Saturday, February 23, 2013

Problem

Stop being mean to me all the time you niggers.

Issue

I wish my teacher would realize I don't like how she behaves.  It's like she thinks we're not good enough for her.  She's acting like she's sorta I guess unattainable.  That's fine, but I don't like it.

Problem

Hey stop all the time thinking about how I don't deserve attention.  I'm like 26 now.

I find it weird.

So, I feel I'm being made fun of for saying I was born on the beach, though people are worried about being born inland where it's more solid and even more up north.

I think that people really have cut into my life because of Tim Burton and made it unable to be a success story.

Ate

Cream Cheese & Chives Crackers

Just my mom is here, I think.

Cute Ad

It showed a guy as a police with like a tube like a horn pointing it at you ... funny police want in on the action, knew that, rather than working on like things psychologists do..

How I'm Feeling

I look a lot leaner, not as much too me, but I seem to have some elasticity to me in the form of muscular strength in my belly.

Just Woke Up

Guess I slept for 13½ hours.  I woke up once to go to the bathroom and soon after was in bed I think.  I remember my dream buying pizza and walking out and walking back in and paying.  Then I went to 2 places that sold candy and relatively good sweets, reminds me of the bake sales at the cc.  I went in with my mom and brother.  At 1 place before I was with them I accidentally found I opened a long stick of marshmallow covered in chocolate.  I got the good thin piece of cake that was left.  I saw, too, like a $5 monstrous chocolate cupcake with lots of chocolate frosting and flowers, but it was gone and I climbed up to look for it with my brother onlooking, like the blocks in theater class where I had a hard time making it through against the wall, a tiny space with a drop.

Tired

Guess I will lie down, maybe sleep or turn off my computer.  :|  Don't want to but guess I will, might find something else to do, might be time for bed.

Ate

Canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni and Cheese

People

Some people are so set to be a certain way and can't connect to others.

Didn't Listen

My idea for my brother has always been for him to have like honey hair that poofs up and glistens a little and it was light brown but not honey.  It was so limp.  My mom didn't have him do sports as early as me, and it messed him up.  Plus, he just did tennis ... and then my mom didn't have him practice.  I mean, I wouldn't have to practice with him.  He can go practice alone while I do homework.  My mom didn't let me do something else, and I also liked tennis.  He should have done other things, too.

Problem

You can't tell me how to deal with other people.  They can figure out what they want for themselves and not just decide I'm not some exception and that bad kids only get to feel comforted.

What was he supposed to do?

What is my brother supposed to do?  Not approach my dad?  Why is he so much like him?  My dad used to just maybe stimulate him as a boy, but I have no idea what it was.  I know that people born a long time ago are more European.  I think it centers on Late Boom and Generation XY..

What Do I Intend to Find in Time

You'll find that different people deserve different things, as time goes on.

Update

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I'm me!

Why did I change when my brother was born?

Problem

Don't just blame my dad because he's been looking better in some ways.

Ate

Liverwurst

Checks and Balances

Why do I have a plastered look like my brother?  I know I wanted the sculpted face.

Me Hun Gry

Wow, I look old in that video.  I am having a hard time making it to bed, you know, don't feel like it, didn't go anywhere because I felt so mellow, probably because I didn't take a shower?

New Videos of Me

Calling Ginny! ♥♥

YouTube

Still Tired

I don't know why, maybe from the disability van.  The bus is kinda exciting.  I wish I could go to the mall but feel tired.  I don't even feel like watching TV.  I don't know if I should eat, might have some Lemon Ice.  I don't really feel like getting up and singing.  Ginny lets us call her, but I like posting online in public, too late now possibly, but maybe I should try,.,.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Already Wanted

I already wanted to be old-fashioned.

Wondering

I wonder why my mom doesn't get along with my dad.  He just won't stop being mean to me, not in a noticeable way, saying he can't hold it in with me, and that I don't deserve his attention.

Facebook Post

I hope she's still eating her candy?

Photo

New Videos of Me Singing

YouTube

nu playlist. :)

Problem

I was never mean to Ginny.. she seems to be staying off online because of me.  What does that say about her, uh, "character?"  She's so stupid because of Tim Burton.  She thinks the other kids are better than me, but that doesn't mean you can like literally think I just "said something."

Problem

I don't need retarded granny exercises to ruin my life of logic.

Problem

GINNY YOU RETARDED BASTARD GO KILL EVERYONE NOT FROM FLORIDA.

What?

You just think anyone not born in 1960 is shit?

Problem

What's wrong with not being famous?  Some people have hard lives.  Go yell at the starving boy in Africa..

