Saturday, March 2, 2013

:| photo from relative of cheerleaders @ school.. !

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Why do I look like the small 1?  Er, big head, sorta condensed body, nice.  B)  Probably something in it when you kill me.

The Hunt--

So, I'm searching for dresses in the style for tween girls and without weird things jutting out.  Also, I will add long sleeves, stockings, and colorful socks, children's dress shoes or booties-  ;p

The Hunt--

So, I'm searching for dresses in the style for tween girls and without weird things jutting out.  Also, I will add long sleeves, stockings, and colorful socks, children's dress shoes or booties-  ;p

Shout

People are telling me Tim Burton has nothing to offer me.  :|

Supper 3)

I left my veggies cooking. 3I and now I have to cook a burger and dog

Time for Cake '8)

+ the ice cream  3I.

Hellenistic Intakes 8I-

Did you ever think that you encounter real attacks, that they were meant for you and not just something you intook?

What stimulates you?

So, me getting in trouble for no reason makes you happy?  Did it really happen?

I like this dress.

Did you ever realize-

Did you ever consider how perverted it is for people to be mean and want something cool and then you realize they want ***?

Generation X

Actually, they claim to be quite mature.

Different from Grandparents

Why is my dad like not good like his parents, it was because he was a different European mix..

Doesn't Like

So, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't like New Orleans and therefore I don't care about her having *** with her mother..

New Tag

Important Issues

last 2 posts ago

The Good Stuff

Did you ever think how Ellen DeGeneres gets "something" over with and then you never really end up experiencing anything very ***ual|pleasurable|interesting??

Commonfolk

The 1 thing people like to commonly look for is to make sure I'm not in on something good because I had this friend from up north who acted like I was tacky all the time, and now Tim Burton the nigger and Ellen the Generes his minion worship her, when she won't write back a proper note.

The Experience

Ellen DeGeneres had a lot of ***.  She doesn't want any people who are in the pubic stages to experience emotion.  8|

Did you ever consider middle-aged adults online

are all the same, want to feel good, nervous about how they present themselves, like want to make it a presentation like it was important and I mean it's them they're not a robot, just like cybersex.

People Want to "Shut Me Up"

They just want me to not talk to anyone.

L.ong sleeves.

What do you think of flashy "Ell en DeGeneres" showing off in her L.ong sleeves?

Trust My Mom With You Personally?

Would you say my mom shouldn't do to someone from Pennsylvania "what" she does to me?

Y.

Why do people only desire to be attractive to prove they are better than me .. to adults??

Taking Things Apart

Why are some people who feel bad telling me I'm not that good, too, and people look at me threateningly but so open to others?

So

Why can't you hold a thought, like let's just decide it was the wrong thing to do and not really care why she did it and don't expect me to talk to you.

Also, this better not excite you in any way.. but why do you think my mom looks like a girl?

Hey..

So, why is my post on Renée Fleming's wall gone?  ,:[  Why doesn't anyone take me seriously?  I know what they look for in singing.  She just knows I also know how to play the piano.  I put it up there just for people to comment on, didn't want anyone to report it, was just a link to my blog..  ,:[  Also, she seems worried about how she parents her own daughters.  ,:[  1 of them is in college, though..  :|

I would wear this. :|

What I Like + What I Don't Like 3)

I like clothing sets, you know top and bottom.  :|

Nice People With Dark Features

Ever see someone with lighter hair claim they see into life more than someone being really nice at the time with dark hair?

Do not seem to say

You did not just say everything was NYC ... what else?  Chicago?  ?x  I lived in the New Orleans area, and I was there the whole time waiting to feel a little publicity.  Oh, yes, then people "know" Miami.. not as well as me.. I probably know it better than anyone else from the area.  :|  So, what's that to ya?

Imperfect

You know, you all mess up, too..

