Problem

Why should Ellen tell me I'm bad when everyone thinks I'm the sweetest, shyest, nicest person my whole life, since the fart of Tim Burton?  What does she deserve all that world attention?

No Excuses

My teacher is a lunatic.  She thinks I have no moral excuse.

Silly? Unaccepted?

My teacher is looking at me like I haven't made sacrifices, like I wasn't born perfect.

I don't know if she's not posting on her Facebook or if she was simply able to block me..

Anti-New Orleans

Why is everyone so anti-New Orleanian?

I guess in the city, they are more like precise, you know the island in the water.

I mean, even people who have lived there.

Y O Y

Why am I the lame 1 with no racial convictions if I'm so successful?

Ate My Dinner (Supper)

2 French Bread Pizzas w|Pepperoni..
Have orange tic tacs..

New Cell Phone Cover

Light Blue Diamonds ... should have had a light blue backdrop.

Thinks She's White

Ellen thinks she's white because she's from jazz and not non-white with stupid PA mudblood.

Munching

on Cream Cheese & Chives crackers

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Prob-le-emm

Why do Late Boom moms let their younger, more white racially "Generation YZ|Z" kids get away with things?

Wrrong

You find Ellen in err.  Interview the people she likes better.  She just has to find out what she has to find out.  She is not interested in being online.

Cool Girl-

I went over to the cute girl when the teacher was out.  She came in and sat next to me.. a bit tacky not sure why don't like it.. and I jumped out and the jewels on her body jingled.

Problem

Look, Ellen, I'm different from everyone my age.

Backstage

I said I could work backstage.

Procrastination | Putting Things Off

Why would people just hope the future is bright and not do anything to achieve their like peak dreams at the time being?

Nigger

Why do people like Ellen suggest mean things?  I mean like if something is supposed to be, she just has some perverted irritation to do the opposite in some complicated way with "another goal" in mind, forgetting like Tim Burton that she disapproves of the fact that people are being mistreated otherwise, normal people, probably doesn't think of the right details for everyone..

oh noes

My teacher is looking tacky and is mean as the result but will be happy when she is fixed.

King of the Net

Ellen is not king of the net because she thinks no one who's seen her show a long time ago can go on because they thought they could live a different life, not watching any live TV shows.

"Oh, where are you going?" ♪

People in California want to go to Europe.

Stop Ignoring

You need to stop ignoring Generation XY thinking that their thinking they are something is crap because they didn't go through crap, of Generation X and YZ.

I mean...

Like, that can't be what you enjoyed instead of the arts and sports.

All About If You're White

Why would you base life on non-whites?  I mean, what's happened ... there was the war with the Jews ... some other war? The Middle East these days. The Vietnam and Korean wars..  Then, there was America and England in 1776.. The Spanish and the Polish much longer ago

Also

Tim Burton just farts into the idea that thinking people's negative, sorta prejudiced reactions to him are not a problem and that if you say so you're out, on account of Johnny Depp, though he doesn't approve of what Johnny Depp does.  x|

I know what the problem is..

Oh, so some kid born in 1992 or 1998 could say that and be considered not tacky.  I said the problem was your reaction to Tim Burton.

What?

So, whey does Ellen DeGeneres seem to think ... like that she needs to like dig into my past and highlight things that embarrass me?  That's not really what interests me.  Those things are not my desires.  There's so much more stuff out there..  :|

Problem

Shouldn't my dad just be counted out of his immoral tendencies toward the Late Boom generation?  He must have a psychiatric disorder.  I don't know where to commit him for a nice appointment.  }:]  He just bothers me and affects the childrens at Ginny's class-

Everything I Do

So, anything I do, some kid born in 1992 or 1998 will just tell me I'm crap?

Problem

Maybe, we should say Ellen has a "special problem," wants to eradicate anyone with old dads and doesn't let people with younger moms socialize with ones with moms who are older.

Problem

Ellen can't judge who we have our parents in style of by the age of our parents.