Problem

When I figure something out, my dad just tells me I'm not listening.

In Order to Make an Impression

Why would anyone start out fat in order to make an impression?

I did want to do ballet at a good school.  You know, gymnastics is good.  3I

Problem

Why should Ellen tell me I'm bad when everyone thinks I'm the sweetest, shyest, nicest person my whole life, since the fart of Tim Burton?  What does she deserve all that world attention?

No Excuses

My teacher is a lunatic.  She thinks I have no moral excuse.

Silly? Unaccepted?

My teacher is looking at me like I haven't made sacrifices, like I wasn't born perfect.

I don't know if she's not posting on her Facebook or if she was simply able to block me..

Anti-New Orleans

Why is everyone so anti-New Orleanian?

I guess in the city, they are more like precise, you know the island in the water.

I mean, even people who have lived there.

Y O Y

Why am I the lame 1 with no racial convictions if I'm so successful?

Ate My Dinner (Supper)

2 French Bread Pizzas w|Pepperoni..
Have orange tic tacs..

New Cell Phone Cover

Light Blue Diamonds ... should have had a light blue backdrop.

Thinks She's White

Ellen thinks she's white because she's from jazz and not non-white with stupid PA mudblood.

Munching

on Cream Cheese & Chives crackers

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Prob-le-emm

Why do Late Boom moms let their younger, more white racially "Generation YZ|Z" kids get away with things?

Wrrong

You find Ellen in err.  Interview the people she likes better.  She just has to find out what she has to find out.  She is not interested in being online.

Cool Girl-

I went over to the cute girl when the teacher was out.  She came in and sat next to me.. a bit tacky not sure why don't like it.. and I jumped out and the jewels on her body jingled.

Problem

Look, Ellen, I'm different from everyone my age.

Backstage

I said I could work backstage.

Procrastination | Putting Things Off

Why would people just hope the future is bright and not do anything to achieve their like peak dreams at the time being?

Nigger

Why do people like Ellen suggest mean things?  I mean like if something is supposed to be, she just has some perverted irritation to do the opposite in some complicated way with "another goal" in mind, forgetting like Tim Burton that she disapproves of the fact that people are being mistreated otherwise, normal people, probably doesn't think of the right details for everyone..

oh noes

My teacher is looking tacky and is mean as the result but will be happy when she is fixed.

King of the Net

Ellen is not king of the net because she thinks no one who's seen her show a long time ago can go on because they thought they could live a different life, not watching any live TV shows.

"Oh, where are you going?" ♪

People in California want to go to Europe.

Stop Ignoring

You need to stop ignoring Generation XY thinking that their thinking they are something is crap because they didn't go through crap, of Generation X and YZ.

I mean...

Like, that can't be what you enjoyed instead of the arts and sports.

All About If You're White

Why would you base life on non-whites?  I mean, what's happened ... there was the war with the Jews ... some other war? The Middle East these days. The Vietnam and Korean wars..  Then, there was America and England in 1776.. The Spanish and the Polish much longer ago

Also

Tim Burton just farts into the idea that thinking people's negative, sorta prejudiced reactions to him are not a problem and that if you say so you're out, on account of Johnny Depp, though he doesn't approve of what Johnny Depp does.  x|

I know what the problem is..

Oh, so some kid born in 1992 or 1998 could say that and be considered not tacky.  I said the problem was your reaction to Tim Burton.

What?

So, whey does Ellen DeGeneres seem to think ... like that she needs to like dig into my past and highlight things that embarrass me?  That's not really what interests me.  Those things are not my desires.  There's so much more stuff out there..  :|

Problem

Shouldn't my dad just be counted out of his immoral tendencies toward the Late Boom generation?  He must have a psychiatric disorder.  I don't know where to commit him for a nice appointment.  }:]  He just bothers me and affects the childrens at Ginny's class-

Everything I Do

So, anything I do, some kid born in 1992 or 1998 will just tell me I'm crap?

Problem

Maybe, we should say Ellen has a "special problem," wants to eradicate anyone with old dads and doesn't let people with younger moms socialize with ones with moms who are older.

Problem

Ellen can't judge who we have our parents in style of by the age of our parents.

Reactions

Did you notice people only react a certain way to kids born in 1992, 1998, and around 1960?

Fort Lauderdale ) ) ) B|

I don't even know if my dad worked there.