Tacky People in Orlando

What would you say if you weren't white in Orlando?  :|

No Handle on Youngsters

Helena Bonham Carter shouldn't be able to think she has a handle on us because she's older.  :|

Honking In

What do you think of my dad like honking in when my mom does something personal with me, like since I'm a really good girl, like he goes all schizo, that it isn't so, in feeling?

Leave me alone!

Stop trying to make me feel bad or I might m***** you.

+

Here's the link, if you want to buy it.  :D

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:0 on sale for $28.99

Mad

So, my mom just came in here, and she said she's giving me money each week..  So, she might mess up and like not really give me enough.  So, I have to sit there for a few minutes, think what to ask her, and then write a note..  Each week..  Then, she left the room like she -was- something.

Should I get this?

Time to Go Shopping~Online! =P

Children's Dresses, Matching Colored Socks and Stockings and Dress Shoes|Booties

no time to sew now :|

Breakfast

Liverwurst
Leftover Pizza from a Frozen Pack of 4, Pepperoni, want the healthy kind, have to ask my dad, again, for the kind in the orange box

Gotta go to the bathroom and what change my clothes?  My brother isn't here.  Wonder if I'll clean tonight.

Y Get Mad

Why would you get mad at me for like something your student did?  I wonder if that college had nothing to offer.  Wow, what's the point in singing.  I added videos of a girl I like who sings.  Maria Kate.

