Inappropriate

I mean I don't have family from the New Orleans area, and I am from Florida.  I don't want to listen to her crass bullshit that I didn't respond right away.  You know, I had this friend who seemed to theme that me wanting to talk to people was looking for ***.  See, she is just being flirtatious.  I see she likes me, but maybe she just isn't very active online.  I won't take her crass bullshit that she won't respond the way Tim Burton holds out.  I think it's because of him.  She might not be normal, but she seemed like a good person.  What happened to my fuckin choir director and organ teacher?  She doesn't respond much.  Haha, I know what you're thinking, too.  There was this other teacher I was supposed to talk to, but she left Facebook.

8 Years

Ginny is fat, and most fat people are agreeable yet uninteresting.  I'm not sure if I ever had a successful relationship with any unhealthy person.  I don't just want a skinny, dorky friend.  She also thinks she has a more attractive background and that that's dirt.  Maybe, she's just a sorry case.  Her mom made her attractive so she would be hygienic.  I don't take for granted what my mom did for me.  You can't just assume it's the bastard cause that morale ain't so.  It was only about crazy, drunk fathers.  My dad is tacky because he ain't skinny, and he don't work out, no more.  Also, kids have to have traits from each parent.  I needed to work out, but it seemed like I'd done too much gymnastics, not much good in way of dance, I guess.  I mean, there's not necessarily like a certain option.  I was struggling between ballet and jazz/lyrical.  Now, it seems to not help, nothing I do.  I sit around at home, people just keep thinking my dad is gonna hurt them, send them a hurtful message.  Just think about how Tim Burton and Johnny Depp changed the world.  I remember it was the people, but Tim Burton is crass.  He was kind unrelenting to people who wanted to be actors rather than not be actors.  I wouldn't accept it.  Why should he have a daughter, at all?  No one gives a fuck, fuck fuck fuck like a duck.  You, like Ginny, is just waiting for the perfect person to come around and keep barking at me for seeming too atypical for having a mixed European father with typical family names and a Chinese mom who is typically attractive from her younger age..  That proves Tim Burton lied that he's not really holding out for a good reason but for selfish reasons.  I guess that's why I chose Johnny Depp and then found he depended on Tim Burton but that Tim Burton pretty much didn't feel good about his not being able to act.  I mean, my mom and I could get him in shape, but he's with "stupe-id" He~le~na Bonham Carter.  I was getting better.  He just needs people to talk to.  Sit at a computer and find someone to talk to on a message forum.  Start walking and jogging, do the core workouts and weights for the health of yur blessed arms.  It's your fault for not being a total person.  Lazy people from California.  Go suck a fish corpse.  Talk to people, or you'll get fat and die, like the old days.  Stop getting high on artificial attention.  I never get any attention.  It's all hidden traps.  You're just gonna say, hug your dad.  What about my mom?  I didn't say I wanted to hug Tim Burton.  I just kinda deal with it but can hug other people.  I mean, what would happen?  I would just sorta lose my tease, like I did with my dad.  I just wanted a nice relationship.  I guess it was special to him.  I'm not really gonna hug Ginny.  I just want to set her straight, to understand she's crap, she acts like she has some like nonexistent program in Orlando because it's Disney.  You have to go completely into something, you can't get too much good attention like of fate thinking coincidences are miracles.  You know, she doesn't use Facebook much.  I don't know how most people know her.  They might look up things in Orlando.  You know, people in Theater in places like New Orleans.  People wouldn't post to her much.  It's funny, I spent a lot of time bettering myself and kinda have a lot to spray.  I guess I'm not in a certain mood.  I mean, it just seems like things used to be different, like no matter what I did.  If there's something wrong, it's Orlando's fault, crappy Orlando.  It's not like, I'm just there and no one can do anything with me.  What the hell is that?  Am I losing memory?  Why aren't things getting better?  I'm still in the program.  If you're not good enough, then leave me alone.  People who are good are never supposed to turn anyone down and not hear what they have to say, like Gahndi.  You know, I don't care what you think about me having a dad from Pennsylvania.  I know you just care about the Pennsylvania Dutch.  Why not knock out other states while you're at it, like Delaware?  I mean, I had a fun friend family from there.  You know, Ginny, I don't give a shit what these so-called "Floridians" think.  Florida is a beach state.  It is not the only place you can be modern.  Say what you will, that's what they think.  Why do you even feed the birds?  Don't you like me?  I just want to find out what happened, why you are just being mean because of Tim Burton and why people are ignoring me online but later on people won't.  That's the only way to communicate, people live online.  Why not accept that I mean no ill will to anyone.  I just want to do my homework and have a good time.  Having a good time is not illegal.  Why is everyone like gawking over Ginny and feeling sorry for her teaching the children who believe in shit?  I mean, I am not that kind of person.  That's all you've thought of while I've been submitting myself to this.  I just want a good time.  I want to see people!  Is that so hard to ask?  I don't even know if I want to be famous.  I want to meet famous people, though.  I'm lonely, no one wants to approach me nor admit I seem, like, popular.  You all are denying me that for 8 years!