It's so HAT (hot)

I need a fan, not a big 1, I guess, dunno, wanted 1 to make more noise but have a noisemaker, which isn't as loud.  So, what, $60?  Have to ask my dad maybe soon.. he should get 1, at least when he gets some more money, I am sick but not sure why the house is so hot.  I'm dripping sweat but did wake up kinda like sick and tired.. :| pretty like knobbly. :|

TV

I think my dad hasn't fixed my TV.  It's supposed to get "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and record.

Relaxing

I'm calling to reserve my trip, waiting to ice my cake.  I have to go over my act.  I might have other things, journal due at end of month, think we had to keep a little booklet.  Wasn't on the ball.  Been typing out journal reveries.

Washing

I'm washing my vitamin case.. have laundry, too, and so does my mom, have to fold.  Didn't even reserve the van for next week but hope to take the bus.

Tired

I took a shower when I woke up.  Waiting for the cake to cool, have to frost|ice it.

DayQuil

I took my 2 DayQuil soon after waking up and some of my orange tic tacs from the C store, which here is called the Valencia Bookstore.  At Loyola UNO they had Odwalla smoothies..and some other things, like wraps I got sometime and even a pizza hut..in there.

Cooking. 3I

Thick, Juicy Hunk of Beef (want to eat ribs.... p3 )
Zucchini, Cooked. 3I in Water
Canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni & Cheese (had French Bread pizzas last night, 2 from a pack, pepperoni..)
baking a probably more lush chocolate cake with rich, chocolate frosting

Y O Y

Why won't Ellen DeGeneres let older kids be pampered like kids born in 1992 or 1998?  She thinks it's "the" experience.  Did you know she is associated with these younger generations?  I guess I have to question the generations in between?  I kinda followed them.

You know we grew up being surrounded with the discipline to be shit like the older generations but not grand in the style of.

Movies I'm Seeing

This Weekend: Escape from Planet Earth
Next Weekend: Jack, the Giant Slayer
The Following Weekend: Oz, the Great and Powerful

I'm also seeing Wicked (The Wizard of Oz, saw ads a lot for awhile on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show") for free, since I tripped on my ankle and it hurt so much for at least a day and I had to use a crutch cane that was so cool and still have it..  3D

New Text Box


Thursday, February 21, 2013

Reputation

My oldest aunt's attitude has been onto me, like my bad cousin.

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Facebook Post

To Ginny, limited

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Problem

Get my dad's bullshit outta here.. Supposedly he thinks my brother is a nigger offering for his sweet grandma. Don't tell me I'm not something, a nigger.

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Problem

Get that Pennsylvania crap outta here. They are frantic to become New Orleanian. Just **** them. Just **** my dad, he's insane. Shut up, nigger.

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No More Thoughts

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Bus

I want to see if I can wake up early and take the bus next week, instead of the disability van, which is okay. They stop ... I think I remember.

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**** My Dad

He ****ed Ginny. He has stupid pewrverted selfish backhanded bullshit with his mommy and thinks he's worth any shit like that nigger brat Ellen DeGeneres, who does mean things all the time.

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Problems

I don't need this bullshit because of your shit with Tim Burton. You'll be sorry you didn't listen to me.

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Constant Inklings!

I keep getting shitty messages and suggestions in my personal relationships, and people just say my dad wasn't as attractive as my mom.. So I'm nice? Now, what?

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Something Prejudiced

Teachers claim to approve of me. They make up silly social rules. The teacher said to hand in a vocal evaluation and then said I handed in a journal. I already handed it in. She gave it back. I don't give a crap for that shit. I'm not gonna say oh I'm something because I submit to the well-fed generation.

There are people walking around. My dad thinks I have no more weekends, what a nigger. I just was upset at his bullshit in the kitchen.

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Bye

It's show'r time!

ow

My right shoulder hurts.

Sinex

some minutes ago

Pied Piper

Did you realize that we've been led like the Pied Piper to not be able to be funny as the years go?

Psychology?

I am a tactual learner..I remember personalities.

Excuses, Excuses

Why do you keep saying you think something and then go in your mole hole?

I should be able to act.

I just found that I can think of different things in music at the same time and I guess in some ways I can see art in 2D or something and 3D, as well, but in theater, I just like don't retain information that doesn't flow like a chart.

Racial Tools

So, we can use them against. others.

hw help

I should ask the teacher why it's so laborious to read these goddamn stupid useless worthless scripts at a community college-

Standing at the Bri ink

I mean, it's time for me to socialize and be an ideal person, and I'm not a tacky Italian.

Problem

Every time I think of a sneaky way of enjoying something everyone's mother and brother does, someone just notices and says I did something else.

hw

The kids in my group are gonna come in and say they read the play.

HELP!

My $20 is gone.