don't plan to take gymnastics classes but may go to open gym, at least maybe tomorrow night when there's no school. As for other shopping, I just may need more blonde shampoo, not sure how I will do my hair. So nothing else big, as far as I know, until I need a fan. So, see, the dresses are each only $50. I probably will not go looking for any more school outfits. I saw some things I kinda liked but not that much really. I mean, maybe next month I'll find something but dunno. Okay, I hope we can get it. Thanks.
I found 2 children's dresses I want plus 1 kind of pink blazer to go with them. I also found children's shoes, a pack of knee high socks, some leggings, and some cheap costume gloves.
Pink Child's Party Dress 1
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Child's Party Dress 2
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Tween's Blazers
Buy 2 of these - Size L - $6.99
http://www.sears.com/shc/s/p_10153_12605_002VA50670501P?sid=IDx01192011x000001&kispla=002VA50670501P&srccode=cii_17588969&cpncode=31-86850801-2
White Children's Thigh Socks
Size 9-11 - $7.50
http://www.sears.com/joe-boxer-girl-39-s-7-11-3-pair-white/p-029F2493000P
White Women's Tights
Buy 2 of these - Size XL - $10
http://www.jcpenney.com/dotcom/socks-hosiery/knit-leggings/prod.jump?ppId=pp5002301332&N=1405&searchTerm=leggings&topDim=Color&topDimvalue=whites&dimCombo=Color|&dimComboVal=whites|¤tDim=Color¤tDimVal=whites&catId=SearchResults
White Party Costume Gloves
Buy 2 of these - 1 size fits all - $5.99
http://www.partycity.com/product/white+gloves+teen.do
Children's Shoes
Size 5 - $16.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=RAM01236
Total
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$170.43
So, I hope you can get me the 2 dresses, + the rest to go with them. I mean, if you can't get it all, I'd say not to get 1 of the blazers, but they are only $6.99, so, I mean, it's all very cheap. The shoes are only $16.99. The tights from JCPenney are $10 so must be good. The gloves are $5.99 per pair. The total being $170.43 guess the tax will make my monthly shopping for extra things or a nice set of clothes $200. Otherwise, I have clothes, but I wanted to dress up more, like a girl, I guess. :| I hope you can buy this. You can ask Mom to help or to borrow some of my monthly money she kept. I hope you can get it, though, because I mean the dresses, I only am getting 2 things and each is only $50 for a fancy party dress, pretty good. The rest is all very cheap: cheap blazers for $6.99, socks, tights, party costume gloves, and children's shoes. So, without tax, the total for the 2 outfits for school at least this month is only roughly $170.. I don't plan to take gymnastics classes but may go to open gym, at least maybe tomorrow night when there's no school. As for other shopping, I just may need more blonde shampoo, not sure how I will do my hair. So nothing else big, as far as I know, until I need a fan. So, see, the dresses are each only $50. I probably will not go looking for any more school outfits. I saw some things I kinda liked but not that much really. I mean, maybe next month I'll find something but dunno. Okay, I hope we can get it. Thanks.
Shopping
$28.99
http://www.lordandtaylor.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/en/lord-and-taylor/search/kids/QuickInfoDetailsView?catalogId=10102&top_category=13656&categoryId=14265&langId=-1&productId=1459364&isBundle=false&storeId=10151
$38.99
http://www.bestdressedchild.com/kamagiallagr.html
x $72
http://www.cwdkids.com/servlet/quagga/girls/product.jsp/_qprm_/browse?groupId=12605&itemId=S593&cat=girls-skirts_dresses
x $39
http://www.shabbyapple.com/p-185-canary.aspx
$145
http://www.oscardelarenta.com/children/girls-4y-12y/9c652/linen-tunic-dress
x $34
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1260438/speechless-mock-layer-floral-eyelash-dress-girls-7-16.jsp
$42
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1184414/my-michelle-emma-dotted-pick-up-style-dress-shrug-set-girls-7-16.jsp
x $34.80
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1238839/speechless-mock-layer-eyelash-dress-girls-7-16.jsp
x $42
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1184314/my-michelle-butterfly-dress-shrug-set-girls-7-16.jsp
shoes $16.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=RAM01236
$29.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=HNA01283
* $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
* $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
$22
http://www.aeropostale.com/product/index.jsp?productId=15431826&mr:trackingCode=B7A71554-1066-E211-9A4A-90E2BA0278A8&mr:referralID=NA&mr:filter=41263044991&mr:ad=19398735271&mr:keyword=&mr:match=&mr:adType=pla&cagpspn=pla
* $65
http://www.polyvore.com/silvian_heach_blazer_babette/thing?id=53104212
* $7.50
http://www.sears.com/joe-boxer-girl-39-s-7-11-3-pair-white/p-029F2493000P
* $10
http://www.jcpenney.com/dotcom/socks-hosiery/knit-leggings/prod.jump?ppId=pp5002301332&N=1405&searchTerm=leggings&topDim=Color&topDimvalue=whites&dimCombo=Color|&dimComboVal=whites|¤tDim=Color¤tDimVal=whites&catId=SearchResults
* 5.99
http://www.partycity.com/product/white+gloves+teen.do
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$198.47
http://www.lordandtaylor.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/en/lord-and-taylor/search/kids/QuickInfoDetailsView?catalogId=10102&top_category=13656&categoryId=14265&langId=-1&productId=1459364&isBundle=false&storeId=10151
$38.99
http://www.bestdressedchild.com/kamagiallagr.html
x $72
http://www.cwdkids.com/servlet/quagga/girls/product.jsp/_qprm_/browse?groupId=12605&itemId=S593&cat=girls-skirts_dresses
x $39
http://www.shabbyapple.com/p-185-canary.aspx
$145
http://www.oscardelarenta.com/children/girls-4y-12y/9c652/linen-tunic-dress
x $34
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1260438/speechless-mock-layer-floral-eyelash-dress-girls-7-16.jsp
$42