Disney World

Why is Ginny so sarcastic like Órla Karron Fallon and Ellen DeGeneres?  She acted like the kids here who are from Orlando since maybe around age 13 set themselves up to hypnotize themselves to submission that they had a fair shot at life compared to most people and that they did the right thing but that they were some *** object to Ginny just because she is like famous for doing the talking at Disney or something since the 80s.  The fact is it's just because she's attractive, too, and not like someone too skinny born like around the time of Céline Dion - and why do you find it tacky I mentioned her because it's not.  I haven't really heard anyone talk about it so don't know.  I want to talk about it, just mention it ... gotta problem, just trying to impress someone, trying to achieve some contrapted ideal?  I have a feeling it won't work ~ Just admit that she's ***y and has good ideals but gawp at the fact she's born in 1958 and has a mom from California, maybe appreciate her dad being from Pittsburgh-  I met up with people from another area, and their kids's mistake is that they are stuck up about working, like no one should help them in thinking about working, selling souveniers at Wicked, which is about the Wizard of Oz..  Bottom line don't sit there and shit with me about my parents's heritage, I'm not supposed to have to suffer because of it.  So, I mean, these kids are pressuring me not to succeed.  I want to find a place I can go, but I want to stay here so I can live easily.  They think you have to sit there and think you're nothing to encourage others to think they're nothing, have no goal they are striving for, think it's desirable, yet tacky, won't admit they have to go pleasure themselves themselves.  I know I used to be like that but not in that way.  I mean, I looked presentable, I didn't like role my eyes and buzz my lips at the teacher and show off my, like, nigger skin cells.  I didn't approve of thinking things were shit just to put off what I was supposed to do.  I wanted to be like you were supposed to, didn't think I was supposed to be like a beggar on the street, not sure how to elaborate on that nor shout it out.  Why is Ginny so inhibited.  Everyone I know who's moved here is outspoken.  Ginny just thinks I'm an adult, shoudln't know my age.  She doesn't respond appropriately, just doesn't really seem that accomplished.  It's bugging me, I don't want to have to respect like some thing she's saying I'm not good enough for when everyone before Tim Burton came around would like approach me, and no one will accept the new me.  No one even accepts I'm a kid to my mom, anymore.  My dad was already off.  He will cycle into the thought that he's not.  The kids here are totally the opposite and I can't get the pressure off to stop thinking about the pressure they have on me, that I need their attention or needed it, in some way.  They just won't get off.  I guess it's keeping me from thinking.  I want to feel attractive, not like Floridian scum.  I mean, Florida was supposed to be a good place, has a nice sea breeze and Disney World.

So

You think that people who moved to Florida later than me are more from Florida?  Who are you comparing me to?  Ellen DeGeneres leaving New Orleans?  Tim Burton directing for the world?

The Little Things

So, why does Tim Burton get so mad at little mistakes?  Just say maybe it was the school?  Isn't that partly his fault and belief?  Like, people are using real things to hurt you and hurting you constantly when talking just to prove you are like nothing but a cushion to sit on.

Shout

People are telling me Tim Burton has nothing to offer me.  :|

Commonfolk

The 1 thing people like to commonly look for is to make sure I'm not in on something good because I had this friend from up north who acted like I was tacky all the time, and now Tim Burton the nigger and Ellen the Generes his minion worship her, when she won't write back a proper note.

Admit It

So, Ellen DeGeneres admits to Tim Burton, no, I don't do what I say.  I act like I don't care, but I do.  I just don't really know the answer.  You know, though, says Christina, I think I do.

Y

OH MY MUTHERFUCKIN GOD TIM BURTON WHY YOU MAKE SUCH A BIG DEAL ABOUT HELENA BONHAM CARTER

What?

Do you expect me to not know when you punish me or react in a way that doesn't make sense? Why are you so dramatically smashing? Why would you be sexy? I've tried, already. What do you think I am, shit for Tim Burton like his spoiled brat daughter, who is unworthless.

