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Green Curry + White Rice

I figured it out.

So, I will always think someone knows what I'm thinking.

Y

Why do people care about pleasing shitty people, since I've opened up here? Don't you realize how much that is? Why does that bother anyone? I didn't do anything. Me needing shit is 1 of the things I'm against. People are acting like undeserving people are white.

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Better, Though

I am better than most singers. Why get mad at imperfection and living life! Why I like singing.

All my accomplishments are seen as formulated and dead.

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So Uncool

Uncool people from California are dangerous and don't respect precious things. Precocious people think people do shit.

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So

Why didn't anyone else like Ginny? She teaches privately.

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I walked into a bar...

It had nice, big couches.

I asked to see the menu.

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I don't care.

I don't care if you want someone with light blonde hair.

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Impolite

People are so impolite to me.

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Phone

The lights keep alternating.

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In the Action

Why can Late Boomers experience the Generation Z action? You know there are issues with age of both parents and the race. I mean, even people born in 1997 are not on the dot.

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Good Movie

I forget what I liked.

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What?

Do you expect me to not know when you punish me or react in a way that doesn't make sense? Why are you so dramatically smashing? Why would you be sexy? I've tried, already. What do you think I am, shit for Tim Burton like his spoiled brat daughter, who is unworthless.

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Reactions-

Why do you rehash perverted thoughts whenever you've chosen to react to me?

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Issue

Ginny informed me she was born in 1958, I felt. So, what, she is worthless? Maybe not.

Let's oust the Late Boomers outta their club.

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Problem

**** this nigger.

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Flirtateous

Those niggers want to sit there and flirt about us kids. SHUT UP, NIGGER.

The lighting on my phone went down.

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Annoyed

The lighting on my cell phone is funny. Ginny and Ellen are Burtonesques niggers.

So, did someone do this to me? I'm tired of being told I don't have the right experiences.

Hey, leave me alone, niggers, I didn't do anything.

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After the Movie

Yogurt for $7+, movie stub, asked to have it back, 3D 8), only owed $5.

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That Attitude

So, Ginny wouldn't design a website where she can block members, probably drinks more.

Also, she seems to expect us to keep up. She didn't say anything about my new posts.

She has this as a joke. She really has to have that attitude.

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Tweet

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Y

Why do I get the idea that people like Ellen DeGeneres are subbing in suggestions like I can't get mad? I don't care, just noticing.

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Unfair

Ginny thinks I'm not a Generation Z child of a Late Boomer- She thinks I, therefore, have to flog myself for only seeing "The Hobbit," once. Why would some twit get to enjoy themselves for who they are and want to be, and where the hell that shit come from?

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Also

I also noticed people aren't talking to her on Facebook.

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I Decided

I needed more food. Hm. Fasting ain't bad.

The movie will relax me. I slept 12+ hours I think the past 3 nights.

I just seem bored. My body seems dead.

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Mobile

My Cycle

My m*********** is over as of Thursday or Friday.

Problem

Why does bullshit Ginny think she can look at me like some yellow nigger wanting ***?

Problem

I just got sorta ransacked and wanted to go somewhere today..

Problem

I just got threatened.

Poll's Here Poll's Here

I posted a new poll.  }=D

Theorom

So, people are into mixed people to defend heritage from the U.S. other than hot spots like New Orleans and Florida-  They are saying they themselves have families from other areas, which is usually considered prestigious, though I just realized everyone else is from there.

Showered

Had Cheese and PB crackers this morning, so goddamn gaunt hungry

Having lemon ice.

OK so

All I got was that it doesn't matter where you came from but matters where you're coming from.

People from Florida are white because they "didn't need" to mix with the indians.

So, what, you're not from Florida.  }:[

Problem

So, Ellen brushes aside a plethora of crap she spews online or whatever..

So, why would my mom be NYC Sears tower crap?  She wants to be something but is respectful, considered whiter than people they like.  How dumb.  Don't ruin my mom, you uglies, I know what you think you did not do.  Just **** Ellen.  :{  I think Ellen is gay and mean.  She's too gay to speak her mind because she's not that white?