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To: Renée Fleming

Nice to see all the posts here. I have been a fan of her I guess for a long time. My dad introduced me to her when I was a music major and got in voice. I had to leave after about a year. Well, I can sing. Anyway, I like to sing and move, at the same time.. }:] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAhVu9ImBWw&feature=share&list=PLaGbICdZ92sbD8UoEPjU9UcznBDNT6rYE Ms Fleming should get a personal site where she controls like a place for people to submit their singing if they so chose and she can chose to comment. }:] I think I had a more, you know, "melodious" voice.. when I was a bit younger. :| Why do people just want you to like submit the strenght of your voice?? :/ I just never got around to recording it so much. When I sang more softly and sweetly and very controlled compared to most everyone.., I remember recording it, but Heaven knows where the recordings went.. We lost all the recordings of me when I was younger and most of the good pictures I had.. The benefit of singing loudly as a child when I was with my little brother more I guess, probably gave me the strengt to carry on. I was a very symmetrical type person, wanted a figure but was not treated as a European. You know dancers don't have good voices. The thing is I did gymnastics and not so much dance 1st when I was younger only once or twice a week. I wanted to go every day but sing, too.  I wish I took voice from the Russian teacher who taught me piano, but I was too shy and then didn't have time to practice piano. I was good at piano, and it stimulated me more about music. You can hear it in the orchestra, even, and it really taught me about counterpoint and harmony|chords, more exercises in rhythm. Going to school to learn to be a holistic person in Gifted and some AP classes, I would fit in exercises of staccato... I know my music teacher's daughter did gymnastics. Her voice sounded like speaking or shouting as she got older, like she was too shy to sound sweet, like she had no imagination, maybe because she kept going to her mom for all the attention.. I was just sitting there a long time. So, yes, about kids who sing. My mom is very artistic, but as for singing I mean she has a pretty European accent? She majored in ESL, which is English as a Second Language. Er, my dad was a rhythm guitarist, so. :| He also enjoyed being a loved photographer of models when they had more professional, nice things available. I'm sure he was top notch, had 2 other jobs, made it through college, though, and now makes a lot of money.. His parents both loved to sing, but he just sang with his guitar alone sometimes, never cared to sing loudly like his parents. My parents only talk loudly when they're mad or if they think that something is funny.. So, I don't know why you don't listen to me if I'm interested in the same things you are and instead like saddle onto being interested in my parents, like I came with no kid. Oh, and my mom's mom wanted her to be a singer, but her sister sang just a little as a toddler-kid... and then she is a piano teacher now and so knows all about music, yes.. No, I don't mean she is a singer! I just touched base.. 8| So, anyway, I seem to have a lot of more attractive singing skills, like I'm a singing cartoon because I was hurt. I was able to catch on but didn't record much. My life became an experiment and I lost my singing skills but got more sleep but kinda burned out, I guess, wish I was somehow convinced I could take a break from college- :| So, don't come to like keep at me moralistically on my appreciation of the joy of singing, maybe enjoy me for who I am and not for like wanting something I didn't admit. Not many singers like me, not many would be like as good as me and more confident, like most of the boys are?? You just kinda watch, think maybe there's no hope, and that there's just a lot to improve, so just leave and have nothing to add but then realize I'm more talented than most people. You want to know my story, again?? Gymnastics gave me a good stomach as a kid, and then I quit... I was a very disciplined person but not withheld. I was a tomboy after my brother was born.. I used to talk a lot, so that would be a good thing. My parents often preached and croaked until a certain point in time that you are not supposed to dribble to babies, in fact most people did that lazily. My brother, however, studdered, and I think it ruined me.. I think I was told that I had nothing to say too much. It's like they expected us to take singing. So, then I told my mom I want to sing somehow.. I was 7. I told my parents, "I like to sing," when I was 5 and sang a cute school song for them. My dad was like, okay. He kinda looked at me mockingly, no one else does that like that, like when they chose to get close. So, my mom got me in choir. I do not know why she did not tell me about private voice. I think it was a secret, yes, in the world. I just don't want you to think anything bad because lots of kids's moms won't do that, maybe because like they do ballet or maybe they don't have the means. I wouldn't do that.. I still am not sure why. Maybe, I had problems. My parents used to want me to do ballet, but I finally did it. I just didn't want to be fat and sunken in. It definitely made me who I am today. I know my skin got whiter, but I don't know why. So, what's wrong with gymnastics if you do other physical things? I didn't actually do it when I was older.. and my voice got pretty and feminine because of it, maybe had enough. I know I did well in P.E. I mean, I was fit since I was toddler, like my whole life. I wasn't malnutritioned and didn't pig out on like candy and stuff. Maybe, I need to get in shape? I'm a human, though, and I like to eat tasty food, but I don't pig out on junk and soda, at all. I don't eat Italian shit. So, after being so perfectly fit from the gymnastics and being successful in what ballet I did, we listened to Enya and stuff and my parents got me classical music. I was known to be gifted playing by ear on the piano, starting at 9½, like lots of people who do well at like 12 are thought to be good, for example, and I was a good student, so, no one dare disapprove of me in the end, morally. :| "It's never to late to play the piano," everyone "said." So, I had fun with like Enya and stuff, like that, church music, didn't really play Enya, but I seemed to be like that. Luckily we had another Irish CD like that kinda, more folksy, and of course some other influences, of course.. I just won't accept people not accepting me. I am not a bad, dumb person. So, we moved, and then I started getting into musicals and was in a more casual choir, but it was righteous and sorta old.. I had some other experiences, I guess, and I got in college and then I had a year of voice where really they didn't seem to have any sorta talent to offer, you know? Singers can get fat, though, and lose their talent for not using it. Singers who like get in shape as singers, you might say, don't have powerful voices.  I count all my experience in music, theater with musical theater. I also had a great interest in pop music around the time of the Titanic. Why not help me? Is it just too late? No one really seems to appreciate me academically, the failures that exist today. I guess they don't stop and think about what's probably wrong with their own singing. I mean, you can't say you're better or everyone keep saying they're not good enough to make me feel good in any sorta meaningful way. They think that the education system was just like sorta bait or katnip you might call it. You know, I studied in Washington, a graduate course, my 1st summer of college. It's definitely a hidden desire once you dispose of dealing with me. :|

iKid

I look good for an iKid for my stereotype.

Going to Bed

Maybe, was watching Renée Fleming..  :|

Unhappy

You won't even help yourself to the bottle.

Unfair in Comparison

Why was I made fun of for keep going?  I know my dad "was unfair to my mom."