Reactions

Did you notice people only react a certain way to kids born in 1992, 1998, and around 1960?

Twitter

Fort Lauderdale ) ) ) B|

I don't even know if my dad worked there.

It's so HAT (hot)

I need a fan, not a big 1, I guess, dunno, wanted 1 to make more noise but have a noisemaker, which isn't as loud.  So, what, $60?  Have to ask my dad maybe soon.. he should get 1, at least when he gets some more money, I am sick but not sure why the house is so hot.  I'm dripping sweat but did wake up kinda like sick and tired.. :| pretty like knobbly. :|

TV

I think my dad hasn't fixed my TV.  It's supposed to get "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and record.

Relaxing

I'm calling to reserve my trip, waiting to ice my cake.  I have to go over my act.  I might have other things, journal due at end of month, think we had to keep a little booklet.  Wasn't on the ball.  Been typing out journal reveries.

Washing

I'm washing my vitamin case.. have laundry, too, and so does my mom, have to fold.  Didn't even reserve the van for next week but hope to take the bus.

Tired

I took a shower when I woke up.  Waiting for the cake to cool, have to frost|ice it.

DayQuil

I took my 2 DayQuil soon after waking up and some of my orange tic tacs from the C store, which here is called the Valencia Bookstore.  At Loyola UNO they had Odwalla smoothies..and some other things, like wraps I got sometime and even a pizza hut..in there.

Cooking. 3I

Thick, Juicy Hunk of Beef (want to eat ribs.... p3 )
Zucchini, Cooked. 3I in Water
Canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni & Cheese (had French Bread pizzas last night, 2 from a pack, pepperoni..)
baking a probably more lush chocolate cake with rich, chocolate frosting

Y O Y

Why won't Ellen DeGeneres let older kids be pampered like kids born in 1992 or 1998?  She thinks it's "the" experience.  Did you know she is associated with these younger generations?  I guess I have to question the generations in between?  I kinda followed them.

You know we grew up being surrounded with the discipline to be shit like the older generations but not grand in the style of.

Movies I'm Seeing

This Weekend: Escape from Planet Earth
Next Weekend: Jack, the Giant Slayer
The Following Weekend: Oz, the Great and Powerful

I'm also seeing Wicked (The Wizard of Oz, saw ads a lot for awhile on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show") for free, since I tripped on my ankle and it hurt so much for at least a day and I had to use a crutch cane that was so cool and still have it..  3D

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Reputation

My oldest aunt's attitude has been onto me, like my bad cousin.

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To Ginny, limited

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Problem

Get my dad's bullshit outta here.. Supposedly he thinks my brother is a nigger offering for his sweet grandma. Don't tell me I'm not something, a nigger.

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Problem

Get that Pennsylvania crap outta here. They are frantic to become New Orleanian. Just **** them. Just **** my dad, he's insane. Shut up, nigger.

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No More Thoughts

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Bus

I want to see if I can wake up early and take the bus next week, instead of the disability van, which is okay. They stop ... I think I remember.

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**** My Dad

He ****ed Ginny. He has stupid pewrverted selfish backhanded bullshit with his mommy and thinks he's worth any shit like that nigger brat Ellen DeGeneres, who does mean things all the time.

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Problems

I don't need this bullshit because of your shit with Tim Burton. You'll be sorry you didn't listen to me.

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Constant Inklings!

I keep getting shitty messages and suggestions in my personal relationships, and people just say my dad wasn't as attractive as my mom.. So I'm nice? Now, what?

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Something Prejudiced

Teachers claim to approve of me. They make up silly social rules. The teacher said to hand in a vocal evaluation and then said I handed in a journal. I already handed it in. She gave it back. I don't give a crap for that shit. I'm not gonna say oh I'm something because I submit to the well-fed generation.

There are people walking around. My dad thinks I have no more weekends, what a nigger. I just was upset at his bullshit in the kitchen.

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Bye

It's show'r time!

ow

My right shoulder hurts.

Sinex

some minutes ago

Pied Piper

Did you realize that we've been led like the Pied Piper to not be able to be funny as the years go?