Orlando ballet

What's so good about the ballet here?  I already tried going to all the places.  They're a bit fake.  I really don't get it.  They just aren't like constructed in the flesh.  They're more like there for fun but not good, not good people, as everyone knows.  I had this nice roommate with bright red hair who was homeschooled.  The ballet teacher's daughter looked very hollow as she got older, impressed everyone she encountered, also homeschooled.  I guess her mom moved to the New Orleans area or maybe her mom.  I thought they moved there later.  So, she's kinda gay.  Her dad is really nice, so I don't get it.  Her mom is so ***y.  Like, she has like a protruding forehead, reminds me of Ginny.  I guess her mom is ***ier.  I mean, my dad has ***y sisters.  It makes people mad that he's nice.  I kinda thought of myself as my mom because I thought it was sweet and it'd be gay otherwise because I'm a girl.  I relate to my dad like I'm the female!  He's not some perv born in 1953 like his sister.

Oh no! ^0^

Po', po' Lily.  I am not really mad at her.  I calmed down and simply reported it..  I am a bit actively violent about my parents, so-

Laundry

So, while my parents were at the grocery store and getting my little pizza, I put away laundry and ironed 2 loads.  I washed another load after they got back.  Now, I have to fold a heavy, heavy load and dry another and wash some more things.  I just don't really feel like it.  I have to rehearse on camera.  I'm a little weak, should think of going for a jog with weights, not sure how far I'll make it.

Dessert

Like almost 10 Caramel Delights, Girl Scout Cookies, used to be called Samoas.

Problems

So, these gay farts born in the mid 40s think that they said like okay it's your choice to be quality old-fashioned European.  Now, like, they just flubbed up.  Wow, what a big deal over nothing.  Talk about power at the wheel.

I got another idea that Ginny is riding along the idea I'm like my little brother.  That's totally Hellenistic.  Let's make my dad his dead brothers.  Come on, you nigger.  You dumb fuck.

What else?  I got some violent thoughts @ Lily Rose.  I got the idea she's communicated with people who know me.. and put that picture up to say that I was old like my dad and my relations go in that way to someone who is racist against me.  They worsened as my mom like chimed in, supposedly under influence of my dad.  She would get mad at these thoughts, but I mean she just gets mad if she sees me thinking mad things about her because I can't help it.  I don't know what she does when I thought of things like that.  I'm grown up, now, so it doesn't matter.  She might see there is a reason and I don't mean it and it might be other people's faults.  I didn't want to.  I finally felt theraputic and calmed down, but then my mom made me mad again by thinking it was a joke like Ellen.

Hey, why is Ginny so flippant and intent on making other successful people feel like crap?  That's no one's fault Ginny.  I don't feel sorry for the likes of you in Florida..  What the fuck is your problem?  I wonder if she is on Facebook and blocked me.  She doesn't have many new friends.  I could ask her after class.. you know, she rushes after class, but I hope it's not because of Facebook.  She can teach me once a week.  Why does she bother talking to anyone, that goddamn nigger.  Why don't we just **** her?

What's this sentiment I sound like my little brother when talking about shit like Lily Rose and "Órla" "Karron" "Fallon."  Also, stop saying I offended you by not being as ***y as my mom because her race isn't white.  What's this shit with my dad now?  I thought that was settled, you goddamn nigger.

Problem

So, I came in all happy and positive, did my laundry yesterday, thinking how I was like my dad like a fairy girl in a garden.  Then, my dad just sorta turned off.  Maybe his age?  See, we have to fix it.  He's already a certain kind of person and a certain age.  He just always has a problem.  Hm, the door just opened and I heard a chain from the dog.  Oh, I was thinking how sweet the Louisianian|Mississippi dog was from the New Orleans portion of the U.S.  I kept like rubbing him with my foot.

Ate

I had a wrap with 2 chicken breasts without bones, so they were pretty thin.  I had long lettuce leaves, yellow American cheese.., which seems usually to be yellow as far as I know, a thin wheat wrap though it seems my dad didn't get pita, and ranch dressing.  I'm gonna have Samoa type cookies from the grocery now.  I also have the raspberry Dove candies from Valentine's.

Problem

Can you just leave me alone, you niggers?

I got a bad message, and my mom chimed in again something that annoyed me, like she's younger, why?  I never wanted to be older, in that way..  Look, stop being a bastard on the net- and being so gay!  If you don't know, people are different online.  It's some suggestion they let out.  In real life, it's different.  You go online and expect to find that you're good and that others are enwrapped in some other culture.

What about my future kids?  Someone may want to hurt them.  I don't want to deal with that fantasy.