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Annoyed

The lighting on my cell phone is funny. Ginny and Ellen are Burtonesques niggers.

So, did someone do this to me? I'm tired of being told I don't have the right experiences.

Hey, leave me alone, niggers, I didn't do anything.

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Problem

Can you just leave me alone, you niggers?

I got a bad message, and my mom chimed in again something that annoyed me, like she's younger, why?  I never wanted to be older, in that way..  Look, stop being a bastard on the net- and being so gay!  If you don't know, people are different online.  It's some suggestion they let out.  In real life, it's different.  You go online and expect to find that you're good and that others are enwrapped in some other culture.

What about my future kids?  Someone may want to hurt them.  I don't want to deal with that fantasy.

Why are people like Tim Burton starting ooh look how much work we went into to give you this message, this nasty message, that you can't have this you can't have that, your dad is old.  He was only 35 when I was born.

Fleeing to NYC|Atlanta

It seems everyone is feeling there thinking some nigger girl like me with a dad with ancestry in Pennsylvania primarily thinks she can be a southerner because she was born there.  People trot over here from New Jersey and say it's to eradicate our familial dreams, in thinking we can be Floridians, and they are dubbed over as honorary Floridians but not really over all others.  Chloë Grace Moretz's sassy, stuck-up, but genial mom flew her famous daughter who worked with Tim Burton to NYC in order to escape the fact that Florida and L.A. are taken over.  Why not New Orleans?  No straight answer to me..  Then, there's Peyton List who moved to NYC and then L.A., won't say where in Florida she is from, but I asked on IMDb, can ask on Yahoo! Answers.  Mind, Peyton List is younger.  Also, Bella Thorne looks a bit lose, maybe good culturally, just kinda unopen.  Chloë Grace Moretz is so stuck up thinking she's the pure blood from the South.  The people from the South just assumed that the north blood was a failure, but I know it's because of the Native American indian but you know am not like figured out sure.  They're packing their things, see how I'm nice but eradicate me anyway.  They're just like beetles who see in 1 direction.  Guess I'll go get my lunch.  So, you can see that people think that just becuse others from an area are bad, that I am, too, and also they'll just say it's simply because I have Native American blood and because I don't want to suffer and that I can't change it.  I won't act different.  I just want to say it doesn't matter.  No, I'm not 100% sure I have it, and in saying something like that, I feel someone would think I was tacky.  People even think you are bad to be courteous to me.  They think life is some floozy game.  It's like Britney Spears, put your shit here, the horny people from Louisiana who just bark bark bark cut out ways of being human, have no appreciation for being modern in a way.  Cannot connect ideas, don't know anything positive there in relating to others, like the mixed indians better.. I mean must be the same thing as northern indians but better, just maybe think of 1s who aren't mixed?  So, they only want to file in people from the south, with Southern blood, not sure about the Fannings, with ancestors in I think South Carolina, not North Carolina??  I know sometimes they prefer Pennsylvanians over them, but I dunno.  I guess they'd be interested in bad people from up north.

I find it weird.

So, I feel I'm being made fun of for saying I was born on the beach, though people are worried about being born inland where it's more solid and even more up north.

I think that people really have cut into my life because of Tim Burton and made it unable to be a success story.

Problem

I was never mean to Ginny.. she seems to be staying off online because of me.  What does that say about her, uh, "character?"  She's so stupid because of Tim Burton.  She thinks the other kids are better than me, but that doesn't mean you can like literally think I just "said something."

Problem

Why should Ellen tell me I'm bad when everyone thinks I'm the sweetest, shyest, nicest person my whole life, since the fart of Tim Burton?  What does she deserve all that world attention?

Nigger

Why do people like Ellen suggest mean things?  I mean like if something is supposed to be, she just has some perverted irritation to do the opposite in some complicated way with "another goal" in mind, forgetting like Tim Burton that she disapproves of the fact that people are being mistreated otherwise, normal people, probably doesn't think of the right details for everyone..

Also

Tim Burton just farts into the idea that thinking people's negative, sorta prejudiced reactions to him are not a problem and that if you say so you're out, on account of Johnny Depp, though he doesn't approve of what Johnny Depp does.  x|

I know what the problem is..

Oh, so some kid born in 1992 or 1998 could say that and be considered not tacky.  I said the problem was your reaction to Tim Burton.

Problems

I don't need this bullshit because of your shit with Tim Burton. You'll be sorry you didn't listen to me.

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