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1184414/my-michelle-emma-dotted-pick-up-style-dress-shrug-set-girls-7-16.jsp
x $34.80
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1238839/speechless-mock-layer-eyelash-dress-girls-7-16.jsp
x $42
http://www.kohls.com/product/prd-1184314/my-michelle-butterfly-dress-shrug-set-girls-7-16.jsp
shoes $16.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=RAM01236
$29.99
http://www.cookieskids.com/Product.aspx?l=00190069026400000000&p=HNA01283
* $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
* $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_209HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
$22
http://www.aeropostale.com/product/index.jsp?productId=15431826&mr:trackingCode=B7A71554-1066-E211-9A4A-90E2BA0278A8&mr:referralID=NA&mr:filter=41263044991&mr:ad=19398735271&mr:keyword=&mr:match=&mr:adType=pla&cagpspn=pla
* $65
http://www.polyvore.com/silvian_heach_blazer_babette/thing?id=53104212
* $7.50
http://www.sears.com/joe-boxer-girl-39-s-7-11-3-pair-white/p-029F2493000P
* $10
http://www.jcpenney.com/dotcom/socks-hosiery/knit-leggings/prod.jump?ppId=pp5002301332&N=1405&searchTerm=leggings&topDim=Color&topDimvalue=whites&dimCombo=Color|&dimComboVal=whites|¤tDim=Color¤tDimVal=whites&catId=SearchResults
* 5.99
http://www.partycity.com/product/white+gloves+teen.do
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$198.47
So
My old organ teacher and choir director is my friend on Facebook on multiple accounts but didn't talk to me for years.
The Little Things
So, why does Tim Burton get so mad at little mistakes? Just say maybe it was the school? Isn't that partly his fault and belief? Like, people are using real things to hurt you and hurting you constantly when talking just to prove you are like nothing but a cushion to sit on.
Race
Why are people just looking for non-Italians? What is a Chinese supposed to do to a racist Italian? That is the question.
The Hunt--
So, I'm searching for dresses in the style for tween girls and without weird things jutting out. Also, I will add long sleeves, stockings, and colorful socks, children's dress shoes or booties- ;p
Argh!
What should I do now?
I had a burger on thin rye, dog on wheat, Heinz ketchup, asparagus's cooked. 3I in water, chocolate chip and oatmeal cookie.
I am going somewhere tomorrow at 10:45 A.M., will be out for nearly ½ day. I should really go to bed but will stay up and do things, hopefully go to bed, assume the food will make me tired, was gonna go for a jog but think I need to look for dresses. }:]
I had a burger on thin rye, dog on wheat, Heinz ketchup, asparagus's cooked. 3I in water, chocolate chip and oatmeal cookie.
I am going somewhere tomorrow at 10:45 A.M., will be out for nearly ½ day. I should really go to bed but will stay up and do things, hopefully go to bed, assume the food will make me tired, was gonna go for a jog but think I need to look for dresses. }:]
Facebook Post
picture
Christina Barrett Hi,
I know the Becks, see the little 1.. never met them but seem to know
them better than the others. 3) So, I look like the girls on the end
because of my size and stature.. but in my pictures I don't always look
like that when I'm not in school. ;? So.. I guess in personality I'm
like the girl on the left..
I would be too embarrassed to be a cheerleader, maybe want to do ballet
but don't want to. I mean I would, but I don't. So, I can connect with
people from anywhere, I mean. South Carolina, Oklahoma.., Idaho?, ... If
I lived somewhere else other than the state I'm in :| maybe would be
like South Carolina.. except lots of people move there. http://youtu.be/PpYCzZ___Bk
I already know that I want to be what I want to be, and it's
complicated, but I still like to have fun. So, nice picture, want to
keep up more. :? Hey, watcha think of Jackie Evancho? I'm involved in
lots of famous vocalists from different places like the French in
Ireland.
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Saturday, March 2, 2013
:| photo from relative of cheerleaders @ school.. !
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Why do I look like the small 1? Er, big head, sorta condensed body, nice. B) Probably something in it when you kill me.
Why do I look like the small 1? Er, big head, sorta condensed body, nice. B) Probably something in it when you kill me.
The Hunt--
So, I'm searching for dresses in the style for tween girls and without weird things jutting out. Also, I will add long sleeves, stockings, and colorful socks, children's dress shoes or booties- ;p
The Hunt--
So, I'm searching for dresses in the style for tween girls and without weird things jutting out. Also, I will add long sleeves, stockings, and colorful socks, children's dress shoes or booties- ;p
Hellenistic Intakes 8I-
Did you ever think that you encounter real attacks, that they were meant for you and not just something you intook?
Did you ever realize-
Did you ever consider how perverted it is for people to be mean and want something cool and then you realize they want ***?
Different from Grandparents
Why is my dad like not good like his parents, it was because he was a different European mix..
Doesn't Like
So, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't like New Orleans and therefore I don't care about her having *** with her mother..
The Good Stuff
Did you ever think how Ellen DeGeneres gets "something" over with and then you never really end up experiencing anything very ***ual|pleasurable|interesting??
Commonfolk
The 1 thing people like to commonly look for is to make sure I'm not in on something good because I had this friend from up north who acted like I was tacky all the time, and now Tim Burton the nigger and Ellen the Generes his minion worship her, when she won't write back a proper note.
The Experience
Ellen DeGeneres had a lot of ***. She doesn't want any people who are in the pubic stages to experience emotion. 8|
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