Psychology?

I am a tactual learner..I remember personalities.

Excuses, Excuses

Why do you keep saying you think something and then go in your mole hole?

I should be able to act.

I just found that I can think of different things in music at the same time and I guess in some ways I can see art in 2D or something and 3D, as well, but in theater, I just like don't retain information that doesn't flow like a chart.

Racial Tools

So, we can use them against. others.

hw help

I should ask the teacher why it's so laborious to read these goddamn stupid useless worthless scripts at a community college-

Standing at the Bri ink

I mean, it's time for me to socialize and be an ideal person, and I'm not a tacky Italian.

Problem

Every time I think of a sneaky way of enjoying something everyone's mother and brother does, someone just notices and says I did something else.

hw

The kids in my group are gonna come in and say they read the play.

HELP!

My $20 is gone.

WOW

It's easier to talk, though, and breathing is okay otherwise.  :|

AH

I still have heavy congestion.  I don't think I can get anything else.  Sinex is also for headaches..  Maybe, I should be more deliberate, but I thought it was a total thing.  :{  I mean, I've done this before.

OK

Shower and Nail Polish

Insistent on Perfect Looks

Some people are too insistent that they look too perfect.  }:]

No Prob-le-em m

I am not nice to mean people.

2nd Theater Teacher

Also unavailable.. ***y but not Late Boom but French last name.  Got married and became a speech thearpist..

So

Cherie is not mean to people with parents born in 1950.  :|

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Mardi Gras

Nice picture.. I gave out Sponge Bob Square Pants class cards @ Mardi Gras @ my cc. I take all the theater classes from the voice instructor at Disney since the mid-80s.. }:] If you want to add me as as friend, you have my permission, since I've already sent you a request, + a pm..

Ah!

So, I guess it's time for a shower, I guess a bath.. and then to bed .. really want to analyze my script for tomorrow.. gotta leave a note for $20 for school tomorrow.

I guess

A boy in drama's last name Guess.. said his last name could be the sticker on his shirt.. chased outta drama by the boy from New Orleans.. (who left..)

So, ... Yea, when drama was slow I did more activities.  Clubs, music groups.

Store

I got thick glitter nail polish, there was cheap 1s, silver with a little blue, and I got regular blue with some silver that actually cost a lot, @ Wal-Mart.

I want to be the waver at the front of the new Disney parade.  In the summer, I might spend it going to Disney, not sure what else, guess I'll post online, sing more.. was gonna do gymnastics, not sure if I will if I go to Disney.  }:]

Twitter Post

I looked up Key West ghost tours Twitter then accidentally the 'Key West' and 'ghost tours' and not Twitter because I was tired of following instructions and being nice.  }:[

Got Back

I was on Twitter..

So, I got Sinex DayQuil & NightQuil and just took 2 Nightquils, stopped practicing in the woods.  8|

So, I'm gonna go take a shower-bath.

I realized that this boy who was so cute from New Orleans had sinus but was like feeling sorry for me coughing so loudly..  Now, his skin looks more moist dripping on the edges.  He was rather stereotypical, but I don't know what happened.  He was just different from everyone.

I was supposed to get in Talented Music 2nd semester and be in Talented Theater.  I wanted to do theater in junior high, think my mom got me the info. like in 8th grade and maybe I was too tired and busy then.  I think I asked when we moved there but had my mind in things like classical music..  Before, I planned to quit gymnastics and do ballet when I moved.  I got scoliosis and looked like old and European.  The ballet classes when I moved healed it.  So, I just stayed in, as 1 reason.

8p

Well, okay, then..

I also realized I just want to be like a Generation Z Tween bo'n in 1998.  xp  It's nice to have a young mom.. but I mean she's note white so..  She was supposed to start having kids when she was like 19.  My dad was 35..

Racial Attraction

The psychiatrist and I found out, a little thin brown guy, that the kids didn't think I was attractive because they are racist.

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Why does

Ginny think she has more modern culture than me?