Ever think that people from other places don't really accept Elle DeGeneres?

I mean, I probably should have been more healthier to take voice.  Would have been nice.  Should find a European teacher.  Also want to take some sort of class from Ginny.  Probably not diction.  I feel as though I'd want to teach her to sing.  She could just have fun with me and like see if she knows squat.  I mean, she works with speakers and also with singers to speak, so that is very important.  I don't also just hang out with singers, I hang out with people to hang out.

Admit It

So, Ellen DeGeneres admits to Tim Burton, no, I don't do what I say.  I act like I don't care, but I do.  I just don't really know the answer.  You know, though, says Christina, I think I do.

The Hunt

So, people think Germans answer all your needs.  3)

Adding Things

to YouTube.  8|  Under Music, Celebrities, and Comments.

Disinterest

White people are not interested in the glamor of good things, the unattractive 1s.

Y R U

Why are you getting rid of attractive dads born in 1950?

*crap*

Why are people playing around, changing racial rules on crap?

Found out Stuff

So, I found out already that people born after 1959 make up precious riddles that don't exist for them - har har har.

I also found out they want to show my mom she's a nigger.

Threats

I keep getting annoying messages and threats.

I found that we're all supposed to be like people born in 1986.  What's so good about that year?

Quit Playing Games from the Start


Attractive

If you want me to change, why not in a good way, like Late Boom or Generation Z?

Um

Why should I care what you think when others aren't there for me?  I didn't do anything wrong.  Why are you picking at misfortunes in my past, like I "didn't have to do something?"  At least, I am more attractive.

Singer

I added a singer from Oklahoma-

She is a junior in 2007 in high school maybe.  It's so neat to see such a young voice and to know voices always blossom and boom after your 1st year of college voice.  :)

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Also, do you think that Germans are better in Florida?  I don't think that is always the case.  I mean, I guess some of the mixed Germans are messed up.  :(

Y

Why do people like my parents and like want something from them and maybe even want to help them?

Y

Why do bad people make a fuss when they see another attractive person?  I mean, before my brother was born, though, I remember my head was shaped a bit funnily but better than his.  Why would I be my brother?  I mean, why isn't anyone else jealous?

Y

Why do you think I have perverted dreams?

So

What's with all the hate with 1950?  I'm sorry you don't feel special.

So

What do I do that I need to improve?  There's nothing to copy.

So

People from Pennsylvania ... haha you don't trust anyone because I'm not white.

So, what would they act like in New Orleans  +]

Would you rather?

Be a chicken
Would you rather be a duch

I don't want to be treated like I'm gay because I'm European.

Why all the negativity?

Like, you want to get on topic?  Maybe, there is no topic attached.  :|

The Attractive 1

If you notice with the parent that is thinner, like people get annoyed at the kid but say they're whiter than you.

Baby at the Mall

It looked really melted with dark skin.  Why don't people like care about their babies being white.  The mom was attractive, obese, tall, small head.  The baby looked Spanish.. a boy.  There was nothing really to worry about because the worry was that the baby thought the mom's attractive availability was for some odd reason some puzzle it was working on, and that puzzle didn't involve my likings.  So, an older person would beat you down that there's some problem, and the problem is the fact there is a problem, they don't need to stretch you as responsible for a fact that the fact is what the fact is, does not "mean" anything.  Get it?  It just is struggling, it's not some thing you did!  :0

Got Mad

I realized people didn't get mad at white people enjoying things and feeling the benefits of being European but then find they aren't really that good.  You know, figure it out before you spray it..  I saw more girls with white hair at the mall..  }:]

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Daily Motion :D

listed on my YouTube.  8I

I Wonder Wonder Wonder

I wonder if anyone ever thought that I should be like dug into ... really said I want to show her a lesson that she's like no child starlet.

Wrrong

YouTube is taking down 3rd party content.  The only thing that is illegal is posting videos online.  Who watches movies on their computer!