Why are people like Tim Burton starting ooh look how much work we went into to give you this message, this nasty message, that you can't have this you can't have that, your dad is old.  He was only 35 when I was born.

Problem

You gay niggers, I don't need to talk to my parents and my dad.

Problem

Stop you gay niggers from the South and North because you're bad and shit and nothing criticizing everything because you're not shit stop telling me what to do you goddamn niggers I'm gonna **** you.

Problem

LEAVE ME ALONE

I don't give a fuck about my schizo dad.  Stop messin' with me.  Do my homework for me, Ginny, you're messin' with my life.  Or **** Ellen.

Problems

So, my parents want to do something again just because I got mad online and they're not even motherfuckin' lookin'.  I got reminded when someone kept my driver's license card that other dads are different and something about my dad is miscalculated.  Like, other dads serve their daughters in their tempers.  My dad just gets racist and tries to stupidly rub in how our family isn't like others, but I've been in the wor'd.  3|  )))  I don't care about that nigger gay Ellen who needs things to feel so comforted like a fooze (gauze) to her and acts like I need to be punished.  Stop it you gay nigger.  Someone stop her.  Stop talking to my parents like that?  Wow, I'd love to be considered like happy if Ellen would meet my parents.  Stop being so gay you nigger.  You're the gay nigger.

Oops Forgot..

You think you had some chance because of who your parents were and someone was better because they are not like their parents in a bad way?  What bad way?  They are just different, better.  ♥

Why Would

My dad do all the perverted things a younger dad does?  I can't connect to him in that way.  I just get a yellow spot in his underwear and an empty space otherwise.  I just say I'm from Florida.  I can't go um I relate to my dad in the same manner you relate to yours.  No, I'm younger.  I'm not my dad's generation.  Everyone strives to be as good as Late Boom.  It's not some sorority.

Fleeing to NYC|Atlanta

It seems everyone is feeling there thinking some nigger girl like me with a dad with ancestry in Pennsylvania primarily thinks she can be a southerner because she was born there.  People trot over here from New Jersey and say it's to eradicate our familial dreams, in thinking we can be Floridians, and they are dubbed over as honorary Floridians but not really over all others.  Chloë Grace Moretz's sassy, stuck-up, but genial mom flew her famous daughter who worked with Tim Burton to NYC in order to escape the fact that Florida and L.A. are taken over.  Why not New Orleans?  No straight answer to me..  Then, there's Peyton List who moved to NYC and then L.A., won't say where in Florida she is from, but I asked on IMDb, can ask on Yahoo! Answers.  Mind, Peyton List is younger.  Also, Bella Thorne looks a bit lose, maybe good culturally, just kinda unopen.  Chloë Grace Moretz is so stuck up thinking she's the pure blood from the South.  The people from the South just assumed that the north blood was a failure, but I know it's because of the Native American indian but you know am not like figured out sure.  They're packing their things, see how I'm nice but eradicate me anyway.  They're just like beetles who see in 1 direction.  Guess I'll go get my lunch.  So, you can see that people think that just becuse others from an area are bad, that I am, too, and also they'll just say it's simply because I have Native American blood and because I don't want to suffer and that I can't change it.  I won't act different.  I just want to say it doesn't matter.  No, I'm not 100% sure I have it, and in saying something like that, I feel someone would think I was tacky.  People even think you are bad to be courteous to me.  They think life is some floozy game.  It's like Britney Spears, put your shit here, the horny people from Louisiana who just bark bark bark cut out ways of being human, have no appreciation for being modern in a way.  Cannot connect ideas, don't know anything positive there in relating to others, like the mixed indians better.. I mean must be the same thing as northern indians but better, just maybe think of 1s who aren't mixed?  So, they only want to file in people from the south, with Southern blood, not sure about the Fannings, with ancestors in I think South Carolina, not North Carolina??  I know sometimes they prefer Pennsylvanians over them, but I dunno.  I guess they'd be interested in bad people from up north.

IMDb

Dream

It's hard to remember.  I was in this place.  I went on a ride, like in a big mall.  1st, we were eating something like slush, then something else, and maybe cotton candy.  We went to sit on the knee of a more gaunt but a bit blubbery yet more sharp lady, the little kids stayed, you know sorta stronger kids around age 4 maybe, but I told my brother to save me a space because I had to go to the bathroom.  I ran to this store and asked but didn't see it.  I ran and asked a handsome, quirky policeman, you know, like a guy from Atlanta.. and he told me to go to a certain corner, looked like a hotel with people coming from up north, but I didn't see it.  I ran back.