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What can I do?

I don't want to take weight training in the fall but want to work out in the mornings. I want to teach ballet at 5 in the morning M-Th.

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Flip-Flops

I cleaned off my flip-flops.

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My Papers

Someone took my practice papers, we're going to the psychiatrist and then asking to get some fast food and I guess going home .. want to get powder for my face and earplugs this time, too.  Gonna have fun this weekend, I guess, maybe see a movie, go to the mall, of course..

Psychiatrist

So, tomorrow at noon I see a psychiatrist I think to get an excuse for financial aid for the fall..my therapist appointment is canceled.  The weight training is keeping me up.  I want to watch some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I will go to bed after, probably, maybe a quick shower.  I need a lot of sleep, to practice, to analyze the script, to e-mail about the script and about tennis..then go to bed, I guess.

Bad Decisions

I was upset people are making bad decisions, like to implant bad things for stupid reasons, automatically.

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Hug

The black boy who was delinquent to me gave me a hug, tall, slender, fit. It was like being out in "G"eOrGia 8/

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was

8/

After being a music major, I was sensitive to noise. My life was a community experiment, and Katrina hit. I was kicked out of singing and music education. I went up north, and I heard great things. In Orlando, I was sensitive to noise to insanity but not totally bizarre. Ginny is a voice master, and her X is from where I was up north, for @ 2 months. Music.

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Just Realized

The thing

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Memorizing

So, I have to read a script through e-mail I found from who I was working with.

I just had issues with the memorizing, like grasping that fact.

Everyone else was, like, perfect, some with longer parts. The girl I work with from NYC forgot and had to be reminded.

However, they were all like dead, socially, as usual. My voice today supposedly was softer sick.

I sat where the teacher was pressing against the seats. I don't know why she was so nice but informed that I do hand gestures.

The thing is ya I happen to know it all. She went over what to do if you mess up.

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Don't Care

Not as sick, now. Why should I care about Ellen DeGeneres being comfortable? I hardly got any sleep.

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So

So, what is Ellen's problem with me?  I mean, I'm not just with my family all the time.  I mean, if it's a big deal, it's a big deal.  I don't know what went wrong, seems like Tim Burton.

Ate

Thick Hunk of Beef, Yum, Bloody
Cooked. 3I Mostly Green Leaves
½ Angel Hair Pasta
Herbal Lemon Tea, Yum

Talked to my dad about Ellen and tweens.  8|

Problem

Hey **** that person.

My dad made it sound like he said "no more weekends."  I wanted to do something v******.  He did some other things, too.  I had my earplugs on.  He was making weird things.  I have to do something and let it out, I just know.  I tried to settle down and remembered this threat.  He's just a nigger.  :|  Ellen DeGeneres is so annoying and stupid.  She is hurting me for no reason.  ANSWER ME THAT YOU STUPID NIGGER.

Help!

I keep getting mad.  Ellen might have to send me to prison for using curse words but not really threatening her nor anyone seriously, just can't do anything.  That's so pointless.  I mean, what's wrong?  No one is helping me, here in Orlando.

New Twitters

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Really

Come on I'm really mad..  }:|  I just wanna, let's **** Ellen.   She's trying to make me not feel as good..

So

So, what do you think about the dorky Generation Z tweens in O'lando?  }:]

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Hey, Ginny, I'm gonna talk to you after class. You seem to have a problem with homework. I don't go to school to get a 100%. I go to learn. I go to arts classes to socialize.. http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/02/20130218-1.html I'm talking to other people and thought about it if you're interested.

Hey, Ginny, I'm gonna talk to you after class. You seem to have a problem with homework. I don't go to school to get a 100%. I go to learn. I go to arts classes to socialize.. http://cab1986orlfl20.blogspot.com/2013/02/20130218-1.html ,}:| I was gonna go to gymnastics today, and someone stole some of my stuff and my dad paid a bunch of money for something.. My hair's been ruined, and you thought it was funny and I won't accept it. I will tell someone about it.

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