Disney World

Why is Ginny so sarcastic like Órla Karron Fallon and Ellen DeGeneres?  She acted like the kids here who are from Orlando since maybe around age 13 set themselves up to hypnotize themselves to submission that they had a fair shot at life compared to most people and that they did the right thing but that they were some *** object to Ginny just because she is like famous for doing the talking at Disney or something since the 80s.  The fact is it's just because she's attractive, too, and not like someone too skinny born like around the time of Céline Dion - and why do you find it tacky I mentioned her because it's not.  I haven't really heard anyone talk about it so don't know.  I want to talk about it, just mention it ... gotta problem, just trying to impress someone, trying to achieve some contrapted ideal?  I have a feeling it won't work ~ Just admit that she's ***y and has good ideals but gawp at the fact she's born in 1958 and has a mom from California, maybe appreciate her dad being from Pittsburgh-  I met up with people from another area, and their kids's mistake is that they are stuck up about working, like no one should help them in thinking about working, selling souveniers at Wicked, which is about the Wizard of Oz..  Bottom line don't sit there and shit with me about my parents's heritage, I'm not supposed to have to suffer because of it.  So, I mean, these kids are pressuring me not to succeed.  I want to find a place I can go, but I want to stay here so I can live easily.  They think you have to sit there and think you're nothing to encourage others to think they're nothing, have no goal they are striving for, think it's desirable, yet tacky, won't admit they have to go pleasure themselves themselves.  I know I used to be like that but not in that way.  I mean, I looked presentable, I didn't like role my eyes and buzz my lips at the teacher and show off my, like, nigger skin cells.  I didn't approve of thinking things were shit just to put off what I was supposed to do.  I wanted to be like you were supposed to, didn't think I was supposed to be like a beggar on the street, not sure how to elaborate on that nor shout it out.  Why is Ginny so inhibited.  Everyone I know who's moved here is outspoken.  Ginny just thinks I'm an adult, shoudln't know my age.  She doesn't respond appropriately, just doesn't really seem that accomplished.  It's bugging me, I don't want to have to respect like some thing she's saying I'm not good enough for when everyone before Tim Burton came around would like approach me, and no one will accept the new me.  No one even accepts I'm a kid to my mom, anymore.  My dad was already off.  He will cycle into the thought that he's not.  The kids here are totally the opposite and I can't get the pressure off to stop thinking about the pressure they have on me, that I need their attention or needed it, in some way.  They just won't get off.  I guess it's keeping me from thinking.  I want to feel attractive, not like Floridian scum.  I mean, Florida was supposed to be a good place, has a nice sea breeze and Disney World.

Hi Ginny

Well, I hope she has a long break off, like a year.  :|

In the summer, I just wanna go to Disney, guess it'll cost money, was otherwise wondering if I could stand on a boat in the water in the Midwest.

Also, I think kids here should go on break over the break, bring their homework.  They should go somewhere else, Europe, a nonwhite nation, or the Midwest, or maybe somewhere else.  I wonder if there are special camps in L.A...

Dream

I had thee coole st most terrifying dream.

There were some scenes in the corrider where someone was like acting with music I think trying to slit someone before they slit someone else.  So, my old organ teacher|choir director went in a jail cell with someone else kinda, like a mental hospital, which is horrid.  So, I went in with someone else so we could maybe get in with her..  I know Ginny was involved.  So, it was mostly about that and something like a pop Disney performance scheulde.  For some reason, I felt a lot of *** or ************ or rather I dunno ***********.  It was pretty dynamnic, that dream, but it's hard to remember, I think I was against like some flowery sheets, just some flowery sheets, like in bunched up at the base, and like hugging it like it was Ginny or something and feeling like those art drawings like of cupid or the statues of the very human figures with drapes hanging off.  I was in the mental ward with people in the halls battling against knives slitting someone else's throat, like it's the good angel against the Master of the House, defending someone, like my old organ teacher or like I saw a big baby in an aisle, a bit sadistic in sentiment, like with some pastel but like an old or like modern French cartoon..  I saw the video of me acting and for some reason I was able to act like how I saw Country Bear Jamboree, but I can't see it no more, same with the old French cartoon..  So, I was lusting for "***" in a ward with people being murdered at bodily contact, instead slicing the other.

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Mardi Gras

Nice picture.. I gave out Sponge Bob Square Pants class cards @ Mardi Gras @ my cc. I take all the theater classes from the voice instructor at Disney since the mid-80s.. }:] If you want to add me as as friend, you have my permission, since I've already sent you a request, + a pm..

Store

I got thick glitter nail polish, there was cheap 1s, silver with a little blue, and I got regular blue with some silver that actually cost a lot, @ Wal-Mart.

I want to be the waver at the front of the new Disney parade.  In the summer, I might spend it going to Disney, not sure what else, guess I'll post online, sing more.. was gonna do gymnastics, not sure if I will if I go to Disney.  }:]

Ginny

Ginny has lose, warbly fat .. Doesn't eat "shew gar" (sugar.). Its consistency is thin, but the layer is very thick, like a whale. Is she actually involved in the Disney parade returning

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Old Disney Dancer

Pennsylvanian in Hollywood. 33. Speaker. 8/

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Auditions

I was partly asleep for maybe 20 minutes on the carpety, puffy chairs. Then, I slept on the floor. The weight training I class made me tired, made me realize I am so vulnerable. I left and got a rice crispy Mickey with frosting. Before, I had a like $5 cookie. Then, I found the open candy shop and got a fudgy brownie. $4.75. In my audition, I had to shakily clutch the book. I sang "Pie Jesu," until I was stopped. I did the white bread ... 1st chicken crossing lights, quarters in jail, as stand-up, w/o rehearsing. For dance, I spun and put my leg out. My singing was the best, loved, like perfected pleasance and most reportedly least tacky.

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Hi

Found a pool with mist rising up up up.

So, I am considered acutely gifted and accomplished by everyone. I noticed in the class Ginny is having funny reactions and has funny friends.

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Try to Get Some Sleep

I feel like I'm going to school.  Gotta pack my script to practice .. for Thursday, bring the book, couldn't find info. on auditions, guess I'll just sorta go.  :|  Ugh, gotta get ready at 3 A.M.  Dig through stuff, make sure I have my keys, etc.  Probably won't do my hair.  :|  I need to pack my wallet, .. cell phone.  Cam'er'a and a stand.

Also, why does Ginny want to like make people pretend they hate me?  Maybe, things we do are hard and not that great, and we can't enjoy "what we have."  I mean, would it be any worse were there like Disney Worlds like say in areas like .. "Pennsylvania?"  }:}