Then, I was about to audition and was thinking of Céline Dion, 2 pictures when she was little, and it made me think she was more like compiledly built then that she was hollow.  It made me get a sorta tingly shaped stimulated feeling and I couldn't get it back.  I don't know why.  I kept trying to think of it.  Then, I imagined it was my aunt whose lap I was on for a long time.  Her daughter was there.  I thought this was real becuase I wanted to m*********.  She just swept me over to another room and left me there, I guess so I could m*********.  I had a hard time.  I guess I woke up soon and realized it wasn't real.  I was hoping I was alone in this big hotel room with like a big, feathery goose bed.  It had different compartments jutting out and a big master bedroom.

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So, why aren't northern indians Italian?  Southern 1s are French and Spanish.

Jews

They are not really hairy.

Jews

So many people, I find that Jewish last names come up, in the U.S.  Supposedly, in Germany, they are mixed with Romanesque blood.  That's probably the Southeasterners.

Jews

So, they lived all along the 2 sides, so up to Holland (the Dutch) and Russia|Poland..

Caught More

So, Ellen lets little girls open to anything because they are not part Jewish?  Nor Native American..

So, Native Americans are kinda black, and so are Jews, supposedly they would be like blacks, but I don't see why, I mean I know it's by Africa, but why would they be just more black than Egyptians and maybe even Middle Easterners..who are like Asians, which are seen as not as black.

German

Does anyone know like if all the Germans from the north are the non-Jews?  Anyone but Southern Germans?  So that means they seem more cutesy and Dutch?

What It Seems

That indian lady from Valencia CC seems like someone from my past, like someone who died, like in Harry Potter, who was like in the parental generation, but Ginny is still around but you know like too old.

It's scary when you think how a part Native American is displayed.  I remember surfing online and finding a statue of a Cajun lady with indian blood I think.  I imagine it feels human but seems so inhumane.  I have this friend who thinks she's German but prejudiced just like an English, with white hair until I guess now and dyes it.  Also, what else, like she seems prejudiced as well, like many people, really, on anyone with part indian blood, like a fire in their eyes, some thing that isn't human, that doesn't have feelings, that doesn't think.  "But what about the animals," her mother tells her father.

Where You're From

I'm not from Pennsylvania, but I've been there lots of times.  I mean, I have a friend who moved to Florida from New Jersey, and she's very modern, seems very Floridian.  My other friend from Boston is very urban but lives in a country house.  I moved back to Florida from New Orleans, and I feel rather numb.  So, my point is, I think it's some prejudice about me having a dad from Pennsylvania.  People tend to like Boston and NYC.  Maine is the only other state by the water.  So, the U.S. is pretty small.  I don't know why New Jersey would be cooler than Boston.  NYC is just an island.  I think people from Pennsylvania try to move out.  They seem stuck in some cheesy Irish situation.  People with more recent ancestors from Ireland often settle through Pennsylvania.  I saw the ancestry.  There are lots of people with ancestors partly from Pennsylvania, which makes them mixed.  It means they're out in being non-Pennsylvanian, or a "normal" American.  They'll just find themselves tied to it in some ways..  Look for places like Chicago, Detroit ... Milwaukee.  There's nothing in Pennsylvania but the Pennsylvania Dutch, which are also bowled over in racism.  There is nothing wrong with the Swiss, but the Germans use it as a racial barrier with the Italians because they are antsy about all the Jews infested in their lowlands since the Middle Ages.  Then, you'll find all the places in the big west.  I'm not sure who they're providing for, probably people from Pennsylvania and New York who've moved to places in the South, urban areas like Florida and New Orleans.  I found people even from Virginia to be very streetsmart.  See, I just thought Pennsylvania was like the best thing so strived to equal it.  Being from Florida, I knew I had nothing in it without a father from Florida nor some place like NYC.  I just provided the bare bones in life to all I encountered but wasn't considered gung ho.  My mom just seems attuned to moving to Pennsylvania, I bet because the reason they moved here was because my dad's youngest sister moved here, 1st, meaning it would affect like my reason for existence, which would be a peeving insult to her.  I found that I'm not interested in people with Native American indian and am more interested in those with parents from places like California and New Orleans.  I just am worried about having babies with someone who is part Native American who doesn't have like more ancient white culture attached in a place that is Spanish-inhabited.  I don't think I would unless I really liked them because then people would make fun of me.  I knew a girl who moved here from NYC, and her sister was really cool, her little sister.  She seemed totally out physically.  In the New Orleans area, I am not sure, because I know my ballet teacher supposedly studied at a school there, but her family supposedly isn't from there.  It seems rather obvious.  The kids seem less like interesting.  I know some girls with a mom from New Orleans and a dad from the suburb, and their dad is really cool.  The girls are cool but not very sociable but talkative.  They even nursed in prek.  I think people are just really interested in people with heritage from a long time ago in a place that's not like Pennsylvania nor so much just Wisconsin since they're so friendly even to Pennsylvanians, who seem stereotyped as Native Americans interested in the PA Dutch.  I think people mixed with Northern Native Americans ... not very happy people.  The 1s down south are probably pretty creepy but probably provide a lot of cultural incitement like the blacks in NYC.  The 1s in NO are so prejudiced, like if you don't know what "the projects" means.  I still don't.  I just know that me being in the suburb that the fat black lady with the tail of kids hanging from her buttcheeks is whiter than me like my pet hamster that almost committed suicide in its tube I bought it.  How is Chinese Indonesian "the 1?"  The attractive 1.  What about me?  I've spent my whole life warding off showing off like attempts at being attractive or something like that.  I just never was.  Not really sure why my mom is?  My dad is more intellectual but a nice guy intellectually when he's not stupid.  He even plays guitar, like did pop music and now does folksy stuff but not like pleasure folk you know like those old guys?  He's more civilized like his dad.  All I can say is Pennsylvania is sticking for the mixed indians, so no one likes them.  Help save Ginny!  Even Ellen thinks she's so cool being Jewish with an Italian.  She won't figure out some other answer right away.  I mean she would already know.  That Native American girl looks like me, though, so I am not sure.  My mom doesn't have indian, though.  I thought that mixed indians look like my family, but I don't know.  I mean, I look more like that in my skin.  There's this freaky Native American white lady who looks like she's from Altamonte Springs hanging in the theater department of Valencia who died in like 2000.  It's just that I'm a really good person who happens to be indian.  I don't really get it.  It seems sneaky.  I don't know for sure.  I mean, I guess it doesn't matter so much I don't know for sure my European ethnicities.  I do like Middle Eastern, though.

Completely Foreign

So, you could say my life ain't that great.  I mean, I do have a mom from out-of-the-U.S.  My dad, though, is American.  I guess you're looking for a completely foreign family.

Plonk

Have to go to bed soon.

Oh - do you know?

Does anyone know anyone with the original families from Southeastern Florida?

When pondering on if they have families originally migrated to Florida as opposed to 1s from the rest of the U.S., I mean, there might be Hispanics from Northeastern Florida.  Some families may not be white, neither..  Not sure if it's the very attractive and wealthy, like the kinds of people who came here.  I guess I Would favor the fact that the immigrants have that U.S. culture but that from out-of-the-U.S. 1st would be more true to the Florida spirit.  I mean, what if it was someone from New Orleans?

Ate

I had the hamburger.

I cooked. 3I all the greens from a plastic box in water, in 2 servings.  I didn't finish the mac and cheese.  I had a thick hunk of beef with blood dripping, so good, but not like red red blood.  I had a little bowl of blackberries.  3)  Ice water.

Sent

I sent the e-mail.

Email

Dear Students of Valencia CC,

I invite you to play tennis with me this Tuesday and Thursday from 11AM-12PM at Valencia CC.  Bring your own racket, and I will bring the balls.

Christina Ann B.

Tennis Date

Gotta figure this out..guess I'll do it Tuesday, see who comes.  I'll plan a later meet, maybe not Thursday but dunno mean I might practice alone.  We don't know.  I'll be available this week, I guess, guess I'll plan for 11-12, gotta have a big breakfast, though.

Eating

Had a few slices of leftover pizza..wrong kind

making a hamburger and cooking leaves in the water in a pan covered, canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni & Cheese, gonna have it with thin probably rye buns my dad got me I said I wanted with Heinz ketchup

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Me Talking to Ginny Tonight

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